On Wednesday, Miss Honey allowed me to have an orgasm. We discussed why I wanted to have an orgasm. Currently, Mistress owns all my pleasure through my cum... She decides when and how I should cum. Of course I can always beg her to be allowed to cum when she has not instructed me in any particular way.
It is amazing that until Mistress took control of me more then two months agon, I usually came at least on time a day... since then I only have cum with her permission. She really controls me through that way, and the effects have been quite obvious. I do like it, to have Her control me like this, and luckily She likes it too...
The fact is, that I am Miss Honey's boy now... hot, bothered, ready to cum anytime she wants me to. And horny at an instand.
Thursday I came... after giving myself 67 strokes with an elactic band (it did hurt)... one for every day Mistress and I have been together. And I smeared all the thick sticky cum over the marks and licked my hands clean afterwards.
Thank you Mistress
Sunday, August 31, 2008
Sunday, August 24, 2008
A task for Master T (at the Org)
Dear Master T,
Yesterday I had the honour and the privilege to perform your lovely task How Many Times Will You Cum for you. Thank you very much for allowing me this pleasure.
As soon as you permitted my performance on Tuesday, I asked Miss Honey to roll the dice with me… this part of the task can be so much fun already to do together with your boyfriend, girlfriend, wife, husband, or Dominant… It was lots of fun… and anticipation for me. You may imagine me… having to kneel on the floor in front of my bed, while Miss Honey rolled the die… one time, two time, three times… Resulting in such interesting numbers, as you have said quite correctly. Miss Honey asked me what the roll was for, and then she rolled. I am glad you had Miss Honey roll for you. It was the right thing to do as a submissive, after all through pleasing me you are also pleasing her.
Here follows Master T's reply:
Five is quite a number but remember 6 is more!!!! I enjoyed that you at first panicked, which you had all right being not knowing your next two rolls, but I was more pleased that you remembered that it was the attempt that I care about. Don't get me wrong I am overwhelmed that you were able to complete this magnitude of a task!!!! I wonder if looking back on that roll if you now wished it were a six?????
I do agree that one edge would be a little too easy for the situation. Two is a little more of a challenge. But yet the last roll still yet undetermined what excitement!
This is the best scenario number for this last roll. It gives you the max amount of time to deal with, and I too am glad Miss Honey was a lucky charm for you, as she rolled the numbers for you!! It is nice to me that I was able to set a "new world record" for youself too.
This statement meant a lot to me. A true sign of submission is doing something for the desire of another person. It is an added perk if you also enjoy the task at hand. I commend you for your submissive thoughts and actions.
In anyones busy lifestyle it is easier to get off the topic. Everyone will do it. However when your thoughts were not devoted to your professional lifestyle, and now focused on your personal lifestyle, I wonder in your mind how long did that ride home feel to you??? Were you thinking so much about it you don't remember the ride home, or was it that you thought so much that that ride home felt longer than it had the day before when the task was not at hand in a matter of minutes? I am glad that you “knocked out” the first two edges and an explosion in no time. It is strange that it can become the achievement than pleasure. I like the fact that it was the achievement though, lets me know you were focused on the task at hand. One down, no sweat!! ( Well maybe a little)
You are a trooper! My dear Acker. I commend your efforts. I fully understand the fact that your orgasmic bliss made ypu sleepy, but to recover the way you did, and to be able to take it better as the number of orgasms continued is very pleasing to me. Maybe it should have been 6 orgasms rolled after all!!!!! You are like the Energizer Bunny!
Thank you for wearing the clothess hanger clamps for me. Toys were not required and I enjoy you going that extra step for me.
It is something how we can get off track, again that is life. I did like the fact of you playing the catch up game however. I am glad that you were able to use others to help you achieve #3 for me. Have you used the vibrating egg before? If so I wonder why it was not effective . As well I am glad you felt the orgasm went well, and it is understandable the that amount of cum was less than the first.
Your efforts again are impressive to me. With number four down you were now on to your last. What a struggle you endured. And I appreciate it greatly that you did not give into thoughts of just cumming. This action of holding it for me was spectacular for me. I thank you much for this pure act of submission.
So as I look back at the complete circle you took in the task it is very interesting to me. You went from a quick orgasm with a simple two edges prior to it, with no sweat,to working a little harder for the next few, to almost dreading the last one, and sweating like a madman, and then full circle to the pure enjoyment of this task. As you look back on your efforts and your performance know that I am proud of you as well as Miss Honey should be too. You did a fantastic job at this task and fully lived up to and exceeded any expectations I had as your Task Master. Thank you again for your efforts, and I thank you Miss Honey for allowing Acker to take part in this little journey with me. Acker did a great job and deserves a special reward for his phenominal actions he did for me. Thank you again to both of you.
Acker , I look forward to other journeys we may par take in in the future.
Master T.
Yesterday I had the honour and the privilege to perform your lovely task How Many Times Will You Cum for you. Thank you very much for allowing me this pleasure.
As soon as you permitted my performance on Tuesday, I asked Miss Honey to roll the dice with me… this part of the task can be so much fun already to do together with your boyfriend, girlfriend, wife, husband, or Dominant… It was lots of fun… and anticipation for me. You may imagine me… having to kneel on the floor in front of my bed, while Miss Honey rolled the die… one time, two time, three times… Resulting in such interesting numbers, as you have said quite correctly. Miss Honey asked me what the roll was for, and then she rolled. I am glad you had Miss Honey roll for you. It was the right thing to do as a submissive, after all through pleasing me you are also pleasing her.
Here follows Master T's reply:
Quote:
| The first roll was for the number of orgasms I was obliged to have during the task… five. Five!? I panicked for a moment… what if faith made me do this in one hour with six edges in between… that would be knight on impossible…! Fortunately, I was kindly remembered that it was in the trying that I would please you. This made me feel better, and I thank you for the number of five orgasms now Master T. It was the right number, I would have not deserved less. |
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| The second roll was for the number of edges I had to do before each orgasm, what turned out to be two… not bad, I thought… not as bad as it could have been. And one edge would have been too easy I think. But still I was worried about the time span. |
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| The third roll would bring clarity to the question. And Miss Honey rolled a six… what a luck she had… and I with her. Really, I would not think that a guy could orgasm, including the edges, five or six times in an hour. Well, at least it would be a new world record. |
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| I had my own record to make, although I think I have cum multiple times in a short time span on more occasions. This time would be special though, because all the edges in between and the circumstances. I would not do it for my own pleasure, or because I wanted to do it… I would perform this for you, Master T. |
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| The next day, on Wednesday, I had a meeting in the morning. Quite business like, so my mind was totally off topic then. But when I headed home, I was thinking about what I would do for you soon enough. And it made my cock twitch. I got to the work at seven minutes past four in the afternoon. I was so horny all the time, that it took my no hard work really to achieve my first two edges and my orgasm. The orgasm was huge, but not overwhelming. I was able to think clear. Strange how this can become more a sort of an achievement rather than pure pleasure driven. Cum spurted out, which I saved in a small glass, like all the other cum I produced that day. |
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| The second series, edges and orgasm, was achieved over one hour later. I must say now, that after the first orgasm I was really in a long orgasmic bliss that made me feel sleepy. After the second orgasm, that feeling subdued.. and after the last one it was totally gone. I was able to go downstairs and socialise again, watching some television… and nothing showed… so it seems that the more I orgasm, the better I can take it. I got used to it in some way. |
Quote:
| The second orgasm was also achieved using nipple clamps. I really like my cloth hanger clamps. They don’t hurt as much, but they press very hard and the result is ‘impressive’ – not leave them on too long… but it was fun wearing them for you this time. |
Quote:
| The third orgasm was achieved after chatting with Miss Honey and Miss D, my Mistress and another TM here at the Org. They got me a bit out of schedule, and I had to catch up with the task afterwards. However, Miss D made me watch some sissy porn clips and I edged during one of them. That was my first edge for the third orgasm. The second one was achieved by using a vibrating egg with my hand, but that was not really effective. So I just used my hand only. The orgasm went well again, but produced considerable less cum then the first ones. |
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| The fourth and the fifth orgasm were harder to get at. They had to happen within the last hour that was given to me. So it was just performing… performing is the right word. The fourth was durable, using porn, that I had at hand at all orgasms actually, but it produced no cum any longer… just a little dribble. And the fifth orgasm was a hell of a job. The edges were hard… to get at them, and then to stop… knowing you could possibly not reach that point again… I thought about just cumming, but I hold it for you… for the task. I worked myself to a sweaty, panting mess. But I succeeded, it was just an orgasm, not cumming any longer. |
Quote:
| I orgasmed five times for you, Master T, with two edges in between every orgasm. And I know for sure, that wouldn’t it be for the time limit and the limit of beatings my poor cock could take, I could have cum even more times. It was hard work, but worth every cum of it. |
Acker , I look forward to other journeys we may par take in in the future.
