Thursday, December 18, 2008

When Mistress is away...

... this slutty boy won't disobey. That is of course what should have been. But he messed up again. He misinterpreted the rules for this week, and on top of that he has been lazy in keeping up with the tasks here on this blog. But he did manage to keep up with doing his tasks.

Mistress, the most wonderful experience was after edging awhile having a hot shower and four icecubes... and all went into my poor ass... My body and especially my ass was confused. It did not know how to react. And it dribbled ice cold water. My ass just opened up. That was all it could think of, the poor hole. But the water dribbled out between my legs as in mingled with the hot water. And it felt so naughty it made my cock twitch.

For the rest I done my work with wearing my plug for three hours, which is not a really big deal nowedays although I now know that i need to be careful walking to the car with a plug in. My ass is a bit looser after a couple of hours wearing a plug and it just comes out while walking. I needed to take the plug out in the car and drive to the gas station with a plug near the poke. Of course I had licked it clean first. It was only a little dirty and I like the idea of cleaning my used ass toys, unless they are really dirty.

I did edge a lot as you asked, also outside again in the garden once. I could not find the ease to do it in the car because I just read an article in the news that a man was arrested and confinded for this recently.

All combined I think I did a good job with all the tasks and that I have been able to cope with them all along. But I failed the tracking here, and I misinterpreted the task though Mistress. I hope you may find a good way for me to make up for this.

Saturday, December 13, 2008

Be careful what you whish for...

You will copy and paste all the items that I asked of you from last week into a word file. Make the font nice and big with blank space inbetween each. Print them out. Cut them so that each is its own little strip of paper. You may get rid of 3 of the strips. Now you will organize the rest into Sunday thru Saturday in any way you like. You will need to think of your schedule and life and plan as best you can here and now as once you are set on a schedule you will be expected to fullfil it. You can use these in any order and in any way as you believe you can do. One on Monday and six on Wednesday... I don't care, but if you put them on a day, you are committing to that.
You will as soon as you have your week's schedule organized post these instructions and the entire week's schedule by day as a post on your blog. Each day at the very least I will expect a post telling me if you did everything or not. Anything not done will be done the next day, but come the end of the week there will be consequences for these tardy tasks as you now know what to expect and when and excuses are not expected from my boy this week. Plan carefully and remember, you suggested this... In a way I feel guilty about those postponements. In a way, it means that I cannot do as she has requested. A devious idea sprang to mind: maybe I should do this all weeks until able to do all at the requested days... what a torment.

This Week - Tuesday

Before this day is over you will...

Wear your plug for 3 hours. You must read at least two very dirty stories during this time. Share their links here.

Use four ice cubes in any creative and naughty way you think will please me.

Use your leather collar to strike your cock and balls and inner thighs until you can not take anymore then you may put it onto your neck and kneel and stroke yourself to orgasm for me.

This Week - Wednesday

For Me today you will...

Find five every day objects to rub yourself against until you are hard. No rubbing closer than an hour apart.

Eat something for me dear using no hands while stroking your pretty cock.

And the last thing for today is for you to take a toy and prop it up and give it a lovely blow job while you stroke until you orgasm.

This Week - Thursday

Today before the day is done you will...

Find the edge of orgasm 5 times. One of those times may not be in your bedroom. One of those times may not be in your house.

If you complete all 5 edges you may bind your cock and balls and stroke until you feel the need to orgasm. Untie yourself and cum for me.

This Week - Saturday

Today you will...

Spend time today doing something you love.

When you are ready for bed you will get comfortable, get some lube and stroke yourself until you orgasm. Clean up and sweet dreams my darling.

A devoted week...

This week has been very devoted to my Mistress. The tasks were fun, many, and torturous. But it was so much that I find it hard to come back to all I have done. I don't even remember what I did the first day for my Mistress... it went so fast. If I only could do it again while knowing what was coming, there would have been a much better organised job for my Mistress. All her lovely ideas have just striken me with shock and awe this week.
Well, but then it has been managed, sort of. For the last thing that was needed, here are pictured of the things that went into my ass tonight to make up for yesterday (internet pictures this time):


A latex glove, of course with my own hand in it...


No no... just one of the small ended sides...


And yes... a banana like I have eaten it earlier this week (just love the text on the banana).

This Week - Day 7

Today you will...

Spend time today doing something you love.

When you are ready for bed you will get comfortable, get some lube and stroke yourself until you orgasm. Clean up and sweet dreams my darling.

Friday, December 12, 2008

This Week - Day 6

I want you to...

Make a request at the Org for any task you desire.

Wear your pretty red panties for at least 4 hours and at least once during that time you will rub yourself through them until you are hard.

Fuck your pretty ass wearing just those red panties pulled down to your knees with at least three different things. Show me a picture of what you used.

You may cum for me.

Thursday, December 11, 2008

The week until now...

Miss Honey gives me so many naughty and lovely tasks to do, that I am very grateful to her. Yesterday and today there was a plug buried in my ass for a total of three hours, and today I rubbed myself hard on five objects, an armchair, a door post, a broomstick, a spoon, and a kitchen blade. It was fun, especially really getting myself hard and horny.

Yesterday, as today I have not been able to fulfill all tasks as Mistress requested on the day she told me to. I will have to give one of my toys a blowjob tomorrow, and I need to eat something without hands while stroking my cock. In a way I feel guilty about those postponements. In a way, it means that I cannot do as she has requested. A devious idea sprang to mind: maybe I should do this all weeks until able to do all at the requested days... what a torment.

But I do hope that with fulfilling all as much as I can, that my Mistress is pleased as she has told me. I love to serve her in this way. Especially when late at night I don't feel like doing it anymore, but I still decide to do it for Her... just for her. Like wearing a plug yesterday evening late after a hard day of work. And enjoying it because it pleases her...

Oh... and the plug nearly gets into my ass in one motion. I am trained now to push back and open myself up in that way for the lubed-up plug (I always use a little lube, could try using saliva only maybe...).

This Week - Day 5

For Me today you will...

Find five every day objects to rub yourself against until you are hard. No rubbing closer than an hour apart.

Eat something for me dear using no hands while stroking your pretty cock.

And the last thing for today is for you to take a toy and prop it up and give it a lovely blow job while you stroke until you orgasm.

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

This Week - Day 4

Before this day is over you will...

Wear your plug for 3 hours. You must read at least two very dirty stories during this time. Share their links here.

Use four ice cubes in any creative and naughty way you think will please me.

Use your leather collar to strike your cock and balls and inner thighs until you can not take anymore then you may put it onto your neck and kneel and stroke yourself to orgasm for me.

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Dear Mistress,

The two stories of my choice:

Calista's Dungeon Chapter 2 - Slave Joseph

Lesbian Domination

Meanwhile, your boy is having his plug in his ass and is reading these deliciously naughty fantasy stories...

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

This Week - Day 3

Today you will talk to three women you do not know.

You will take 100 smacks to your lovely body... all at once or spread out... your choice.

You will kneel somewhere not in your home with your eyes closed, head bowed and your hands tight behind your back until you feel I would be pleased.

You will stroke yourself to orgasm, but may only cum at exactly 10:43 p.m. your time. You may play all you want before that, but if you can't cum in that exact minute you may not, and no cumming before. Be a good boy for me.

Monday, December 8, 2008

This Week - Day 2

Today before the day is done you will...

Find the edge of orgasm 5 times. One of those times may not be in your bedroom. One of those times may not be in your house.

If you complete all 5 edges you may bind your cock and balls and stroke until you feel the need to orgasm. Untie yourself and cum for me.

Sunday, December 7, 2008

This Week - Day 1

I am writing seven posts for you right now dear. I will set each other one to publish at 12:01 a.m. my time.

Seven days of a few fun thing for you to do for me. You will find a way to make all I ask happen before you go to sleep each and every day.

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Today you will...

Find me three naughty pictures that show what you would like me to do to you if we could be together. Add their links to this post.

Spank your pretty body with something wooden 40 times in no more than 4 different spots.

Write me a letter with your delightfully wicked pen hurting you telling me why you offer your submission to me. Take a picture of it and if it isn't visible in the picture type what it says.

