Pictures to Cum

I desire to know my newest playtoy much better. I want to see you. Before you can cum again you will post 4 pictures of yourself taken just for me after reading this here as a post. I leave the poses and the props entirely up to you my dear. But I will review them before I will give you permission to cum. My approval will be based on if I feel you opened yourself up and shared with me in a meaningful and submissive way. You may use your own discretion as to what of you you want to show here.

You can remain as anonymous as you are comfortable with. But you will also offer me at least one picture via email that is you in your entirety. Head to toe... face included. Trust me with this. As I trust you to do as I say. You want to give me what I want, want to please me... this is it.

Each picture will include a description of the picture and what you want me to see in it. Why that is the picture you offer to me. These words are as important as the image itself. The submission is the offering of yourself. Give that to me.

Once they are posted you will find me... on IM if I am on. Or by email if not, and tell me they are posted. You will keep your hands off of your cock until such time as I email/IM you back with my approval or desire for something else.

Honey

My Written Rules II

Dear Miss Honey,

Your gift was so precious. Not only have the rules become touchable for me through the writing, but it made my submission to you more meaningfull. I have realised that words of submission are empty until they are lived through.. I kneeled, and my knees hurt. I wrote, and my hands hurt. I kneeled, and I realised I belong to you. I wrote, and I felt my submission to you.

The idea of this task made me very excited in the beginning. I must admit, getting an order by you this way is a huge turn on for me. I thought that writing the rules two times was not that bad.. it was harder then I thought however.. Because I knew that you wanted me to take my time.. and I was in no hurry because I did not want to spill the task.. I took my time and splitted the writing in two.

Yesteday I wanted to complete the first page. I did this right before bed, but as you may have imagined was way too relaxed about this. When I was kneeling there, naked.. the whole bare truth of this task came down on my shoulders. Not only were the rules and rituals quite a list.. writing on the floor while kneeling is not the best option one would choose for comfort. Once every two rules or so, I had to stretch and kneel down again. The funny thing is, that my left hand started to cramp because I was putting pressure on it while writing, and it was not so much my right hand that hurt.

Yesterday evening already, I realised that my submission was becoming so much more meaningfull by this act.. by this writing. I felt like stopping this once, twice, I don't know how many times... but I always kept my goal in mind.. pleasing you Miss Honey and receiving that orgasm from you. This kept me going through the end. I went to sleep being a little bit dizzy (maybe because of the kneeling, but it was quite a meditation also.. I like that).

Today I chatted with you on IM again and I promised to write the second and final page. Hearing from you that you treasured my submission so much like this, gave me wings. I disrobed (entirely.. even my watch had to go) and I began writing again. This time I could replicate the first page and did not have to look on my computer screen everytime. Kneeling did still hurt, but it was acceptible.. maybe also because I was disturbed a few times (had to get into my cloathes real quick) and had a break this way. Interesting to let you know: during most of the time today, I had pulled my foreskin back and I dribbled a little bit on the floor between my feet twice.. just to show that I liked it alot.

When I was ready with the last rule today, I nearly felt sort of sorry.. I realised I enjoyed it.. the whole process. I made my pictures and posted them on this blog (took awile to get this right, I still have to practice a bit with all the functionalities. When it was all on, I crossed the papers over eachother. I then realised I had to redo the sign 'Miss Honey's boy' on my chest (left, near the heart) because it had fainted a bit. I did this (makes my cock swollen allready, looking at your sign of ownership) and then kneeled down.

I took my time to masturbate and I orgasmed sooner than I had thought I would.. positive I think. I was thinking about you all the time, and being so lucky to cum not without any reason, but because of you.. with a purpose.. pleasing you. This made me cum, spill it all over the papers.















I have folded them neatly.. hope it will dry a bit and that the smell of fresh cum will go when I have to take it with me everywhere.. it lies next to me now.. while I am laying on my bed typing this report, feeling that very relaxed feeling only true submission brings... submission to you Miss Honey.

Thank you.

My Written Rules

As per Miss Honey's instructions I have posted here two pictures of the rules and rituals I have to obey. I had to write them by hand on two pieces of paper to be allowed to orgasm and spill the cum over these papers as a signature of a very special kind.

I am so happy that I have been able to write these pieces of paper. I will post a full report, as instructed by Miss Honey, after I have signed them.

All You Are To Do...

Before you will be allowed to orgasm again you will strip naked, get on your knees and hand write for me your entire list of rules two times using no more than two pieces of paper. You can take as long as you require, but anytime you are writing you must be naked and kneeling.

When you have done as I have asked you will post a picture here of your papers. You may then orgasm... kneeling in the same spot where you wrote your rules on these papers... with the papers between your knees. When you cum you will spill it all on those papers. Put them together, so that the cum is sandwiched in the middle and then fold them up small. Post along with your pictures of these written papers you actions, thoughts and feelings. You will keep those folded papers with you continuously for the next 24 hours. When that time is up you will put those papers somewhere in your room so you will have them always as a reminder of my control.

Honey

Miss Honey's first Orgasm

Dear Miss Honey,

Thank you so much for accepting my offer to you. This morning I never could have imagined what this day would end like... being owned by you and having to orgasm for the first time. I am sure there will be many more to cum.

When I talked to you on IM and you gave me my first directions and orders, I was getting hard already. I love it to be controlled like this, especially the whole interaction.

