Honey's Toy

For all who did not know it yet, I'm Honey's Toy. My Mistress marked me on my thighs on Sunday with those words and since then I saw those slowly disappearing words on my inner thighs every time I was on the toilet (yes.. I do sit down when I pee too, always have and I always will). She also made me bit my hand lightly just below my thumb as a reminder that I am hers. And she is right, also in the way of showing me my place. So inventive it makes me smile.

We just played, since I could not produce too much noice by taking 130 smacks that have to be dealth with before I will be allowed to orgasm again. So no cumming for me. Lots of stroking though, that's for sure. And a plug in my ass, what is kind of nice. And later on my largest toy up my ass... just the tip, not even all the way, and that was nearly too much for me. I did not wanted to do it while I was not entirely clean. So Mistress gave me the opportunity to do a blow job instead. But I choose to take it in my ass anyway, but it was sooo big even compared to the plug that had streched me. And I sort of freaked out and choose the blow job anyway. But Mistress calmed me down and made me finish what I choose to endure for her. And she made sure that I was gentle with myself and relaxed and kept breathing. I am sure that a good strapon fucking would have been so develish and it would have made me cum on the spot.

Miss Honey made me put all sorts of clamps on myself. I showed her some of the clamps I collected in my recent years, like paper clamps. She made me put them just above my cock and on my inner thighs. It was really intense and it hurt quite a bit, but Miss Honey made me move the clamps at the right time. So all that remained was red skin. And a very lovely feeling... an afterglow that I enjoyed throughout the rest of the day.

Thank you Mistress.

130

My dearest Mistress,

Here your boy is kneeling humbly on the cold floor, wearing panties and asking you to give him 130 spankings. 10 for eacht time he forgot to clasp his hands in front of him when he was talking to a lady today - a sign to remind him of his true place as a slut.. pantied before these girls and women.

Thank you Mistress for this lesson. And may I please have all the spankings I deserve?

Your boy

4 Times

My darling naughty boy...

It is almost 6 in the morning my time. I have decided I want you to have a bit of enjoyment this weekend. After a couple weeks of denial I want my slutty boy to cum. 4 times before midnight your time on Sunday.

One time, you must be watched.
One time, you must be in pain.
One time, you must be kneeling wearing panties.
One time... you tell me.

Love you My boy.

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My dearest Mistress,

Thank You so much for this wonderful weekend. Again, while in denial, i experience the need to cum nearly every day. That urge can not be hidden from the outside world. If one would smell my crotch, or stroke my cock softely, or let one fingertip wonder in the enclosed cavety of the foreskin around my head... the smell, the much too easely swollen hardness, and a little slick moisture would be the result. Yes... your boy is a bit light in the head too sometimes. That is no problem, as long as he does not read your prose, does not watch naughtyness, talk dirty, or let his thoughts walk about the sweet dreams of pleasure.

These four cums were quite a relief, although they always tend to build on an even stronger urge when reached. I had one kneeling in panties as You like so much on Saturday already, i had one laying on my bed watching beautiful photographs online, i had one on Sunday while in pain - just easely using my hanger nipple clamps (is that really pain, or pleasure?), and finally i had one while being watched by a Domme online who gave me the lovely order to lube a buttplug with my cum and push that up my poor little ass - it only barely went in, cum is not the best possible lube it appears.

And, yes, all so slutty. This slut thanks You very much for all of this, and he hopes You will give hime some more... always wanting more, always willing to please You my Mistress.

Handsfree?

Yes... did i cum, Mistress... without much help of my hands. Humping a towel. Using my feet, my legs, a toy...

Mmmmmm

Thank You!

From begging to pleading

In six edges... or will it take more?

Mistress ordered me to have six edges. I begged her for an orgasm, but she would not let me have it until the six edges have been performed... and I may beg again... that would become pleading... desperate...

All edges should be performed in panties, with my ass filled with a plug, one extra filled, one should be kneeling, one in the corner, one not in my room, one blindfolded, and one as i like...

And i should listen twice to my begging after every edge...
That should make me beg for real....

Denied and girly

Dear Mistress,

Since Christmas this boy has not been allowed to cum anymore, and he hopes that it will happen again soon. You are very kind to give me orgasms when they appear to be necessary, but deep inside i like the denial i'm in right now. It is a hard choice for me, between pleasure and denial and this choice confuses me sometimes. Because in my denial there is a profound pleasure too. The pleasure of service and the pleasure of edging for you, like you ordered me last night in the corner, with my red panties on. Girly panties.

That is another confusing aspact of me. I admit that being told that I would be a wonderful sissy girl turns me on. I do think however, that it is wrong in a way. It does feel me with extacy though when you made me lay in my bed in panties and rub myself through them, thinking about what I could be made into. Yes... it excites me, but would I really enjoy it?

I thank you for the denial, and the loving care and help Mistress. You are the most understanding and loving woman a slutty bou like me could ever whish for.

Trainee

Tomorrow there is a special traineeship for me... i hope i'll make my Mistress proud.