When these are done and it is time for bed, you may kneel on your bed, orgasm onto your sheets and then you may lay there in that lovely mess I allowed and go to sleep.

I know it is already late... if you can not complete this entire list, that is ok, but you will forfeit your orgasm, and make up anything you didn't do tomorrow.

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Three pictures for my Mistress:

Maybe it would start with a simple kiss...



Very innocent, don't you think? Nothing nude... just you wearing your lingerie, and me wearing my socks and underwear. And then, after you would have taken my breath away... my sight should follow...



And then... well... you never know what would be next!?



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And a letter in beautifull agony:



That is how far i could get today Mistress...

Saturday, November 29, 2008

New Week

You did not plan well last week when I gave so generous an offer. So now, you will have to plan for a few more things.

You will between now and next Saturday at midnight...

Wear your plug for 12 hours (does not have be consecutive).

Write 120 lines. You decide what the line is. Please me.

Endure for me 120 hard smacks.

Edge 12 times, no more... no less.

Enjoy two orgasms, no more... no less.

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For the end of this week it is good to sum all things up that I have done for my Mistress.

I have had a plug in me for more than 13 hours, due to the fact that Mistress ordered me to have a plug in me writing the last 15 lines. If her boy was that good, she rewarded him with another orgasm.

I wrote 120 lines 'This boy is a slut and needs to take care of his Mistress' pleasure' part of the lines were written with a plug in my ass, and part of the lines were written with clamps on my nipples attached to the pen with an elastic cord so that it tugged while the naughty words were written (the pictures just did not seem to get bright enough to show either the lines nor the clamps... which is a pity).





I endured 120 smacks.. ok, maybe they were not the hardest I could dish out to myself but I liked the spanking a lot and for those who remember my earlier tasks with spanking know that I can take quite something on my ass.. and like it too, wanting more... oh... so naughty.

The edges were used a lot during the first halve of the week. It seems that restriciton on my pleasure just adds to my frustration, which is probably good...

Oh... and my first orgasm was wasted on an accident with an edge on Monday, but I did orgasm most wonderfully two more times as I was allowed.

Saturday, November 22, 2008

Next Week

For the next week... from the time you read this until midnight next Saturday you will orgasm 12 times (because it is midnight right now when I woke to write this). You can do so all in one day or spread out evenly, or any combination. At least three of those orgasm must be with a toy in my boy's cute ass and the toy must have been in your pretty ass for at least an hour before you are allowed to cum. This will require a bit of planning in your busy life. But for this first week of trying this, I like that you will have to really decide how to accomplish what I have required.

Also you will go out in your garden now and find a young and supple branch to use for the week and after each orgasm you will mark your inner thigh in two ways. First by laying down a welt with that branch while you are on your knees, you will make it hurt, do not break the skin. You will stay there kneeling until you are ready to get up, a minute or 30 or any amount that you find significant it makes no difference, it is just a time to be there for me. Then you will cover the welt in permanent marker. By the end of the week you will have 12 lines there on your inner thigh. You will seek me out if possible to share any of these orgasms as I do love my horny boy.

After each orgasm you will post a comment here as soon as possible so I can see how well my boy is doing. Just answer as if I said Tell Me... you know what I like to know. There will be 12 comments here attached to this from you my boy by next Saturday evening, no excuses.

Make me proud darling.

Monday, November 17, 2008

She smiles, and tortures when She smiles



With still less than a week left in my 14 times cumming lesson (yes, it has been harder than expected to cum everyday on demand - sometimes i need to cum more, sometimes i need to cum less... but this is not about my need...) Mistress and her boy had an appointment together to play a bit, to share with her one of the orgasms that belong to her.

But of course, this boy was overly eager. And he spilled his seed of pleasure before the lady smiled. So when Mistress showed up, i had to dissapoint her with my failure of preserving my pleasure for her, and her alone. She was dissapointed, not angry. But the appointment stood, and i had to perform anyway.

So i did. In front of her. Naked. Collarded. Clamped. Bound cock and balls at her whim. And she showed me her smile, one of the most beautiful smiles in the world. She smiled, and tortured when she smiled. Yes... it was important for me to know, to see that she enjoys herself so immensely at my expense. Well, she never does that. We both enjoy ourselves, and I am always good... in good pleasure... in good pain. She always takes care of me, always asks whether i do well.

That does not mean that i, as her boy do not want to feel the pain, dislike to be tested what i can take. And she gives it to me, when i have to put the clamps on, and off, and on, and off, and on, and off. When she askes me to fill my ass with a plug. When i am ordered to slap my hard cock, my inner thighs while kneeling. Yes, i can feel the pain. But it never goes beyond what feels good. And it is possible to process it well.

I masturbated for her. Even while i was dry. I needed to cum again, but i could not. Not in her presence. I could not get there. But we both enjoyed. My loose ass spurting the plug out, the same plug that she made me push out and in three times... lubricated by a little lube and a lot of ass juices. And i masturbated again. My face in sweet agony. My cock marked 'HONEY' to reming me of her power, her possesion. And we smiled. Both.

Thursday, November 13, 2008

14 times cumming

Mistress and i have decided that it is good for me to change some of the restrictions on cumming. It was on my request, and therefore i am now in a period of testing. Mistress Honey now tests what happens with me cumming everyday, one time a day, without mercy. I have to cum, even if i don't feel like cumming. Of course, Mistress can give me directions how to cum, and when to cum, and what to do with the cum.

Until now i have been able to cum like a good little slut as required. Normally, i just cum and spill my seed on the bathroom floor, lick some from my fingers, and clean the place afterwards. Mistress has given me two special tasks:

The first task was when i was away for a trip, so i had to do this in the hotel bathroom. Mistress required me to kneel down naked, collared (i took my collar with me... yes, that is slutty) and blindfold myself. Can you imagine how i looked, collarde, blindfolded with my tie, kneeling naked on the white floor of the hotel bathroom, stroging like a mad man. It had been a hard day, and i was really tired. But here there is no mercy. If this boy wants to cum, he should cum everyday for his Mistress' pleasure. So i squeezed the cum out, onto the floor and i did lick my hands clean.
I felt really dizzy afterwards, because of the blindfold. I must say that it made the feeling more intense after awhile, but in the beginning you try to focus still on other things around you. I do like blindfolds.

What i do not like are gags. They make me gag, especially when planted deeply into my slutty mouth as a reminder that it serves my Mistress, Miss Honey. And yesterday She required me to cum with a gag in my mouth. I did, and i took my white underwear as a gag and put it into my mouth. It was hard to concentrate on the cumming while being gagged. But it did remind me of the fact that my Mistress owns my body, my mouth, and that She decides what i should do with it. I spilled my cum (or should i say 'her cum') on my tummy as she requested.. It dribbled out, i soaked my underwear with it and put the underwear back in my mouth. Now, that is the taste of naughtyness for my Mistress.

Thursday, November 6, 2008

Endurance and Patience

Mistress and I have been quite busy lately. No problem really, only testing my endurance quite a bit while I am not allowed to cum so much. This has not really been a problem until Mistress allowed her boy to cum for her once in a nice vanilla way, and again with a dildo in his ass, ice on his nipples and 'slut' written on his ass. Since that cum, other cums have wanted to come out.

I think that it is good to test my endurance and patience in cumming (or not cumming actually). And really, it is not my decision to make wheter i am allowed to cum or not. But i do feel that i need to cum more often. Not only makes cumming my will to serve my Mistress grow even bigger. It also keeps me focused and good mooded in life throughout the day.

Yesterday, i confessed to my Mistress that i feel a deep love for her at times. I know what we share is very special. She is conforting and loving to me, and Mistressy at times. And the most important thing is that she understands my busy schedule and we both give eachother time when we need it. But at times we just need to share our common need to play a bit of naughty ;)

And as her boy, I am still under her control. And that is good. I do need that guidance in life and in bdsm in particular. Like recently with the issue of copying a text from the blog of another Mistress, Miss Honey took care of the problem in quite a good way that at the end made everything better.

That is how She is for me... caring, loving, and steering at times when needed. And this is how I am as her boy, taking that guidance when she sees fit, and accepting her love and giving it back as much as possible. In this way, as her boy I can from time to time accept endurance and patience as a virtue for Her.