Master T.
Sharing for Miss Honey
1. In the supermarket
On Saturday, I was in the supermarket for some shopping. There was a lady there, a pretty one also, who was trying to reach for a product in the shelves. Not only did I reached for her, and gave it to her. I also let her continue her walk through the shop by waking way for her. She really looked a bit strange, but thanked me with a wonderful smile as she continued shopping.
I felt really pleased by doing this, because it was something small and not a sexual thing (Miss Honey and I talked about exploring submission without a sexual drive, and I think it is good to practice that a bit). Well at the other hand, there was certainly tension between her and me while I did these things for her without her asking. And I felt something extra special when doing this.
2. For Marie
Marie and I had to do a spanking together for Miss Honey, so I thought I could just ask her to give me a task. And she was willing to do this. So on Saturday evening we did our session for spanking together, although we moved to my submission to her pretty fast. Marie's task was quite something. I was even a bit intimidated by all she thought of...
"You will take those red panties and you will lay them out in a bowl, lining it like a trash bag does a trash can, with the crotch down in the bowl. You will cum there, in the bowl, on the crotch of those sexy panties and then you are going to beg me to allow you to lick your cum, but you will leave a little trace of cum there, and then, if you have pleased me, and i am sure you will, you will wear those panties all night while you sleep, and remember this moment in the morning when you wake....that you pleased me to please Miss Honey, and to learn more about being shared."
And this all is exactly what I did. I felt a bit intimidated by Marie, but she was sweet and took good care of me... complimented me, so that was good. And she is such a wonderful Dominant. So when I came, in my panties in that bowl... my panty bowl as Miss Marie called it... I asked Miss Marie what she wanted to hear. The worst thing was that I had to wait for her until she orgasmd herself... I was seeing her, naked on her bed... and I had to wait very patiently for her to reach her orgasm... kneeling there on the floor. I really did not care that much about her having that orgasm... I just wanted to get permission to lick my cum from the pantie. However, I waited patiently because I was serving her as a sub now.
And I then licked the panties. It was not that bad, because most of the cum was absorbed by the material of the panties. Marie watched me licking, and said that it was looking very sexy. So that helped. The wet panties on my skin were worse... Marie watched me putting them on. It was not pleasant at all. An I wrote that words on my chest. Still there... "I Am A Red Panty Cum Slut"
Later that evening we conferenced with Miss Honey. I thanked Marie for the wonderful task, and Miss Honey was very kind of us... I gave one of my 20 mantras to them there and then. That was feeling very submissive. The first two of my twenty morning mantras were in the morning, via IM as an offline message to both Miss Honey and Marie. It was really awkward, getting out of bed, having to do these mantra 18 times, kneeling on the floor in my sticky panties... and making a picture of myself afterwards. So humiliating... but so good... I was ready for another orgasm again.
3. For Sklavin Sasa (germanslave at the Org)
I did not know her until the day before when we briefly chatted on IM. This submissive thought of a really nice task, and pleased my Mistress with it. She got rewarded, I got punished for forgetting half of the wonderful task before I was even finished chatting with her.
Her is what she came up with:
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 12:32:32): here's what I want you to do:
acker (24-8-2008 12:32:36): yes please?
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 12:33:59): strip naked, write "I belong to Miss Honey" on your body, take a picture of you naked, kneeling and sens it to your mistress
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 12:34:06): send
acker (24-8-2008 12:34:23): yes Sklavin Sesa
acker (24-8-2008 12:34:28): i will do this for you
acker (24-8-2008 12:34:34): thank you for the task
It is exactly what I did later on. And Miss Honey was very pleased, and therefore I was pleased too.
Unfortunately, already a few minutes after the task was given... I forgot the position that was required of me. Germanslave thought, and she was right, that I had to ask for punishment from my Mistress for that. And this was exactly what I did. The idea that I had to be punished by my Mistress for a mistake I made in tasking for someone else... although ordered to do so by my Mistress... made me really excited. I kneeled during the conference with Miss Honey and Sklavin Sasa that I convened, looking nervously at the conversation between the two Ladies.
Miss Honey (24-8-2008 15:59:32): so it seems you had a good time with my boy
Miss Honey (24-8-2008 15:59:40): that pleases me
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 15:59:47): he is very well behaved yes thank you Miss Honey
Miss Honey (24-8-2008 16:00:09): thank you for taking time to share with him...
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:00:25): for you always Miss Honey smiles
Miss Honey (24-8-2008 16:00:52): but he did forget one important instruction you gave him
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:01:23): yes he did nods
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:01:24): I told him to report that to you and ask for punishment from his mistress
Miss Honey (24-8-2008 16:02:43): yes... I believe that you dear should have a hand in deciding the length of his punishment... he will kneel in the corner... on rice... naked... for a duration of time... this will be painful and difficult... so you my dear... may decide on the length of time for him in minutes
acker (24-8-2008 16:03:20): thank you so much Mistress
acker (24-8-2008 16:03:23): thank you
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:03:23): smiles
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:04:00): that is a hard decision because I don't know how long he could endure it
Miss Honey (24-8-2008 16:04:06): well talk to him
Miss Honey (24-8-2008 16:04:14): if you like
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:04:25): thank you Miss Honey
Miss Honey (24-8-2008 16:04:30): get a feel for how bad he feels... and how much he might endure
Miss Honey (24-8-2008 16:04:32): here now
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:04:57): smiles
acker (24-8-2008 16:05:01): i am feeling real bad for it...
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:05:18): slutboy how long do you think you could endure it?
acker (24-8-2008 16:05:28): I am so sorry.. you gave me this wonderful task and I just forget an important part
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:05:53): yes you should be sorry smiles
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:06:05): please answer my question dear
acker (24-8-2008 16:06:12): I never endured it before.. Sklavin Sasa, but I think everything up to ten minutes will be possible
acker (24-8-2008 16:06:22): yes of cours.. sorry for not answering
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:06:27):
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:07:03): Miss Honey do you think he could do it longer?