So when I finished my task of re-evaluating my questionnaire from the Academy and send it to you, I had to mark myself Miss Honey's boy.. to be able to follow rule number 9. I marked myself with a blue ball point on my chest, and it show really nice... It is such an honor to wear your mark Miss Honey.

I took of my shorts and kneld into the corner, taking a watch with me for the time. I kneeled there, stroking my hard cock, looking down at it and seeing your ownership on my chest... it made me feel light and happy, and it made me pant and cum.. relatively quich with alot of it.. thick and white. I sat there for some seconds, thinking I could not lick that... but I did because you ordered it. I gave it two licks and that has been enough to give my mouth that bittersweet taste of my cum until now.

During my orgasm and before, I had no real chance of thinking about you, about us, and about me. The 20 minutes gave me every opportunity to feel myself the most lucky boy on the planet. I tend to drift away when kneeling like that. And this happened again this time. I was floating, while feeling the acceptance that you own me now and that I cannot fight this deepest desire I have to submit any longer now, because you are there for me... to dominate me, to teach me.. to give me my pleasure..

To be Miss Honey's boy is the most wonderful gift in the world. And I am looking foreward to our journey together.

your boy, acker

Accepting Acker

We, together through much talk and a bit of compromise, have found a way for us to share a relationship that I believe will be good. Your rules show me you understand what I need and want and these rules and rituals I am confident will give me this. Your submission is a gift I already treasure.

I have asked you to update your Academy Questionnaire with regard with what you and I will share here. I will use this, your answers, to explore and push you as we give and take, offer and accept and I look forward to all of this.

When you are done with your questionnaire... you will kneel in the corner... and stroke yourself to orgasm... you will cum on the floor... and bend down and give it a nice long lick... you will remain kneeling in the corner for me for 20 minutes after you orgasm considering all that you want to give to me as we begin this journey together... when your time is up you will post this first orgasm and all you thought about that we shared as your first posted orgasm on this our blog.

Remember when you report I want everything... your thoughts, your actions, your feelings. Here online, more is always better.

And so we begin this adventure.

Honey

Wants and Desires

Dear Miss Honey,

With this letter I submit my orgasms to you, and you alone. I know we both like the pleasure that an orgasm gives and that we consider it as an essential part of BDSM. For me, an orgasm gives me the power to overcome rivers deep and mountains high. I know that you will give me the pleasure I crave in return for the discipline and pain I need. I have come to know you as the most caring, loving, kinky Dominant that I absolutely trust in guiding me… I know that, would you accept my offer, I won’t be disappointed.

I feel a strong need to share my feelings, my doubts, fantasies, and joy, with a Dominant in my life. Until now, the ‘casual’ play always leaves me with an empty feeling afterwards. Whenever I feel opening myself up to a Dominant as a submissive, it leaves me wounded when our game ended. I don’t want my submission to stop, because I feel it can’t be switched-on and -off. It may vary over time, but it will always be there and needs to be taken care of time and again. Therefore, I want to submit permanently to a Dominant to take care of me.

I live a busy life. And I don’t want my sexuality to interfere with the work I have to do or with my family and friends. I therefore see myself unable to be there 24/7 when a Dominant would ask me to. But I will always have the time to find my pleasure. I know that by offering my pleasure, my orgasms to a Dominant permanently to decide on the terms, I am able to submit to her or his authority. By deciding the terms on which I can orgasm, my Dominant would basically controls the way it has to be done, with a small task, a little writing at first, a place, something to wear, a position… whatever comes in mind.

I trust my Dominant to take good care of my need for pleasure. I normally orgasm every day, at least once.. And I entrust her or him also with the power to educate me, through those little moments we share, in taking pain, frustration, and all those other things BDSM had to offer. In this way, the orgasm is not longer the end, but the starting point to all other aspects of play that all will rotate around it. I am aware that I essentially give my whole sexuality into the hands of someone else, but that is a choice I make within my set limits for the one special Dominant I really trust with this little treasure.

I know that I have to learn to be even more open, but I am honest at all times. I will be explicit about my wishes and my doubts. Since I seek a permanent relationship with a Dominant through sharing my orgasms with her or him, I am willing to communicate about them and about all that has to do with them. I will report when required. I will do this on a blog that is accessible for my Dominant to be able to give tasks to achieve my orgasms and give feedback to the reports I write there. I yearn to communicate, before, after, and maybe during the orgasm and everything that will go with it. I am willing to communicate in other ways that may benefit a healthy and thrilling relationship.

I fully understand that time maybe an issue for both of us. But I am sure that my need for orgasms, combined with your creative mind will make it possible to develop a good balance between all the things we both (need to) find important in our lives. I will show my Dominant every respect that is needed, because I feel being respectful is essential to my submission. At the other hand I won’t want formalities to be in the way of good, friendly, and loving communication together. I seek a human relationship of two people, interacting together, and this will require different ways at different times without denying the underlying values of Dominance and submission.

By submitting, in whatever sort, I seek foremost the please my Dominant, and I will strive to do this through my orgasms and the way I will achieve them. By doing so, I will find my own true pleasure. I see a need to very explicitly set rules for a D/s relationship to be full, rules that could be renegotiated as the relationship changes over time or ends. Both for the Dominant and the submissive, a D/s relationship should not be fixed over time, but it should know fixed rules for a certain time.

I am waiting in anticipation. I know that nothing could be perfect but to strive to perfection. Together with my love and devotion, I will offer this will into submitting my orgasms to you at my own free will.. for you to do with them as you please. I will be there for you to receive them from you, and I will be happy.