Monday, October 27, 2008

a weeklong experiment

Last week this boy endured a week of experimenting for his lovely Mistress. This boy told her that being filled with a nice plug in his little ass makes him less wanting to cum. Miss Honey, of course, wanted to know more of that. And she decided that her slutty boy needed a bit more of this as part of an experiment. So, she told him to take his plug one day, and cum the other day. And that for a whole week long. And he did comply, of course.

I must say that i succeeded in the first place to follow this schedule although i had a busy week. Only on one day i did not have the opportunity to have my plug in me. But Mistress gave me the possibility to redo it the other day. All days that i was wearing my plug, i had it in my ass for at least three hours. When it is in me more than the three hours i start to have some small cramps.. no pain, just the feeling i need to go... well you know. Not that i actually have to, but my body is saying i should stop by then. When time is up, the plug is only coated in a little bit of my ass juices and sometimes a little bit more, but i am now used to putting the plug in when i had a bodely movement and in that way keeping it all nice and clean. No need for enema's or something like that, and that is a real step foreward for me because i felt dirty without them before when trying anything anal. The juices are not dirty, just natural.

And now the results. Yes, when filled with a nice thick plug i do feel less need to cum afterwars. It makes me feel good, safe and secure with a plug inside. And when it is removed, i feel satisfied beyond an orgasm. Of course the orgasms are good too, so i enjoyed them very very much. And i need them on a regular basis. But with my ass filled, i know i can keep from the urge to orgasm longer. Other subs may feel this differently. And i know, that anal stimulation makes me hotter and more willing to cum during play. But just being filled gives me a peaceful feeling of joy. And i would like to thank my Mistress for this wonderful experiment.

Yesterday, after wearing the plug for more than four hours she ordered me to cum. My ass still red from the punishment i took, and the evil clamps on my nipples again. It was so good. Thank you Miss Honey.

Sunday, October 26, 2008

a humbling apology



Last week I reposted a story written by Mistress Milliscent without her approval or permission. Although I knew I should have asked her permission I did not. For that I am truly sorry, and both she and Miss Honey were quite right to correct my wrongdoings. As a student I have had outstanding education in the arts of citing and the dark sides of plagiarism. I should have known better than to just copy and paste any text that I like to my blog, although this text was absolutely wonderful.

Mistress Milliscent was so kind to point to my wrongdoing, and even give me the opportunity to correct my mistake by offering her an apology on her blog immediately and removing her story from my blog. She was way too kind to forgive me that easy. I am very thankful to her and her kind remarks afterwards, remarks that this bad boy did not deserve because of his behaviour.

Miss Honey gave me the opportunity to correct this failure by writing this apology. She has me naked, collared, filled with a but plug and pegged with clothespins on my poor suffering nipples, writing this text for my weblog. Afterwards I have to spank my sorry ass with one spank for every ten words of this apology.

Mistress Milliscent, you have taught me a lesson that I never ever should take someone’s intellectual property again without their explicit permission. Permission that you would have graciously given if I would even have asked you for it. I did not. And that is a mistake I could never repay you. Therefore I am grateful to have been given this opportunity to offer you again my apologies. It has been absolutely wrong of this slutty boy to copy any of your texts, and this boy should be punished for it as he is now. But even this, does this boy know, is not enough to make up for it. He just can’t ever repay you for this and he will be indebted with you forever.

This boy wants to thank Mistress Milliscent too for being so kind to accept his initial apologies on her blog, and by giving him the opportunity to be a better boy in the future. He will, and if he is liking one of her posts so much in the future, he will have the decency to tell her so first, and ask her for permission to post a link or parts of the text on his blog. He will never do either of that without her explicit permission.

In his defence, this boy only wants to state that he felt a deep recognition by the post that Mistress Milliscent made on her blog titled ‘The Masturbatrix’ about keeping men in denial and make them wank at the instructions of a woman. Yes they should be in denial, and they should be made to wank only at the instructions of a woman. As this slut is in denial and only allowed to cum at the instructions of his Mistress, Miss Honey. Quite rights so that he is kept in this state. Of course this is a pathetic defence, if any, and it should be no argument at all for any of the wrongdoings that this boy has done.

This boy will now bend over, take the clothespins off and replace them with the most heavy clamps that he can torture his nipples with so that it would really hurt, and spank his filled ass with a leather belt and post a picture of the damage for his Mistress’ and any one elses approval.

Monday, October 20, 2008

filled for her fun

Miss Honey ordered me to get some ice cubes during the last session we shared for her entertainment. They were left melting.. without use. Of course her boy should have reminded her of these ice cubes and their possible uses. And he is very sorry that he did let the occasion pass without noticing his Mistress.

Therefore, the slut is glad to have accepted a task to make up for this utter lack of attention to his Mistress during a session. He was made to wear a plug and use some cubes in order to be allowed to cum. And he did so with great gratitude. Putting one ice cube in his ass, while filling it up with a small but plug (a broad one though) so that the cube was melting nice and deep in his asshole.

For those of you who ever had an icecube in her or his asshole it is a very familiar torture of coldness inside your body. This time.. deeply buried, unable to escape. It was a bit hard to shut the hole while the cube was in and already affecting this boys behaviour very much. He thinks it would be a good thing to train him to keep his posture when delivered with the joys of wax and ice. He squirms around too much, but he knows his Mistress likes it that way too.

When the plug was in, barely a few strokes of his limp cock was necessary to get him over the edge.. spill his seed. The cube was to be melted in is crimping ass.. whether he had orgasmd or not, the plug only to be removed after all the ice melted into water and mingled with his ass juices.

On Saturday, the slut had a plug in 'just for fun' for about three hours. The funny thing is, that having his ass filled is such a releasing experience for all the sexual tensions that it has deminished the need to cum for the rest of the weekend.

Thursday, October 16, 2008

entertaining Miss Honey

Last week, Miss Honey demanded some nice entertainment to get through her day at work. This slave boy is very lucky and honored to give his Mistress a nice break in the day with whatever she wants and desires... whatever arouseses her, and her boy should do everything to arouse her as he should. This boy very much likes the idea that his Mistress likes what she sees. On the internet it is most of the time a very individual sort of play, with the interaction as an intermediate between two people. This can be very, very stimulating and very real. But it takes two to tango, and there is an need that both the Dominant and the submissive (in that order) are pleased afterwards... this does not always has to be, but in overall it should.



Miss Honey enjoyed her boy playing for her last week. She wisely ordered him naked, on cam, showing the naked body to her, the body that belongs to her... nothing to hide himself for Her beauty. She made him write 'slutty' above his cock, the cock that belongs to her, because it is a slutty cock. She made him draw a bee on his left inner leg, and write Honey on his cock. She made him cover all the writing in hot wax, because he deserves to suffer for her. And he did. Especially when pouring the wax just above his cock. He was made to stick the candle in his ass.. the ass that belongs to her, and stroke himself to orgasm.

Although it is hard for her boy to stroke himself in her presence.. to cum in her presence.. he did. Encouraged by the words she said to him. That she owned him. That he was her slutty boy. That she liked it seeing him like this. And she commanded him to cum, what the boy did.. shooting his cum all over the bathroom tiles.. licking his hand clean. And all was good.. because Mistress enjoyed herself.

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

The Adorable Couple



Aren't they an adorable couple? I actually wonder who is the bitch.

A Figging Good Experience


Ginger in the hole


Cane strokes on a boy ass


A sweet burning sensation

This was my first experience with figging. Miss Honey graciously allowed me to experience this, and In2Kink at the ORG, an incredible TM (TaksMaster) made a delicious task out of it on request of my Mistress. It was a wild ride. And it was worth it every single second.


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Dear In2Kink,

Thank you very much for the incredible introduction to the joy of figging. Honestly, I only knew it would burn… but not what to expect exactly. The experience makes me think back to the time when I performed for Mistress Nev and she made me insert some ice cubes into my bottom. That really took my breath away. And, like every first time, it will never be the same when you try again. Will I do it again? Most definitely, I hope.