Miss Honey (24-8-2008 16:07:43): I think you might push him a bit... this was a request he made of you and he forgot... perhaps add a minute to that 10
Miss Honey (24-8-2008 16:07:48): if you like
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:08:07): very well
acker (24-8-2008 16:08:31): yes Sklavin Sasa
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:08:31): slutboy I want you to do it 11 min.
acker (24-8-2008 16:08:45): of course I will do this for forgetting your task
acker (24-8-2008 16:08:47): thank you
acker (24-8-2008 16:09:07): I hope this will remind me not to forget anymore
I was ordered later by Miss Honey to kneel at least in two sessions. But I wanted to do this at once so badly, partly because I thought doing it in two times would make it worse. And secondly, because I only wanted to stop at the moment I really could not take it any longer.
It turned out that the kneeling was a breathtaking experience, that gave me pleasure in a painful way. Miss Honey had given me this particular punishment because I had forgotten that I had to kneel for the task the Sklavin had given me. Mistress is quite a genious at giving what a slave deserves...
So I made it all 11 minutes straight. During most of the punishment I tried to focus on the reason why I was given this to endure. But most of the time I just needed all my senses to get me through this predicament... kneeling straight on the tray with rice, arms out, hands behind my head... trembling from the strain, or was it trembling of pleasure. Well, at least the muscles in my legs hurt the other day.
Miss Honey was really pleased with my performance and asked is I was well later that day. I was... but don´t get punished this way too often...
4. At the shops again
When I was shopping I saw a saleslady, a younger girl, who tried to get some shopping baskets moving. I saw this before she even tried to touch them, and knew what she wanted. So I did it in her place. When the baskets were moved, I looked up and she looked at me an giggled with suprise in her face. It was a really nice experience to be able to do this for someone.
5. For notperfect2020
Notperfect2020, a very friendly switch at the Org, gave me a nice little task. She ordered me to kneel for two minutes and reflect on my thoughts about submission. I really liked sharing this submission with her. It again shows that sharing with people you like and trust is very significant. Miss Honey gave me the idea of sharing the kneeling more directly with my temporary Domme, by asking notperfect to time my kneeling. When I asked her to do this, she was so kind to be willing to do this for me.
She asked me to shower, to be fresh and clean, and to kneel naked in basic kneeling position (what reminded me that I really have to learn to kneel in proper positions)... back straight, legs wide, arms resting on my thighs with palms up, head straight, eyes down and closed when the minutes were passing... She said 'go' and gave me the most perfect submission by kneeling for her with my thoughts with the meaning of submission.
These thoughts crossed my mind: Submission for me is getting pleasure out of serving a woman in a way that pleases her, and she knows that it is pleasurable for me also. In essence it goes deeper than pure sexual submission. Submission to a Dominant for me is also a guidance in life to the point that it is a very important focus point, that also guides you. Like a lighthouse guides a ship. There can be more lighthouses, but submission definately is one of them for me... an my Mistress is the one who puts on the light for my ship to sail home safely.
The two minutes were up before I could even blink from the Buzzz! that notperfect gave me. Submitting to her meant so much to me, and it was a pleasurable experience. For both of us it appeared, she said: "you did good.. thankyou for the gift of doing this for me" and so many other kind words I will not cite here because they would make me blush.
Thank you notperfect. You are wonderful.. perfect I would say ;).
6. For Calais
I never talked to Calais before asking her to be allowed to submit to her for this task. Marie suggested Calais as a women who was very nice and had nice ideas for a bit of play (how can I ever thank you for this idea, dear Marie). As soon as I asked Calais to be allowed to do something submissive for her, she was very straightforward. She just asked some time to read Miss Honey's task on my blog and the reports of the sharing I had done until then. Calais inmediately recognised that most women I has served until now, had asked me to kneel in one way or another. She said that she wanted to show me that submission was about more than just kneeling. I accepted to have a session with her on cam, with her on voice. A thing that she made me not nervous about at all... just by the way she talked to me... kindly, friendly, lovingly.
She did tease me through saying that she would be wearing a special outfit just for the occasion. A string, blue blouse, a corset, high heels, and stockings. I nearly fainted just at the idea...
The session took place in the early morning for me, late at night for Calais. She was dressed like a Goddess, and she looked beautiful and sexy, and as soon as she was on voice... yes, her voice was very friendly and sexy too. She would make me hard with that voice later on. Unfortunately, we were disturbed during our session two times by my mum, and once by the internet connection that went down for a sec. But it was such a good experience and time flew... well, because we had fun.
Calais told me to get some items that were needed for the session: clothespins, wooden spoon, candle, a large wooden stick (i used a fishing net on a stick...), some rope, and a blindfold. We started as soon as I had all items together. She switched on her cam, and I saw her in all her glory. And she could see me also. She spoke to me over voice, and I chatted back to her. It worked out quite well actually.
Calais later told me that she took it a little easy on me, to make sure I did not have an unpermitted orgasm. Well... at least it was intense what she asked me. I had to put clothespins on my nipples, and my balls (one on each nipple, and two on my balls). She then ordered me to bind my ankles to the wooden stick of the fishnet, so that my legs were spread. I lay down on the bed and calais required me to blindfold myself and just lay back there. She spoke sweet words to me.. about submitting, being so vulnerable, laying there in front of a total stranger.. With the blindfold on there, just laying there, my head swung... it was like being drunk. All this made my cock twitch.. grow.. become hard.. and I am sure that she must have seen that, because she asked me to get the candle.
Calais wanted me to pull of the clothespins (it was dug into one of my nipples, so I had to take it of that one carefully - all pins had been on for 15 minutes) and pour wax all over the nipples. I did, and it was nice, painful, hot to do it on cam for calais. We talked, and I poured wax from time to time, and before I knew it my whole torso was covered in wax. I think it looks just fabulous... the dark red wax on my white skin. And it was quite a pleasure to do.
The fun was, that Calais made me remove the wax by hitting myself with a wooden spoon... this order really suprised me, because I totally forgot about the spoon by then. This suprise element has also been a good part of my submission to calais. She did not only make me pour more wax over me than I had poured ever before.. she also took be by suprise through this spoon. Later, calais allowed me to scrape it all of me. I must confess that there has been wax all over the place for a few days.
Time flew... and calais really showed me how wonderful submission can be, and how fun. She had authority, but not in the sense that she bossed me around. She was more like a friend actually, laughing, and joking, but at the same time getting me to do naughty things. I would do this again any day, any time. Thank you Calais!
7. Miss D
I have had some nice chats with Miss D, although because of all kind of reasons we have not been able to have a session together. I offered her the possibility of some submission for her, but she required me to do it without further question. I insisted that it would be within my boundaries, and it seemed it was. Miss D made very clear that I had been scared about nothing really. She just required a picture of a hard cock in panties... kneeling... after an edge. Nothing serious, just fun. And she respected my limits. I learned that submission is also trusting a woman in her judgement that she will do things only withing my limits to her.
The picture is quite nice actually.
8. Clean plates
The evening after the session with Calais, I had a barbecue, and this occasion gave me the opportunity to help the lady of the house (I did not know her, it was the wife of an ex-manager of me) to take the drity plates away to the kitchen for her every time she was getting up to do this. She really enjoyed it, and some of my friends joked about me being so helpful and butler-like. It was a little humiliating, but it was nice to do.. to know that I helped this lady and that it gave a smile on her face everytime I took the plates away from her to the kitchen.
I just wanted to be a good boy for her.
9 and 10. Holding doors while bowing
It does not happen often anymore that a boy like me holds the door of a shop for a lady. This time I did, althoug I do it more often, for a lady and her daughter. Nice women actually.. both. I could not see them very well however, because I kept my eyes to the ground in a bow of my head for them to pass. They felt somehow strange about the situation, that was very clear. And I was so glad that I was on my way out, while they went in so that I could walk away very quickly without showing my blushing face.