The ginger in my ass caused a deep burning sensation. I had the trouble that I probably had not done the carving right, or my ass was too loose… it would not stick in, but my ass muscles drove it out. I remember from a conversation I had about this, that the ginger causes your muscles to contract. Unfortunately I had to keep it in manually for most of the time, and sometimes I had to reinsert it. After it was removed, only after my orgasm, the burning became worse for a few minutes, and then receded. It was such a nice feeling after all, that I felt a bit of sadness when it was gone. I therefore must say that the burning sentation in my ass was moderate. It was bearable at least and even arousing (I do find all anal play arousing, but this certainly spiced it up…).

So anally it was fun, but the sliver up my urethra was an extreme experience. I don’t know why this happened, but after a few seconds the burning became so extreme that I had used my safeword, if I had any. So I had to take the sliver out and recover for a few minutes. I really needed this. I have not dared to reinsert the sliver because it really, really burned. I may need to try this some other time. However, it was too intense this time. This may have been caused also by the extreme arousal I experienced. During my five minutes of masturbation I nearly had an orgasm. Large amounts of precum spurted out. I was so close.

The mantras and the caning made the task so much more interesting and arousing for me. By just inserting the ginger, it would not have had half the effect it now had. The humiliation really brought me to the edge quicker. And of course I enjoyed to submit myself to you, Sir, as the little slutty boy that I am. I must say that the first series of mantras almost made me cum. I was only able to say the second series once, before asking you, pleading you to be allowed to cum. And I spilled my wet, slippery, white cum in my hand an licked it off.

The orgasm was so intense, that the ginger just plopped out of my ass again. Then, after that orgasm, I just had to lay on my bed, half covered under my sheets, cuddling myself into a sleep… a sleep that was needed. I was so spend by all of this. It was really intense, I assure you.

Sir, this slutty boy really wants to thank you from the bottom of his heart for this task that introduced me to the joys of figging. I may have not succeeded totally. But at least I succeeded in the anal part, the caning, the mantras and the orgasm and the consumption of it. And that all was fun. I hope you are satisfied with my performance, Sir.

Saturday, September 27, 2008

Org Task

Post here three tasks from The Org that you will be willing and able to do... short, long... whatever interests you. I will pick one that pleases me for my boy.

Mistress Honey

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Please...

Via email...

Mistress,
May your slut please come tomorrow with a dildo in his ass and clamps on his nipples? Please?
xx
your boy

My reply...

What a delightfully simple and straightforward beg. Yes, my slutty boy, you may cum with a dildo in your tight ass and clamps making my boy's nipples ache deliciously. Do so for me and I will be pleased.

Mistress Honey


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I love that my boy is a horny boyslut. And I so enjoy these occasional begs to have just a bit more pleasure. The more you get the more you want. And when my boy wants... he has to beg.

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Reply from the boyslut

Thank you so much Mistress Honey for allowing your boy so much pleasure for you... since i am under your control i have feel the tension building up inside. I do not have half as many orgasms as i gave myself, out of pure greed, before... now you are in control, i have to limit myself... and oh... that is so hard Mistress. Literally. Your boy is so eager, so horny, such a slut of a boy.

He came yesterday morning with a plug deep in his ass... with the clamps connected to his collar stretching his nipples in a wonderful ache, stroking his cock one, two, three times before spurting out his cum in a huge orgasm. His ass pulsating around the black intruder, his cock shocking, the fluid spurting in little droplets all over the bathroom floor... Thank you Mistress, your boy hopes that you will have even more generousity in the future.


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I love that my boy cam so nice and quick with that toy filling him up and his nipples stretched so beautifully. You have very much pleased me.
Mistress


Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Naughty slut of a boy

I am a boyslut for my Mistress, a boy with a cock for her to do with as she likes. Miss Honey can give me naughty tasks to perform. Like a shopping list but with a twist. I fantasized that I was at home while my Mistress was going out at work, and that she left me this list to perform before she came home… I guess that the orgasm was not included in that case.
  1. You must be bound in some way.

I was bound using an elastic cord to bind my elbows together behind my back. I am quite flexible, so I can touch my elbows together. This feels just so heavenly submissive and tight. I tried it a few times before and it really makes moving around difficult, which is so nice.

  1. You must have something in your mouth.

Since I had to use my red panties, I thought to combine number 4 and number 2 on the list. Which reminded me to wash the panties soon… I tasted some dried cum on them. I am not a great fan of gagging… I am always a bit afraid to drool, as well as the feeling of my mouth wide open…

  1. You must endure some pain for me.

Don’t tell me twice… I know what to do for this. I used my cloth hanger with the clamps attached to my collar for delivering the sweet pain to my Mistress. I love nothing more that some clamps on my nipples. And they were bright red and swollen when I released the grip of the clamps in pure and delightful agony.

  1. Your red panties must be used in some way.

I used the panties to put into my mouth. Miss Honey seems to like them very much, and I like the idea of using panties too… it is very naughty to be a boy in panties, or the idea that I have to use the panties of my Mistress for a gag, or to wear her used panties.

  1. You must not touch your cock with your hand.

I tried this so hard. And I did succeed to cum without using my hand. It took some time however, humping my semi erect cock against the bed… and it left a mess on my bed to clean afterwards. I rather use my hand together with something else, but I know my Mistress wants me to be creative.

  1. You must slide something in and out of your ass as some point.

My ass was not really cooperative with my Mistress’ whished at this time. It was irritated quite soon, maybe because I used to little lube, or I went too fast, or I was not relaxed and focused enough. I tried a small dildo with vibration for it, and at least slid it in and out a few times… but we should retry this more extensively some other time, Mistress.

  1. You must write one word on your body.

I absolutely love body writing, especially degrading words on my body… that I have to wear with pride. I choose the word boyslut now, on my ass… just because I thought that this made a wonderful picture for my Mistress, and because it states what I am to her… a naughty little slut of a boy.

  1. You must take 3 pictures that you will include in your report to please me





Saturday, September 20, 2008

A small reminder

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Wednesday, September 10, 2008

A Naughty List for My boy...

I want you to cum for me. But here are a few things, a naughty list of ideas... that you must incorporate into this session of play in order to earn that orgasm that I so want you to have.
  1. You must be bound in some way.
  2. You must have something in your mouth.
  3. You must endure some pain for me.
  4. Your red panties must be used in some way.
  5. You must not touch your cock with your hand.
  6. You must slide something in and out of your ass as some point.
  7. You must write one word on your body.
  8. You must take 3 pictures that you will include in your report to please me.
Now... be creative, and naughty, and make sure everything on this list is done before you cum... and please me my darling... cum for me... my slutty boy.

Mistress Honey

Monday, September 8, 2008

Pleasing Mistress Sher

My Mistress wants me to gain experience, and because She and i can not easily get together to play, she wants me to gain experience with other Dominants too, possibly cumulating in a real life experience that will help me grow and become a better sub for Her.

Mistress Sher is from my country and is actually a submissive to an American Master who she sees about six weeks in a year. So we both are subs, and we both are in long distance relationships with our Dominants in the States.

There is one different though, and that is that Mistress Sher, or sher for her Master, is slowly gaining experience as a Domme. Her Master wants her to do this. And there is the fit between us... she wants to Domme, i want to sub. And we both are in the same country.

Miss Honey has explicitely given her consent to this adventure, on the basis that I am reporting all experiences back on this blog. And this Sunday Miss Honey had given me a task to submit to another Domme to be allowed to get an orgasm. I choose Mistress Sher to be the one, and she agreed to dominate me. On cam.

Ow.. i was nervous. But Mistress Sher was so nice, and we talked quite a bit about all sorts of things, just day-to-day talk that made me feel more at ease. She is a sub, and in that way she knows how to get between your ears... by teasing a bit and letting you anticipate... But after i told her that i was very nervous, she helped me a lot and she scaled things down for me... because it was my first time with her.

She demanded that i should be on the edge, so I masturbated some time after lunch before we started. I asked her whether she wanted me to be naked, and she agreed. So there I was before her. Naked... collared with the collar of my Miss Honey, serving her. And it was good.