As soon as I do things like this in public, I nearly faint from the burning blush and beating heart. And I really dislike anything public actually. But this time it just happened, and I could do nothing to prevent myself from acting like this as the task required to do so for Miss Honey. So yes I liked it, no I would not do this again any time soon. Maybe the bow of the head made it a bit too much at the same time.
On Saturday, I was in the supermarket for some shopping. There was a lady there, a pretty one also, who was trying to reach for a product in the shelves. Not only did I reached for her, and gave it to her. I also let her continue her walk through the shop by waking way for her. She really looked a bit strange, but thanked me with a wonderful smile as she continued shopping.
I felt really pleased by doing this, because it was something small and not a sexual thing (Miss Honey and I talked about exploring submission without a sexual drive, and I think it is good to practice that a bit). Well at the other hand, there was certainly tension between her and me while I did these things for her without her asking. And I felt something extra special when doing this.
2. For Marie
Marie and I had to do a spanking together for Miss Honey, so I thought I could just ask her to give me a task. And she was willing to do this. So on Saturday evening we did our session for spanking together, although we moved to my submission to her pretty fast. Marie's task was quite something. I was even a bit intimidated by all she thought of...
"You will take those red panties and you will lay them out in a bowl, lining it like a trash bag does a trash can, with the crotch down in the bowl. You will cum there, in the bowl, on the crotch of those sexy panties and then you are going to beg me to allow you to lick your cum, but you will leave a little trace of cum there, and then, if you have pleased me, and i am sure you will, you will wear those panties all night while you sleep, and remember this moment in the morning when you wake....that you pleased me to please Miss Honey, and to learn more about being shared."
It was not all:
"I will also watch you write on yourself. You will write, "I am a Red Panty Cum Slut" on your body."
And:
"Then, before you sleep, you will say this 20 times : "I cum for my Mistress only....but I please others to learn and grow...tonight I pleased Miss Marie by eating my cum out of my panty bowl like a good slut." Then when you wake you will say this 20 times tomorrow morning: "I am a panty slut, I eat my cum to be a good slut...last night I ate my cum for Miss Marie to please my Miss Honey...because I want to learn and grow." Then you will take a picture to post, that shows you in your red panties, and also with your body writing."
And this all is exactly what I did. I felt a bit intimidated by Marie, but she was sweet and took good care of me... complimented me, so that was good. And she is such a wonderful Dominant. So when I came, in my panties in that bowl... my panty bowl as Miss Marie called it... I asked Miss Marie what she wanted to hear. The worst thing was that I had to wait for her until she orgasmd herself... I was seeing her, naked on her bed... and I had to wait very patiently for her to reach her orgasm... kneeling there on the floor. I really did not care that much about her having that orgasm... I just wanted to get permission to lick my cum from the pantie. However, I waited patiently because I was serving her as a sub now.
Acker (8/23/2008 7:09:05 PM): Miss Marie, may this naughty cum slut please lick his Mistress' precious cum from his soiled red panties?
Marie (8/23/2008 7:11:58 PM): so what is it you want to do for me again?
Acker (8/23/2008 7:12:22 PM): please Miss Marie, may this cum slut lick the cum from his sexy red panties
Marie (8/23/2008 7:12:32 PM): and why do you want to do that acker?
Acker (8/23/2008 7:13:04 PM): because i want to please my Miss Honey by submitting to you like a good little slut, like a good educated boy
Marie (8/23/2008 7:13:14 PM): you are a good little slut
Acker (8/23/2008 7:13:15 PM): a well educated..
Marie (8/23/2008 7:13:17 PM): that is clear
Acker (8/23/2008 7:13:22 PM): thank you Miss Marie
Marie (8/23/2008 7:13:27 PM): you came like a good slut for your Mistress didn't you
Marie (8/23/2008 7:13:32 PM): how did that feel?
Acker (8/23/2008 7:13:34 PM): yes I did Miss Marie
Acker (8/23/2008 7:13:39 PM): it felt wonderful
Marie (8/23/2008 7:13:41 PM): cumming for your Mistress while I watched you?
Acker (8/23/2008 7:13:51 PM): and very submissive, while you were watching
Marie (8/23/2008 7:13:58 PM): did you moan when you came?
Acker (8/23/2008 7:14:05 PM): no i did not.. Miss Marie
Acker (8/23/2008 7:14:13 PM): sorry.. I rarely moan
Marie (8/23/2008 7:14:22 PM): how much did you cum
Acker (8/23/2008 7:14:25 PM): much...
Marie (8/23/2008 7:14:32 PM): take the panty bowl close and let me see
Acker (8/23/2008 7:14:32 PM): it is now in the bowl
Acker (8/23/2008 7:14:35 PM): soaking the panties
Marie (8/23/2008 7:14:44 PM): i want to see this cum you are so desperately wanting to lick
Marie (8/23/2008 7:14:49 PM): well now that is a lot of cum
Marie (8/23/2008 7:14:55 PM): all over those sexy red panties
Acker (8/23/2008 7:14:58 PM): yes it is marie
Marie (8/23/2008 7:14:59 PM): what a good little cum slut you are
Marie (8/23/2008 7:15:09 PM): do you like to taste your cum?
Acker (8/23/2008 7:15:12 PM): may i please lick it for you Miss Marie?
Acker (8/23/2008 7:15:20 PM): only because it pleases you Miss Marie
Marie (8/23/2008 7:15:42 PM): that is a very nice answer acker...you are a very good boy who loves to lick and eat his cum to please the one he submits to
Marie (8/23/2008 7:15:49 PM): are you submitting to me right now acker?
Acker (8/23/2008 7:15:55 PM): yes i am Miss Marie
Acker (8/23/2008 7:16:10 PM): i am submitting to you, to lick my cum from the panties
Marie (8/23/2008 7:16:17 PM): thank you for that acker...now ask me one more time, be very detailed and i give you your answer
Acker (8/23/2008 7:17:02 PM): Miss Marie, may this slut please lick the cum that Miss Honey gave him from his sexy red panties like the good little slut he is, because he wants to please you
Miss Marie...Marie (8/23/2008 7:17:30 PM): well then, if you put it that way, yes you may do this to please me....lick your cum out of that sexy red panty bowl acker
Marie (8/23/2008 7:17:34 PM): that would please me very much
Acker (8/23/2008 7:17:44 PM): thank you so much Miss Marie
Acker (8/23/2008 7:17:46 PM): thank you
And I then licked the panties. It was not that bad, because most of the cum was absorbed by the material of the panties. Marie watched me licking, and said that it was looking very sexy. So that helped. The wet panties on my skin were worse... Marie watched me putting them on. It was not pleasant at all. An I wrote that words on my chest. Still there... "I Am A Red Panty Cum Slut"
Later that evening we conferenced with Miss Honey. I thanked Marie for the wonderful task, and Miss Honey was very kind of us... I gave one of my 20 mantras to them there and then. That was feeling very submissive. The first two of my twenty morning mantras were in the morning, via IM as an offline message to both Miss Honey and Marie. It was really awkward, getting out of bed, having to do these mantra 18 times, kneeling on the floor in my sticky panties... and making a picture of myself afterwards. So humiliating... but so good... I was ready for another orgasm again.
3. For Sklavin Sasa (germanslave at the Org)
I did not know her until the day before when we briefly chatted on IM. This submissive thought of a really nice task, and pleased my Mistress with it. She got rewarded, I got punished for forgetting half of the wonderful task before I was even finished chatting with her.
Her is what she came up with:
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 12:32:32): here's what I want you to do:
acker (24-8-2008 12:32:36): yes please?
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 12:33:59): strip naked, write "I belong to Miss Honey" on your body, take a picture of you naked, kneeling and sens it to your mistress
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 12:34:06): send
acker (24-8-2008 12:34:23): yes Sklavin Sesa
acker (24-8-2008 12:34:28): i will do this for you
acker (24-8-2008 12:34:34): thank you for the task
It is exactly what I did later on. And Miss Honey was very pleased, and therefore I was pleased too.
Unfortunately, already a few minutes after the task was given... I forgot the position that was required of me. Germanslave thought, and she was right, that I had to ask for punishment from my Mistress for that. And this was exactly what I did. The idea that I had to be punished by my Mistress for a mistake I made in tasking for someone else... although ordered to do so by my Mistress... made me really excited. I kneeled during the conference with Miss Honey and Sklavin Sasa that I convened, looking nervously at the conversation between the two Ladies.
Miss Honey (24-8-2008 15:59:32): so it seems you had a good time with my boy
Miss Honey (24-8-2008 15:59:40): that pleases me
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 15:59:47): he is very well behaved yes thank you Miss Honey
Miss Honey (24-8-2008 16:00:09): thank you for taking time to share with him...
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:00:25): for you always Miss Honey smiles
Miss Honey (24-8-2008 16:00:52): but he did forget one important instruction you gave him
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:01:23): yes he did nods
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:01:24): I told him to report that to you and ask for punishment from his mistress
Miss Honey (24-8-2008 16:02:43): yes... I believe that you dear should have a hand in deciding the length of his punishment... he will kneel in the corner... on rice... naked... for a duration of time... this will be painful and difficult... so you my dear... may decide on the length of time for him in minutes
acker (24-8-2008 16:03:20): thank you so much Mistress
acker (24-8-2008 16:03:23): thank you
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:03:23): smiles
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:04:00): that is a hard decision because I don't know how long he could endure it
Miss Honey (24-8-2008 16:04:06): well talk to him
Miss Honey (24-8-2008 16:04:14): if you like
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:04:25): thank you Miss Honey
Miss Honey (24-8-2008 16:04:30): get a feel for how bad he feels... and how much he might endure
Miss Honey (24-8-2008 16:04:32): here now
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:04:57): smiles
acker (24-8-2008 16:05:01): i am feeling real bad for it...
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:05:18): slutboy how long do you think you could endure it?
acker (24-8-2008 16:05:28): I am so sorry.. you gave me this wonderful task and I just forget an important part
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:05:53): yes you should be sorry smiles
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:06:05): please answer my question dear
acker (24-8-2008 16:06:12): I never endured it before.. Sklavin Sasa, but I think everything up to ten minutes will be possible
acker (24-8-2008 16:06:22): yes of cours.. sorry for not answering
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:06:27):
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:07:03): Miss Honey do you think he could do it longer?
Miss Honey (24-8-2008 16:07:43): I think you might push him a bit... this was a request he made of you and he forgot... perhaps add a minute to that 10
Miss Honey (24-8-2008 16:07:48): if you like
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:08:07): very well
acker (24-8-2008 16:08:31): yes Sklavin Sasa
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:08:31): slutboy I want you to do it 11 min.
acker (24-8-2008 16:08:45): of course I will do this for forgetting your task
acker (24-8-2008 16:08:47): thank you
acker (24-8-2008 16:09:07): I hope this will remind me not to forget anymore
I was ordered later by Miss Honey to kneel at least in two sessions. But I wanted to do this at once so badly, partly because I thought doing it in two times would make it worse. And secondly, because I only wanted to stop at the moment I really could not take it any longer.
It turned out that the kneeling was a breathtaking experience, that gave me pleasure in a painful way. Miss Honey had given me this particular punishment because I had forgotten that I had to kneel for the task the Sklavin had given me. Mistress is quite a genious at giving what a slave deserves...
So I made it all 11 minutes straight. During most of the punishment I tried to focus on the reason why I was given this to endure. But most of the time I just needed all my senses to get me through this predicament... kneeling straight on the tray with rice, arms out, hands behind my head... trembling from the strain, or was it trembling of pleasure. Well, at least the muscles in my legs hurt the other day.
Miss Honey was really pleased with my performance and asked is I was well later that day. I was... but don´t get punished this way too often...
4. At the shops again
When I was shopping I saw a saleslady, a younger girl, who tried to get some shopping baskets moving. I saw this before she even tried to touch them, and knew what she wanted. So I did it in her place. When the baskets were moved, I looked up and she looked at me an giggled with suprise in her face. It was a really nice experience to be able to do this for someone.
5. For notperfect2020
Notperfect2020, a very friendly switch at the Org, gave me a nice little task. She ordered me to kneel for two minutes and reflect on my thoughts about submission. I really liked sharing this submission with her. It again shows that sharing with people you like and trust is very significant. Miss Honey gave me the idea of sharing the kneeling more directly with my temporary Domme, by asking notperfect to time my kneeling. When I asked her to do this, she was so kind to be willing to do this for me.
She asked me to shower, to be fresh and clean, and to kneel naked in basic kneeling position (what reminded me that I really have to learn to kneel in proper positions)... back straight, legs wide, arms resting on my thighs with palms up, head straight, eyes down and closed when the minutes were passing... She said 'go' and gave me the most perfect submission by kneeling for her with my thoughts with the meaning of submission.
These thoughts crossed my mind: Submission for me is getting pleasure out of serving a woman in a way that pleases her, and she knows that it is pleasurable for me also. In essence it goes deeper than pure sexual submission. Submission to a Dominant for me is also a guidance in life to the point that it is a very important focus point, that also guides you. Like a lighthouse guides a ship. There can be more lighthouses, but submission definately is one of them for me... an my Mistress is the one who puts on the light for my ship to sail home safely.
The two minutes were up before I could even blink from the Buzzz! that notperfect gave me. Submitting to her meant so much to me, and it was a pleasurable experience. For both of us it appeared, she said: "you did good.. thankyou for the gift of doing this for me" and so many other kind words I will not cite here because they would make me blush.
Thank you notperfect. You are wonderful.. perfect I would say ;).
6. For Calais
I never talked to Calais before asking her to be allowed to submit to her for this task. Marie suggested Calais as a women who was very nice and had nice ideas for a bit of play (how can I ever thank you for this idea, dear Marie). As soon as I asked Calais to be allowed to do something submissive for her, she was very straightforward. She just asked some time to read Miss Honey's task on my blog and the reports of the sharing I had done until then. Calais inmediately recognised that most women I has served until now, had asked me to kneel in one way or another. She said that she wanted to show me that submission was about more than just kneeling. I accepted to have a session with her on cam, with her on voice. A thing that she made me not nervous about at all... just by the way she talked to me... kindly, friendly, lovingly.
She did tease me through saying that she would be wearing a special outfit just for the occasion. A string, blue blouse, a corset, high heels, and stockings. I nearly fainted just at the idea...
The session took place in the early morning for me, late at night for Calais. She was dressed like a Goddess, and she looked beautiful and sexy, and as soon as she was on voice... yes, her voice was very friendly and sexy too. She would make me hard with that voice later on. Unfortunately, we were disturbed during our session two times by my mum, and once by the internet connection that went down for a sec. But it was such a good experience and time flew... well, because we had fun.