Mistress Sher made me stroke my cock and squeeze my balls for her. I actually never squeeze my balls for Miss Honey... it's something that I am not used to that much, and it can hurt some... it's definately not a favorite of mine. But i did what i was told to do. And the stroking of my cock was so nice... it was really hard for Mistress Sher's viewing pleasure. Mistress Sher ordered me to turn around, so she could get a good look of my ass also... she later said that she would love to spank that ass.

She made me put clothespins on my nipples... my poor nipples that had suffered quite some for Miss Honey only three days earlier. But that would not have been an excuse. I placed that so they were not hurting badly, but Mistress Sher made me pull and twist them quite a bit. She had required me to light a candle before we had started, and she made me pour some wax... over the clamped nipples. Now that was a bad thing... my poor clothespins were full of wax ;) Of course my nipples generously accomodated the heated painful pleasure.

Mistress Sher made me stroke my cock, and twist my clothespins, and stroke my cock, until she said that I could cum... I told her that i rather would get the order to cum. This is because i am used to my denial now so much, that I am hardly able to cum on my own free will... although, when Mistress Sher told me to 'cum now... and cum quick for me' i did only need one other stern warning to shoot my cum all over my stomach. Only after i orgasmed, I was allowed to take of the pins from my nipples... it did hurt, but not too bad.. I like it :) I licked my fingers clean, and Mistress Sher told me that she was really pleased with my performance for her. She even gave me a little view of her as a reward for being such a good boy ... a good boy for Miss Honey and for her. Mistress Sher send me off to clean myself, but only after a nice and submissive position before cam so she could see my cock in it's post orgasmic state...

Saturday, September 6, 2008

teasingly delicious

Mistress made me have such a wonderful cum Thursday night. She instructed me to present to her naked, collared, with two toys of my choice. I choose my hanger with clamps (yes, they are harsh... but I like them a lot on my nipples), and a cotton white glove.

When I came to her in the evening the nice thing, as always with Miss Honey, is that we talked a bit about all sorts of things, before she took control over me in a nice and firm manner...

Miss Honey: acker darling... I want you put those nasty clamps on your nipples... the glove on your hand... I want you to close your eyes... rub your body... from your face... down your chest... your stomack... your thighs... I want you to touch all of you until I buzz you...
Miss Honey: all of you... except your cock and balls to start, and keep your eyes closed

Now, this is what I had been waiting for... longing for, my Mistress taking total control over me and my pleasure. I absolutely love the firm clamps on my nipples. And Mistress had a nice idea with them:

acker: i have put the clamps on Mistress
Miss Honey: sexy my darling...
Miss Honey: looks beautiful with your collar
acker: thank you Mistress, i can attach it to the collar Mistress
Miss Honey: does the hook reach your collar?
acker: yes
Miss Honey: make it do so

So there I was, with my hard clamps hooked on my collar, stretching my nipples upwards, while stroking myself with my eyes closed, all over my body, my chest, my thighs, my hips, my shoulders, with a soft cotton glove... it felt wonderful. And Miss Honey made me do this for quite some time. Four minutes to be precise (got this from the chat log). I imagined it was Mistress' experienced hand going over my body... and it felt great. Of course Mistress' real hand would have felt so good, that I would have had an accident... so I'm glad it wasn't her after all, sort of...

I totally gave myself while stroking there... of course I was thinking thoughts like "When does She wants me to stop?" and "What will She do next?", actually one of my favorite thoughts... and I was in for a lot of 'next' this time by Mistress' oders.

The wonderful thing about this is that I was ordered to keep my eyes closed until she 'buzzed' me back to life. And this made me really focused with my sensations, something that I liked a lot. It felt so submissive that she had control over me by deciding how long anything should take, without me having the slightest say in it. Once the four minutes were up, Mistress asked me:

Miss Honey: now... how do you feel
acker: very nice.. and relaxed Mistress
acker: with a little painful nipples (the clamps really clamp them to white...)
Miss Honey: they ok?
acker: yes.. i don't know how long they are on now
Miss Honey: just a few minutes
acker: they can better be on and off

Should I have said this? 'They can better be on and off..." be careful what you wish for next time, acker...

Miss Honey: take them off now... just leave it attached there to your collar

And that was what I gratefully did, taking the pain that comes from removing the clamps. Yes it hurt... but later it was going to hurt even more... on and off... on and off... at my Mistress' whim. Oh joy!

Miss Honey: now... put the glove back on... close your eyes... and touch only your cock and balls
acker: yes Mistress
Miss Honey: until I buzz you... or you reach edge
acker: yes Mistress
Miss Honey: good boy

Yes, I do love to be a good boy for Miss Honey... naked, collared, exposed for her pleasure. And I got what I had asked for, because she made me stop...

Miss Honey: put the clamps back on
Miss Honey: and go again
acker: yes Mistress
Miss Honey: use both hands on your cock and balls

Oh yes, I loved it. Stroking my cock to erection. Minutes of joy, until Mistress could read too much pleasure in my eyes. She made me stop, off went the clamps... she asked me whether I still wanted to cum for Her. Oh yes, was the inevitable asnwer.

Miss Honey: well let us do be very straight forward... close your eyes... hold your breath... only open your eyes when you have to breath and then you will stop rubbing your cock... so I can see... I will buzz you if you open your eyes when you can start again.

I was to hold my breath as long as I was stroking. When I was breathing, it was hands off... and Miss Honey decided when to start again. It was pretty tough and I doubt whether I could have cum from this game alone, especially after being denied so long. But the self inflicted breathplay (safe, because you will always start breathing again automatically when needed) was nice... for sure!

The clamps went on and off... and they tenderised my nipples nicely. At the end Mistress made me watch myself on my cam screen and orgasm for her. She demanded an orgasm!

Miss Honey: open your eyes... watch yourself now
Miss Honey: clamps back on...
acker: yes Mistress
Miss Honey: oh... I love that
Miss Honey: mmmm
acker: and now Mistress?
Miss Honey: and now... cum darling
Miss Honey: watching like I am

Even then, it was hard to cum fast. I was so horny, but getting over the edge, especially performing for my Mistress took some time. Luckily, Miss Honey helped me a bit... saying nice words into my 'ear' ...

Miss Honey: mmmmmmmm... so love how sexy and naughty you are

And that made me cum... all over my tummy and fingers, and I licked them clean for Mistress.

Mistress, I so much enjoyed this time together. It really made me feel in your hands. Thank you so much.

Sunday, August 31, 2008

A precious cum

On Wednesday, Miss Honey allowed me to have an orgasm. We discussed why I wanted to have an orgasm. Currently, Mistress owns all my pleasure through my cum... She decides when and how I should cum. Of course I can always beg her to be allowed to cum when she has not instructed me in any particular way.

It is amazing that until Mistress took control of me more then two months agon, I usually came at least on time a day... since then I only have cum with her permission. She really controls me through that way, and the effects have been quite obvious. I do like it, to have Her control me like this, and luckily She likes it too...

The fact is, that I am Miss Honey's boy now... hot, bothered, ready to cum anytime she wants me to. And horny at an instand.

Thursday I came... after giving myself 67 strokes with an elactic band (it did hurt)... one for every day Mistress and I have been together. And I smeared all the thick sticky cum over the marks and licked my hands clean afterwards.

Thank you Mistress

Sunday, August 24, 2008

A task for Master T (at the Org)

Dear Master T,

Yesterday I had the honour and the privilege to perform your lovely task How Many Times Will You Cum for you. Thank you very much for allowing me this pleasure.

As soon as you permitted my performance on Tuesday, I asked Miss Honey to roll the dice with me… this part of the task can be so much fun already to do together with your boyfriend, girlfriend, wife, husband, or Dominant… It was lots of fun… and anticipation for me. You may imagine me… having to kneel on the floor in front of my bed, while Miss Honey rolled the die… one time, two time, three times… Resulting in such interesting numbers, as you have said quite correctly. Miss Honey asked me what the roll was for, and then she rolled. I am glad you had Miss Honey roll for you. It was the right thing to do as a submissive, after all through pleasing me you are also pleasing her.

Here follows Master T's reply:

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The first roll was for the number of orgasms I was obliged to have during the task… five. Five!? I panicked for a moment… what if faith made me do this in one hour with six edges in between… that would be knight on impossible…! Fortunately, I was kindly remembered that it was in the trying that I would please you. This made me feel better, and I thank you for the number of five orgasms now Master T. It was the right number, I would have not deserved less.
Five is quite a number but remember 6 is more!!!! I enjoyed that you at first panicked, which you had all right being not knowing your next two rolls, but I was more pleased that you remembered that it was the attempt that I care about. Don't get me wrong I am overwhelmed that you were able to complete this magnitude of a task!!!! I wonder if looking back on that roll if you now wished it were a six?????

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The second roll was for the number of edges I had to do before each orgasm, what turned out to be two… not bad, I thought… not as bad as it could have been. And one edge would have been too easy I think. But still I was worried about the time span.
I do agree that one edge would be a little too easy for the situation. Two is a little more of a challenge. But yet the last roll still yet undetermined what excitement!

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The third roll would bring clarity to the question. And Miss Honey rolled a six… what a luck she had… and I with her. Really, I would not think that a guy could orgasm, including the edges, five or six times in an hour. Well, at least it would be a new world record.
This is the best scenario number for this last roll. It gives you the max amount of time to deal with, and I too am glad Miss Honey was a lucky charm for you, as she rolled the numbers for you!! It is nice to me that I was able to set a "new world record" for youself too.

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I had my own record to make, although I think I have cum multiple times in a short time span on more occasions. This time would be special though, because all the edges in between and the circumstances. I would not do it for my own pleasure, or because I wanted to do it… I would perform this for you, Master T.
This statement meant a lot to me. A true sign of submission is doing something for the desire of another person. It is an added perk if you also enjoy the task at hand. I commend you for your submissive thoughts and actions.

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The next day, on Wednesday, I had a meeting in the morning. Quite business like, so my mind was totally off topic then. But when I headed home, I was thinking about what I would do for you soon enough. And it made my cock twitch. I got to the work at seven minutes past four in the afternoon. I was so horny all the time, that it took my no hard work really to achieve my first two edges and my orgasm. The orgasm was huge, but not overwhelming. I was able to think clear. Strange how this can become more a sort of an achievement rather than pure pleasure driven. Cum spurted out, which I saved in a small glass, like all the other cum I produced that day.
In anyones busy lifestyle it is easier to get off the topic. Everyone will do it. However when your thoughts were not devoted to your professional lifestyle, and now focused on your personal lifestyle, I wonder in your mind how long did that ride home feel to you??? Were you thinking so much about it you don't remember the ride home, or was it that you thought so much that that ride home felt longer than it had the day before when the task was not at hand in a matter of minutes? I am glad that you “knocked out” the first two edges and an explosion in no time. It is strange that it can become the achievement than pleasure. I like the fact that it was the achievement though, lets me know you were focused on the task at hand. One down, no sweat!! ( Well maybe a little)


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The second series, edges and orgasm, was achieved over one hour later. I must say now, that after the first orgasm I was really in a long orgasmic bliss that made me feel sleepy. After the second orgasm, that feeling subdued.. and after the last one it was totally gone. I was able to go downstairs and socialise again, watching some television… and nothing showed… so it seems that the more I orgasm, the better I can take it. I got used to it in some way.
You are a trooper! My dear Acker. I commend your efforts. I fully understand the fact that your orgasmic bliss made ypu sleepy, but to recover the way you did, and to be able to take it better as the number of orgasms continued is very pleasing to me. Maybe it should have been 6 orgasms rolled after all!!!!! You are like the Energizer Bunny!

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The second orgasm was also achieved using nipple clamps. I really like my cloth hanger clamps. They don’t hurt as much, but they press very hard and the result is ‘impressive’ – not leave them on too long… but it was fun wearing them for you this time.
Thank you for wearing the clothess hanger clamps for me. Toys were not required and I enjoy you going that extra step for me.

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The third orgasm was achieved after chatting with Miss Honey and Miss D, my Mistress and another TM here at the Org. They got me a bit out of schedule, and I had to catch up with the task afterwards. However, Miss D made me watch some sissy porn clips and I edged during one of them. That was my first edge for the third orgasm. The second one was achieved by using a vibrating egg with my hand, but that was not really effective. So I just used my hand only. The orgasm went well again, but produced considerable less cum then the first ones.
It is something how we can get off track, again that is life. I did like the fact of you playing the catch up game however. I am glad that you were able to use others to help you achieve #3 for me. Have you used the vibrating egg before? If so I wonder why it was not effective . As well I am glad you felt the orgasm went well, and it is understandable the that amount of cum was less than the first.

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The fourth and the fifth orgasm were harder to get at. They had to happen within the last hour that was given to me. So it was just performing… performing is the right word. The fourth was durable, using porn, that I had at hand at all orgasms actually, but it produced no cum any longer… just a little dribble. And the fifth orgasm was a hell of a job. The edges were hard… to get at them, and then to stop… knowing you could possibly not reach that point again… I thought about just cumming, but I hold it for you… for the task. I worked myself to a sweaty, panting mess. But I succeeded, it was just an orgasm, not cumming any longer.
Your efforts again are impressive to me. With number four down you were now on to your last. What a struggle you endured. And I appreciate it greatly that you did not give into thoughts of just cumming. This action of holding it for me was spectacular for me. I thank you much for this pure act of submission.

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I orgasmed five times for you, Master T, with two edges in between every orgasm. And I know for sure, that wouldn’t it be for the time limit and the limit of beatings my poor cock could take, I could have cum even more times. It was hard work, but worth every cum of it.
So as I look back at the complete circle you took in the task it is very interesting to me. You went from a quick orgasm with a simple two edges prior to it, with no sweat,to working a little harder for the next few, to almost dreading the last one, and sweating like a madman, and then full circle to the pure enjoyment of this task. As you look back on your efforts and your performance know that I am proud of you as well as Miss Honey should be too. You did a fantastic job at this task and fully lived up to and exceeded any expectations I had as your Task Master. Thank you again for your efforts, and I thank you Miss Honey for allowing Acker to take part in this little journey with me. Acker did a great job and deserves a special reward for his phenominal actions he did for me. Thank you again to both of you.
Acker , I look forward to other journeys we may par take in in the future.

Master T.

Sharing for Miss Honey

1. In the supermarket
On Saturday, I was in the supermarket for some shopping. There was a lady there, a pretty one also, who was trying to reach for a product in the shelves. Not only did I reached for her, and gave it to her. I also let her continue her walk through the shop by waking way for her. She really looked a bit strange, but thanked me with a wonderful smile as she continued shopping.
I felt really pleased by doing this, because it was something small and not a sexual thing (Miss Honey and I talked about exploring submission without a sexual drive, and I think it is good to practice that a bit). Well at the other hand, there was certainly tension between her and me while I did these things for her without her asking. And I felt something extra special when doing this.

2. For Marie
Marie and I had to do a spanking together for Miss Honey, so I thought I could just ask her to give me a task. And she was willing to do this. So on Saturday evening we did our session for spanking together, although we moved to my submission to her pretty fast. Marie's task was quite something. I was even a bit intimidated by all she thought of...

"You will take those red panties and you will lay them out in a bowl, lining it like a trash bag does a trash can, with the crotch down in the bowl. You will cum there, in the bowl, on the crotch of those sexy panties and then you are going to beg me to allow you to lick your cum, but you will leave a little trace of cum there, and then, if you have pleased me, and i am sure you will, you will wear those panties all night while you sleep, and remember this moment in the morning when you wake....that you pleased me to please Miss Honey, and to learn more about being shared."

It was not all:

"I will also watch you write on yourself. You will write, "I am a Red Panty Cum Slut" on your body."

And:

"Then, before you sleep, you will say this 20 times : "I cum for my Mistress only....but I please others to learn and grow...tonight I pleased Miss Marie by eating my cum out of my panty bowl like a good slut." Then when you wake you will say this 20 times tomorrow morning: "I am a panty slut, I eat my cum to be a good slut...last night I ate my cum for Miss Marie to please my Miss Honey...because I want to learn and grow." Then you will take a picture to post, that shows you in your red panties, and also with your body writing."