Calais told me to get some items that were needed for the session: clothespins, wooden spoon, candle, a large wooden stick (i used a fishing net on a stick...), some rope, and a blindfold. We started as soon as I had all items together. She switched on her cam, and I saw her in all her glory. And she could see me also. She spoke to me over voice, and I chatted back to her. It worked out quite well actually.
Calais later told me that she took it a little easy on me, to make sure I did not have an unpermitted orgasm. Well... at least it was intense what she asked me. I had to put clothespins on my nipples, and my balls (one on each nipple, and two on my balls). She then ordered me to bind my ankles to the wooden stick of the fishnet, so that my legs were spread. I lay down on the bed and calais required me to blindfold myself and just lay back there. She spoke sweet words to me.. about submitting, being so vulnerable, laying there in front of a total stranger.. With the blindfold on there, just laying there, my head swung... it was like being drunk. All this made my cock twitch.. grow.. become hard.. and I am sure that she must have seen that, because she asked me to get the candle.
Calais wanted me to pull of the clothespins (it was dug into one of my nipples, so I had to take it of that one carefully - all pins had been on for 15 minutes) and pour wax all over the nipples. I did, and it was nice, painful, hot to do it on cam for calais. We talked, and I poured wax from time to time, and before I knew it my whole torso was covered in wax. I think it looks just fabulous... the dark red wax on my white skin. And it was quite a pleasure to do.
The fun was, that Calais made me remove the wax by hitting myself with a wooden spoon... this order really suprised me, because I totally forgot about the spoon by then. This suprise element has also been a good part of my submission to calais. She did not only make me pour more wax over me than I had poured ever before.. she also took be by suprise through this spoon. Later, calais allowed me to scrape it all of me. I must confess that there has been wax all over the place for a few days.
Time flew... and calais really showed me how wonderful submission can be, and how fun. She had authority, but not in the sense that she bossed me around. She was more like a friend actually, laughing, and joking, but at the same time getting me to do naughty things. I would do this again any day, any time. Thank you Calais!
7. Miss D
I have had some nice chats with Miss D, although because of all kind of reasons we have not been able to have a session together. I offered her the possibility of some submission for her, but she required me to do it without further question. I insisted that it would be within my boundaries, and it seemed it was. Miss D made very clear that I had been scared about nothing really. She just required a picture of a hard cock in panties... kneeling... after an edge. Nothing serious, just fun. And she respected my limits. I learned that submission is also trusting a woman in her judgement that she will do things only withing my limits to her.
The picture is quite nice actually.
8. Clean plates
The evening after the session with Calais, I had a barbecue, and this occasion gave me the opportunity to help the lady of the house (I did not know her, it was the wife of an ex-manager of me) to take the drity plates away to the kitchen for her every time she was getting up to do this. She really enjoyed it, and some of my friends joked about me being so helpful and butler-like. It was a little humiliating, but it was nice to do.. to know that I helped this lady and that it gave a smile on her face everytime I took the plates away from her to the kitchen.
I just wanted to be a good boy for her.
9 and 10. Holding doors while bowing
It does not happen often anymore that a boy like me holds the door of a shop for a lady. This time I did, althoug I do it more often, for a lady and her daughter. Nice women actually.. both. I could not see them very well however, because I kept my eyes to the ground in a bow of my head for them to pass. They felt somehow strange about the situation, that was very clear. And I was so glad that I was on my way out, while they went in so that I could walk away very quickly without showing my blushing face.
As soon as I do things like this in public, I nearly faint from the burning blush and beating heart. And I really dislike anything public actually. But this time it just happened, and I could do nothing to prevent myself from acting like this as the task required to do so for Miss Honey. So yes I liked it, no I would not do this again any time soon. Maybe the bow of the head made it a bit too much at the same time.
Friday, August 22, 2008
Sharing my submissive
We have talked quite a bit lately about sharing and you have expressed your desires for me allowing others to share my sweet and naughty boy. So we both are learning and growing. Some of these encounters may result in lovely submission, others you, I or both of us may decide is not right for my boy. But I love that you are willing to explore possiblities and be open to the experiences as they come.
Here is a small task that I want you to do for me in this same vain...
You will submit to 10 women in the next week, from today until next Friday at midnight. You will start a blog entry with your reply to this task and edit it as you encounter and submit to these ten women, each submission offered up in detail with any feelings or thoughts to share.
A few parameters....
Here is a small task that I want you to do for me in this same vain...
You will submit to 10 women in the next week, from today until next Friday at midnight. You will start a blog entry with your reply to this task and edit it as you encounter and submit to these ten women, each submission offered up in detail with any feelings or thoughts to share.
A few parameters....
- Only three can be women you know.
- Submission is however you define it at the time. Something as simple as opening a door and lowering your eyes for a stranger, to as significant as having someone who you know telling you on IM to kneel.
- No one you submit to may tell you to orgasm.
- You may tell the woman you are offering your submission to about this task or not, your choice as circumstance demand.
- Your limits are to be respected. You may say no and end any chat, or walk away from any person if you are uncomfortable.
This is an exploration into your thoughts, feelings and actions in regards to your submission. Have fun with it, explore this idea in any way that you think will please me.
Mistress Honey
Saturday, August 16, 2008
tied
My Mistress allowed me to cum yesterday when I would show her my little cock in some bondage... I used a thick cord to tie mysels up, and I made that wonderful picture just for Miss Honey's eyes... something to lighten up her hours at work.
Miss Honey found it to be a very sexy picture, and she gave me the wonderful gift of a cum on my own.... the way I liked it...
So I spend the rest of the evening, more than an hour, naked on my bed, with my collar on, watching porn, and edging for my Mistress... holding back, and with nipple clamps on my nipples... the way I love to cum.
I spilled all in a glass and I swallowed half of it, before floating away in a wonderful dream.
Miss Honey found it to be a very sexy picture, and she gave me the wonderful gift of a cum on my own.... the way I liked it...
So I spend the rest of the evening, more than an hour, naked on my bed, with my collar on, watching porn, and edging for my Mistress... holding back, and with nipple clamps on my nipples... the way I love to cum.
I spilled all in a glass and I swallowed half of it, before floating away in a wonderful dream.
Friday, August 15, 2008
cumming from vacation
In my second week away from my Mistress' care, love, and authority, I have begged her three times... I could beg her all day...
1. The last thing I did before leaving was writing this begging:
"Mistress, may I please undo my feet from those sweaty socks that have been on my feet all day while I travelled? And may I please fastend my collar around my neck and put those socks in my mouth (or as much as will fit in this slutty hole) and chew on them, muffling my moans when I cum for You? May your slut please do this? Smearing all the cum over his tummy and getting to sleep like that... letting the cum dry, only to be washed away in the shower the other morning? Please Mistress... I am your horny little slut. I beg you to give me permission to be a good boy for you."
My Mistress answered:
"That sounds like a delicious idea. Yes, you may certainly do just that, but rather than cum all over your cute little tummy... when you get close, you will cum inside one of your dirty socks and wear that to bed."
And that was what I did... I took one sock the other night and stuffed it in my mouth, making sure that the toes were in front, so I had to taste that... it tasted a bit salty, and I remember a bit of sand in it... and when I came I would have sucked the cum right out of that other sock, if Mistress had ordered that. Instead I had to wear it till the next morning... I left in on my cock, and it was a sticky reminder of Miss Honey's authority next morning.