And this all is exactly what I did. I felt a bit intimidated by Marie, but she was sweet and took good care of me... complimented me, so that was good. And she is such a wonderful Dominant. So when I came, in my panties in that bowl... my panty bowl as Miss Marie called it... I asked Miss Marie what she wanted to hear. The worst thing was that I had to wait for her until she orgasmd herself... I was seeing her, naked on her bed... and I had to wait very patiently for her to reach her orgasm... kneeling there on the floor. I really did not care that much about her having that orgasm... I just wanted to get permission to lick my cum from the pantie. However, I waited patiently because I was serving her as a sub now.

Acker (8/23/2008 7:09:05 PM): Miss Marie, may this naughty cum slut please lick his Mistress' precious cum from his soiled red panties?

Marie (8/23/2008 7:11:58 PM): so what is it you want to do for me again?

Acker (8/23/2008 7:12:22 PM): please Miss Marie, may this cum slut lick the cum from his sexy red panties

Marie (8/23/2008 7:12:32 PM): and why do you want to do that acker?

Acker (8/23/2008 7:13:04 PM): because i want to please my Miss Honey by submitting to you like a good little slut, like a good educated boy

Marie (8/23/2008 7:13:14 PM): you are a good little slut

Acker (8/23/2008 7:13:15 PM): a well educated..

Marie (8/23/2008 7:13:17 PM): that is clear

Acker (8/23/2008 7:13:22 PM): thank you Miss Marie

Marie (8/23/2008 7:13:27 PM): you came like a good slut for your Mistress didn't you

Marie (8/23/2008 7:13:32 PM): how did that feel?

Acker (8/23/2008 7:13:34 PM): yes I did Miss Marie

Acker (8/23/2008 7:13:39 PM): it felt wonderful

Marie (8/23/2008 7:13:41 PM): cumming for your Mistress while I watched you?

Acker (8/23/2008 7:13:51 PM): and very submissive, while you were watching

Marie (8/23/2008 7:13:58 PM): did you moan when you came?

Acker (8/23/2008 7:14:05 PM): no i did not.. Miss Marie

Acker (8/23/2008 7:14:13 PM): sorry.. I rarely moan

Marie (8/23/2008 7:14:22 PM): how much did you cum

Acker (8/23/2008 7:14:25 PM): much...

Marie (8/23/2008 7:14:32 PM): take the panty bowl close and let me see

Acker (8/23/2008 7:14:32 PM): it is now in the bowl

Acker (8/23/2008 7:14:35 PM): soaking the panties

Marie (8/23/2008 7:14:44 PM): i want to see this cum you are so desperately wanting to lick

Marie (8/23/2008 7:14:49 PM): well now that is a lot of cum

Marie (8/23/2008 7:14:55 PM): all over those sexy red panties

Acker (8/23/2008 7:14:58 PM): yes it is marie

Marie (8/23/2008 7:14:59 PM): what a good little cum slut you are

Marie (8/23/2008 7:15:09 PM): do you like to taste your cum?

Acker (8/23/2008 7:15:12 PM): may i please lick it for you Miss Marie?

Acker (8/23/2008 7:15:20 PM): only because it pleases you Miss Marie

Marie (8/23/2008 7:15:42 PM): that is a very nice answer acker...you are a very good boy who loves to lick and eat his cum to please the one he submits to

Marie (8/23/2008 7:15:49 PM): are you submitting to me right now acker?

Acker (8/23/2008 7:15:55 PM): yes i am Miss Marie

Acker (8/23/2008 7:16:10 PM): i am submitting to you, to lick my cum from the panties

Marie (8/23/2008 7:16:17 PM): thank you for that acker...now ask me one more time, be very detailed and i give you your answer

Acker (8/23/2008 7:17:02 PM): Miss Marie, may this slut please lick the cum that Miss Honey gave him from his sexy red panties like the good little slut he is, because he wants to please you

Miss Marie...Marie (8/23/2008 7:17:30 PM): well then, if you put it that way, yes you may do this to please me....lick your cum out of that sexy red panty bowl acker

Marie (8/23/2008 7:17:34 PM): that would please me very much

Acker (8/23/2008 7:17:44 PM): thank you so much Miss Marie

Acker (8/23/2008 7:17:46 PM): thank you


And I then licked the panties. It was not that bad, because most of the cum was absorbed by the material of the panties. Marie watched me licking, and said that it was looking very sexy. So that helped. The wet panties on my skin were worse... Marie watched me putting them on. It was not pleasant at all. An I wrote that words on my chest. Still there... "I Am A Red Panty Cum Slut"

Later that evening we conferenced with Miss Honey. I thanked Marie for the wonderful task, and Miss Honey was very kind of us... I gave one of my 20 mantras to them there and then. That was feeling very submissive. The first two of my twenty morning mantras were in the morning, via IM as an offline message to both Miss Honey and Marie. It was really awkward, getting out of bed, having to do these mantra 18 times, kneeling on the floor in my sticky panties... and making a picture of myself afterwards. So humiliating... but so good... I was ready for another orgasm again.


3. For Sklavin Sasa (germanslave at the Org)
I did not know her until the day before when we briefly chatted on IM. This submissive thought of a really nice task, and pleased my Mistress with it. She got rewarded, I got punished for forgetting half of the wonderful task before I was even finished chatting with her.

Her is what she came up with:
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 12:32:32): here's what I want you to do:
acker (24-8-2008 12:32:36): yes please?
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 12:33:59): strip naked, write "I belong to Miss Honey" on your body, take a picture of you naked, kneeling and sens it to your mistress
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 12:34:06): send
acker (24-8-2008 12:34:23): yes Sklavin Sesa
acker (24-8-2008 12:34:28): i will do this for you
acker (24-8-2008 12:34:34): thank you for the task

It is exactly what I did later on. And Miss Honey was very pleased, and therefore I was pleased too.



Unfortunately, already a few minutes after the task was given... I forgot the position that was required of me. Germanslave thought, and she was right, that I had to ask for punishment from my Mistress for that. And this was exactly what I did. The idea that I had to be punished by my Mistress for a mistake I made in tasking for someone else... although ordered to do so by my Mistress... made me really excited. I kneeled during the conference with Miss Honey and Sklavin Sasa that I convened, looking nervously at the conversation between the two Ladies.

Miss Honey (24-8-2008 15:59:32): so it seems you had a good time with my boy
Miss Honey (24-8-2008 15:59:40): that pleases me
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 15:59:47): he is very well behaved yes thank you Miss Honey
Miss Honey (24-8-2008 16:00:09): thank you for taking time to share with him...
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:00:25): for you always Miss Honey smiles
Miss Honey (24-8-2008 16:00:52): but he did forget one important instruction you gave him
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:01:23): yes he did nods
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:01:24): I told him to report that to you and ask for punishment from his mistress
Miss Honey (24-8-2008 16:02:43): yes... I believe that you dear should have a hand in deciding the length of his punishment... he will kneel in the corner... on rice... naked... for a duration of time... this will be painful and difficult... so you my dear... may decide on the length of time for him in minutes
acker (24-8-2008 16:03:20): thank you so much Mistress
acker (24-8-2008 16:03:23): thank you
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:03:23): smiles
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:04:00): that is a hard decision because I don't know how long he could endure it
Miss Honey (24-8-2008 16:04:06): well talk to him
Miss Honey (24-8-2008 16:04:14): if you like
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:04:25): thank you Miss Honey
Miss Honey (24-8-2008 16:04:30): get a feel for how bad he feels... and how much he might endure
Miss Honey (24-8-2008 16:04:32): here now
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:04:57): smiles
acker (24-8-2008 16:05:01): i am feeling real bad for it...
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:05:18): slutboy how long do you think you could endure it?
acker (24-8-2008 16:05:28): I am so sorry.. you gave me this wonderful task and I just forget an important part
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:05:53): yes you should be sorry smiles
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:06:05): please answer my question dear
acker (24-8-2008 16:06:12): I never endured it before.. Sklavin Sasa, but I think everything up to ten minutes will be possible
acker (24-8-2008 16:06:22): yes of cours.. sorry for not answering
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:06:27):
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:07:03): Miss Honey do you think he could do it longer?
Miss Honey (24-8-2008 16:07:43): I think you might push him a bit... this was a request he made of you and he forgot... perhaps add a minute to that 10
Miss Honey (24-8-2008 16:07:48): if you like
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:08:07): very well
acker (24-8-2008 16:08:31): yes Sklavin Sasa
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:08:31): slutboy I want you to do it 11 min.
acker (24-8-2008 16:08:45): of course I will do this for forgetting your task
acker (24-8-2008 16:08:47): thank you
acker (24-8-2008 16:09:07): I hope this will remind me not to forget anymore

I was ordered later by Miss Honey to kneel at least in two sessions. But I wanted to do this at once so badly, partly because I thought doing it in two times would make it worse. And secondly, because I only wanted to stop at the moment I really could not take it any longer.
It turned out that the kneeling was a breathtaking experience, that gave me pleasure in a painful way. Miss Honey had given me this particular punishment because I had forgotten that I had to kneel for the task the Sklavin had given me. Mistress is quite a genious at giving what a slave deserves...
So I made it all 11 minutes straight. During most of the punishment I tried to focus on the reason why I was given this to endure. But most of the time I just needed all my senses to get me through this predicament... kneeling straight on the tray with rice, arms out, hands behind my head... trembling from the strain, or was it trembling of pleasure. Well, at least the muscles in my legs hurt the other day.
Miss Honey was really pleased with my performance and asked is I was well later that day. I was... but don´t get punished this way too often...



4. At the shops again
When I was shopping I saw a saleslady, a younger girl, who tried to get some shopping baskets moving. I saw this before she even tried to touch them, and knew what she wanted. So I did it in her place. When the baskets were moved, I looked up and she looked at me an giggled with suprise in her face. It was a really nice experience to be able to do this for someone.

5. For notperfect2020
Notperfect2020, a very friendly switch at the Org, gave me a nice little task. She ordered me to kneel for two minutes and reflect on my thoughts about submission. I really liked sharing this submission with her. It again shows that sharing with people you like and trust is very significant. Miss Honey gave me the idea of sharing the kneeling more directly with my temporary Domme, by asking notperfect to time my kneeling. When I asked her to do this, she was so kind to be willing to do this for me.
She asked me to shower, to be fresh and clean, and to kneel naked in basic kneeling position (what reminded me that I really have to learn to kneel in proper positions)... back straight, legs wide, arms resting on my thighs with palms up, head straight, eyes down and closed when the minutes were passing... She said 'go' and gave me the most perfect submission by kneeling for her with my thoughts with the meaning of submission.
These thoughts crossed my mind: Submission for me is getting pleasure out of serving a woman in a way that pleases her, and she knows that it is pleasurable for me also. In essence it goes deeper than pure sexual submission. Submission to a Dominant for me is also a guidance in life to the point that it is a very important focus point, that also guides you. Like a lighthouse guides a ship. There can be more lighthouses, but submission definately is one of them for me... an my Mistress is the one who puts on the light for my ship to sail home safely.
The two minutes were up before I could even blink from the Buzzz! that notperfect gave me. Submitting to her meant so much to me, and it was a pleasurable experience. For both of us it appeared, she said: "you did good.. thankyou for the gift of doing this for me" and so many other kind words I will not cite here because they would make me blush.
Thank you notperfect. You are wonderful.. perfect I would say ;).

6. For Calais
I never talked to Calais before asking her to be allowed to submit to her for this task. Marie suggested Calais as a women who was very nice and had nice ideas for a bit of play (how can I ever thank you for this idea, dear Marie). As soon as I asked Calais to be allowed to do something submissive for her, she was very straightforward. She just asked some time to read Miss Honey's task on my blog and the reports of the sharing I had done until then. Calais inmediately recognised that most women I has served until now, had asked me to kneel in one way or another. She said that she wanted to show me that submission was about more than just kneeling. I accepted to have a session with her on cam, with her on voice. A thing that she made me not nervous about at all... just by the way she talked to me... kindly, friendly, lovingly.

She did tease me through saying that she would be wearing a special outfit just for the occasion. A string, blue blouse, a corset, high heels, and stockings. I nearly fainted just at the idea...



The session took place in the early morning for me, late at night for Calais. She was dressed like a Goddess, and she looked beautiful and sexy, and as soon as she was on voice... yes, her voice was very friendly and sexy too. She would make me hard with that voice later on. Unfortunately, we were disturbed during our session two times by my mum, and once by the internet connection that went down for a sec. But it was such a good experience and time flew... well, because we had fun.

Calais told me to get some items that were needed for the session: clothespins, wooden spoon, candle, a large wooden stick (i used a fishing net on a stick...), some rope, and a blindfold. We started as soon as I had all items together. She switched on her cam, and I saw her in all her glory. And she could see me also. She spoke to me over voice, and I chatted back to her. It worked out quite well actually.

Calais later told me that she took it a little easy on me, to make sure I did not have an unpermitted orgasm. Well... at least it was intense what she asked me. I had to put clothespins on my nipples, and my balls (one on each nipple, and two on my balls). She then ordered me to bind my ankles to the wooden stick of the fishnet, so that my legs were spread. I lay down on the bed and calais required me to blindfold myself and just lay back there. She spoke sweet words to me.. about submitting, being so vulnerable, laying there in front of a total stranger.. With the blindfold on there, just laying there, my head swung... it was like being drunk. All this made my cock twitch.. grow.. become hard.. and I am sure that she must have seen that, because she asked me to get the candle.

Calais wanted me to pull of the clothespins (it was dug into one of my nipples, so I had to take it of that one carefully - all pins had been on for 15 minutes) and pour wax all over the nipples. I did, and it was nice, painful, hot to do it on cam for calais. We talked, and I poured wax from time to time, and before I knew it my whole torso was covered in wax. I think it looks just fabulous... the dark red wax on my white skin. And it was quite a pleasure to do.



The fun was, that Calais made me remove the wax by hitting myself with a wooden spoon... this order really suprised me, because I totally forgot about the spoon by then. This suprise element has also been a good part of my submission to calais. She did not only make me pour more wax over me than I had poured ever before.. she also took be by suprise through this spoon. Later, calais allowed me to scrape it all of me. I must confess that there has been wax all over the place for a few days.

Time flew... and calais really showed me how wonderful submission can be, and how fun. She had authority, but not in the sense that she bossed me around. She was more like a friend actually, laughing, and joking, but at the same time getting me to do naughty things. I would do this again any day, any time. Thank you Calais!

7. Miss D
I have had some nice chats with Miss D, although because of all kind of reasons we have not been able to have a session together. I offered her the possibility of some submission for her, but she required me to do it without further question. I insisted that it would be within my boundaries, and it seemed it was. Miss D made very clear that I had been scared about nothing really. She just required a picture of a hard cock in panties... kneeling... after an edge. Nothing serious, just fun. And she respected my limits. I learned that submission is also trusting a woman in her judgement that she will do things only withing my limits to her.

The picture is quite nice actually.



8. Clean plates
The evening after the session with Calais, I had a barbecue, and this occasion gave me the opportunity to help the lady of the house (I did not know her, it was the wife of an ex-manager of me) to take the drity plates away to the kitchen for her every time she was getting up to do this. She really enjoyed it, and some of my friends joked about me being so helpful and butler-like. It was a little humiliating, but it was nice to do.. to know that I helped this lady and that it gave a smile on her face everytime I took the plates away from her to the kitchen.

I just wanted to be a good boy for her.

9 and 10. Holding doors while bowing
It does not happen often anymore that a boy like me holds the door of a shop for a lady. This time I did, althoug I do it more often, for a lady and her daughter. Nice women actually.. both. I could not see them very well however, because I kept my eyes to the ground in a bow of my head for them to pass. They felt somehow strange about the situation, that was very clear. And I was so glad that I was on my way out, while they went in so that I could walk away very quickly without showing my blushing face.

As soon as I do things like this in public, I nearly faint from the burning blush and beating heart. And I really dislike anything public actually. But this time it just happened, and I could do nothing to prevent myself from acting like this as the task required to do so for Miss Honey. So yes I liked it, no I would not do this again any time soon. Maybe the bow of the head made it a bit too much at the same time.