2. My second begging lead to two orgasms:
"Mistress, may your boy please be naughty for you again by putting clothespins on his little nipples and edge for five minutes before spilling his cum in a glass and drink it all? Please?"
And my Mistress wisely answered, an answer that almost made me orgasm right at the spot:
"Yes, my boy may certainly do this, but you will fill the glass half full with water so that the drinking of that lovely cum will be more significant."
I complied with Her order, as usual... because I just want to feel her dominance over me. I tortured my tender nipples, I kept an edge for five minutes, or at least I tried, and I came wonderfully in a glass with water. My orgasms are getting better all the time, by the way. Mistress really gave me pleasure through service and denial.
The problem with my cum nowadays is, that it is thick, white, high quality boy's cum... and that does not mingle as well with water.. the problem is that, if you drink it, it goes right in, floating in the water so you waste the wonderful taste of the cum...
Therefore Mistress allowed me to try it again the other day with the same task, but with stirring the cum well... the same problem occured, only that I made sure to catch the cum in my mouth while drinking the water, so I could taste the cum anyhow.
Lesson learned: cum with water is only possible after using a kitchen machine or something to mingle this well. At least with this cum I produce now...
1. The last thing I did before leaving was writing this begging:
"Mistress, may I please undo my feet from those sweaty socks that have been on my feet all day while I travelled? And may I please fastend my collar around my neck and put those socks in my mouth (or as much as will fit in this slutty hole) and chew on them, muffling my moans when I cum for You? May your slut please do this? Smearing all the cum over his tummy and getting to sleep like that... letting the cum dry, only to be washed away in the shower the other morning? Please Mistress... I am your horny little slut. I beg you to give me permission to be a good boy for you."
My Mistress answered:
"That sounds like a delicious idea. Yes, you may certainly do just that, but rather than cum all over your cute little tummy... when you get close, you will cum inside one of your dirty socks and wear that to bed."
And that was what I did... I took one sock the other night and stuffed it in my mouth, making sure that the toes were in front, so I had to taste that... it tasted a bit salty, and I remember a bit of sand in it... and when I came I would have sucked the cum right out of that other sock, if Mistress had ordered that. Instead I had to wear it till the next morning... I left in on my cock, and it was a sticky reminder of Miss Honey's authority next morning.
2. My second begging lead to two orgasms:
"Mistress, may your boy please be naughty for you again by putting clothespins on his little nipples and edge for five minutes before spilling his cum in a glass and drink it all? Please?"
And my Mistress wisely answered, an answer that almost made me orgasm right at the spot:
"Yes, my boy may certainly do this, but you will fill the glass half full with water so that the drinking of that lovely cum will be more significant."
I complied with Her order, as usual... because I just want to feel her dominance over me. I tortured my tender nipples, I kept an edge for five minutes, or at least I tried, and I came wonderfully in a glass with water. My orgasms are getting better all the time, by the way. Mistress really gave me pleasure through service and denial.
The problem with my cum nowadays is, that it is thick, white, high quality boy's cum... and that does not mingle as well with water.. the problem is that, if you drink it, it goes right in, floating in the water so you waste the wonderful taste of the cum...
Therefore Mistress allowed me to try it again the other day with the same task, but with stirring the cum well... the same problem occured, only that I made sure to catch the cum in my mouth while drinking the water, so I could taste the cum anyhow.
Lesson learned: cum with water is only possible after using a kitchen machine or something to mingle this well. At least with this cum I produce now...
Thursday, August 7, 2008
being given away
One of my fantasies is being given away to another Dominant, another Mistress... not only to please my Mistress, but also to show what a slut I am that I can be given to anyone my Mistress would like me to. Of course, Miss Honey as total control over me... and I think in giving me away, although it is only for just a single time, she has even more control over me.
This fantasy is coming true, I guess. Miss Honey has given me for one session of two hours to Miss D. Miss D is a very experienced Domme in educating boys who want to dress like girls, they are called sissy's. I don't desire to be a sissy, but I do like the idea of serving Miss D... she sounds very authoritative and Miss Honey and I think that I may learn and grow by this experience.
For this two hours I will serve Miss D as I would serve my Mistress, she has total control over me. I have to show how good I am as a slut, how well I am educated by Miss Honey. I have to show Miss D that Miss Honey is the best Mistress and I have to make sure that my Mistress is honored by the way I achieve. Miss Honey says otherwise there will be consequences.
I will submit for two hours to Miss D, on a time we both agree on, within the limits we both agree on, and I have to post a full report of the session on my blog for my Mistress to see if I behaved well. I will have a safeword: red. When I say that word, the session will be over, and I won't get punished for it.
I will serve Miss D as a slut, but without being made into a sissy, no scat, nor blood, or permanent demage or changes to my body that will effect how I look after the session. The rest of my limits are based upon my questionnaire, that Miss Honey ordered me to send to Miss D. For the rest, I have to serve Miss D for that two hours as if I would serve Miss Honey.
I am waiting in anticipation on what will be next. Miss D will focus on making me into the slut that I am even more, but for the rest I don't know what will be my faith. I trust Miss D in giving me a good experience. Miss D, may this slut please serve you for his Mistress' pleasure?
This fantasy is coming true, I guess. Miss Honey has given me for one session of two hours to Miss D. Miss D is a very experienced Domme in educating boys who want to dress like girls, they are called sissy's. I don't desire to be a sissy, but I do like the idea of serving Miss D... she sounds very authoritative and Miss Honey and I think that I may learn and grow by this experience.
For this two hours I will serve Miss D as I would serve my Mistress, she has total control over me. I have to show how good I am as a slut, how well I am educated by Miss Honey. I have to show Miss D that Miss Honey is the best Mistress and I have to make sure that my Mistress is honored by the way I achieve. Miss Honey says otherwise there will be consequences.
I will submit for two hours to Miss D, on a time we both agree on, within the limits we both agree on, and I have to post a full report of the session on my blog for my Mistress to see if I behaved well. I will have a safeword: red. When I say that word, the session will be over, and I won't get punished for it.
I will serve Miss D as a slut, but without being made into a sissy, no scat, nor blood, or permanent demage or changes to my body that will effect how I look after the session. The rest of my limits are based upon my questionnaire, that Miss Honey ordered me to send to Miss D. For the rest, I have to serve Miss D for that two hours as if I would serve Miss Honey.
I am waiting in anticipation on what will be next. Miss D will focus on making me into the slut that I am even more, but for the rest I don't know what will be my faith. I trust Miss D in giving me a good experience. Miss D, may this slut please serve you for his Mistress' pleasure?
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
filled...
When Mistress got to know about my new toys, She inmediately thought of som good way to use them for the first time. She ordered me yesterday evening to use them all, for a total of two hours. Of course she left enough room for interpretation... but I had to keep them in... and one of them was so big... a big brown realistic dildo, bought because I was thrilled by the idea of something like a real cock in my ass... and I took it all... for my Miss Honey in perfect submission.
I wore the three plugs first of all this morning for one hour (I kept one and the same in then for one hour straight). When the time approached that Mistress was comming online, I was getting to the second hour. I had to keep my cock hard for something more that half an hour, because I got no further than that, masturbating in the morning with the plug in. Of course I was naked, and collared. I put a vibrating egg against my plug when it was in and bound my cock with a long cord, so it would swell nicely. And it did.
So with my cock hard, and my plug vibrating away in my ass... I had some agonising minutes to wait until Miss Honey finaly was online... I was hot, literally... could barely hold back... but I did, as always.
Then, Mistress came online and I was thrilled when she accepted my offer to view me on cam. The rest went so smooth and well, and I hope sexy... I took out my third butt plug for my Mistress to see, and then I got to the big dildo. Wow... it was quite intimidating, and Miss Honey made sure in that very special way that I was alright with it going in my ass... and I was, and begged her for it. She, thankfully, allowed me to do it.
It was quite an experience to get this thing in me... it is sooo big it taked your breath away, but not too big that it hurts. I think my ass is just made for this cock. Miss Honey told be to breath and how sexy I looked, and that really helped me. I don't get compliments that often, especially not when having a big cock up my ass and a hard cock for that reason... slutty me.
Mistress told me, and quite right too, that I had to finish it off... she wanted me to cum. I put the cam so that she could see my face and body (my cock and ass just did not fit on the cam...) and I fucked myself and stroked myself and, without being very hard and with just that big dildo in my for a few minutes, I came.... uncontroled... panting, getting half concious, all for Mistress to see. It must have been quite a sight. I licked some of my cum for her to see, as soon as I was alive again (trust me, that took a half a minute).
Mistress asked me if I was allright, and told me that She could fill me with this dildo every day if she wanted to. And that is true, although I think I should give my ass a rest now... as long as my Mistress allows it to rest.
I wore the three plugs first of all this morning for one hour (I kept one and the same in then for one hour straight). When the time approached that Mistress was comming online, I was getting to the second hour. I had to keep my cock hard for something more that half an hour, because I got no further than that, masturbating in the morning with the plug in. Of course I was naked, and collared. I put a vibrating egg against my plug when it was in and bound my cock with a long cord, so it would swell nicely. And it did.
So with my cock hard, and my plug vibrating away in my ass... I had some agonising minutes to wait until Miss Honey finaly was online... I was hot, literally... could barely hold back... but I did, as always.
Then, Mistress came online and I was thrilled when she accepted my offer to view me on cam. The rest went so smooth and well, and I hope sexy... I took out my third butt plug for my Mistress to see, and then I got to the big dildo. Wow... it was quite intimidating, and Miss Honey made sure in that very special way that I was alright with it going in my ass... and I was, and begged her for it. She, thankfully, allowed me to do it.
It was quite an experience to get this thing in me... it is sooo big it taked your breath away, but not too big that it hurts. I think my ass is just made for this cock. Miss Honey told be to breath and how sexy I looked, and that really helped me. I don't get compliments that often, especially not when having a big cock up my ass and a hard cock for that reason... slutty me.
Mistress told me, and quite right too, that I had to finish it off... she wanted me to cum. I put the cam so that she could see my face and body (my cock and ass just did not fit on the cam...) and I fucked myself and stroked myself and, without being very hard and with just that big dildo in my for a few minutes, I came.... uncontroled... panting, getting half concious, all for Mistress to see. It must have been quite a sight. I licked some of my cum for her to see, as soon as I was alive again (trust me, that took a half a minute).
Mistress asked me if I was allright, and told me that She could fill me with this dildo every day if she wanted to. And that is true, although I think I should give my ass a rest now... as long as my Mistress allows it to rest.
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
something new...
Miss Honey: mmmmm.... before my boy can cum again... you will have these inside of you... for a total of 2 hours... and you will be hard at least half that time... you can accomplish this however you want... but you must use all of them
acker: also the big one Mistress?
acker: I will do it Mistress... but just asking
Miss Honey: yes, you will... and read my instructions clearly.
acker: yes Mistress... you mean that the total for all four is 2 hours
acker: and my slutty cock should be hard for one full hour
Miss Honey: yes... only two hours of having them inside you... split it up any way you like my dear... do it all at once or spread it out over a couple days
acker: ah yes I understand Mistress
acker: I think I will be very capable of doing that.. Miss Honey
acker: at least this is why I bought them...
Miss Honey: I think you will too... and I do so love the idea of my boy's pretty bottom filled for me
a good number for my Mistress
Miss Honey knows she has to keep her naughty boy nicely occupied from time to time. Since his birthdayspankings obviously kept him wanting even more, that had to be dealt with right away. So Mistress made a very special task just for her slutty boy... he was going to give himself a spanking yet again... he had to decide on how many spanks he could take by himself... and .... he had to take half of it after his orgasm.
Now that would submission to his Mistress... and it was!
I decided that 25o would be something I could achieve, 125 before cumming, and 125 after I had orgasmed... just for my Mistress.
During this task I was naked of course, with only a collar around my tender neck... as my Mistress likes her slut to be. I laid down on my bed... on a towel, because I knew I had to get naugthy with my cum. I kneeled there on the towel, and masturbated to an edge... well that was achieved in just a split second. I was horny as hell.
I used five implements for the spankings and I gave myself 25 spankings with eacht and every implement on my thighs and as, trying deliver it equally on ass and thighs. I used a plastic spetula, a leather belt, a wooden spoon, my hand(s), and a small cane... and I made sure that all were stinging.
Of course the different implements stung differently... the cane delivering the most sharp pain with the smalles effort... my hands stung more than I felt my thighs and ass sting as I hit myself, but that was a nice experience of the pain a Dominant can recieve when spanking her sub.
125 was achieved... I was red... it did sting... and I did wonder how I could take another round of these delilishly good implements... I knew I would take it for my Mistress Miss Honey...
I then had to cum for my Mistress... I so much like to cum and kneel up on my knees... it is very hard not to move when you get to that orgasm and I think it is a very powerful submission when a sub sits on his knees in front of his Mistress, but he has to keep his posture while masturbating to an orgasm... the moans and the face tell all... but the body has to stay tense and straight...
I also added a little something new for Mistress... I bought a set of three butt plugs and a dildo (a real imitation of a cock... don't know why I bought it now I had it in my hands...) and I put one of the plugs in... it was tight to get it in, but it felt great.
My orgasm was so good, I even moaned... I am not that noisy usually when taking either pleasure or pain. But I was now. I came all in my hand, looked at it with a certain hesitance ... feeling a little less submissive for a dozen of seconds... but I took the cum and smeared it all over my thighs and ass...
I was laying there... as a slut... warm ass, tingling thighs, smeared with cum, collar on... and I just drifted away there... in perfect submission.
I really had to make myself get up again for my second round... and I all took it for Miss Honey. Yes this was real submission, yes it was more stingy than before, but it was still a pleasure.
I thinkt that if I had to take more, I would have had to stop sooner or later. Especially my thighs hurt... tingling... feeling very sensative, as they still do. I know my ass can take more, as I once bruised it badly with the cane and the belt... that bruises took some week or two to dissapear. I can keep hitting myself back there, so it is good to set a limit on that also.
I don't feel now that I want to be spanked more... today. My thighs would need a rest for some time for sure. Even touching stings. But I feel this was such a good experience, of submission to Miss Honey, of pleasure, sluttyness, and good pain.
Thank you Mistress... any time again (but not on my thighs for now please... Mistress). Afterwars I talked to Miss Honey a bit, I had to pee, and I could still cum... I am such a horny boy.
Monday, August 4, 2008
Half & Half
I think you need a few more spankings dear... let us see if we can get you to say... enough... or maybe my naughty boy will continue to say more please.
When you reply to this here you will offer a number. If the number pleases me that will be number of spankings you will take for me. If I don't think it is enough to really push you to that point of all you can take... I will double it.
When I am satisfyed with the number of spankings my boy will offer to me, endure for me you will strip and edge, stroking your pretty cock. When that edge is reached you will self administer half of those spankings to your ass and your inner thighs. You may use anything you want to but I want them to all sting... each and every one. First half finished you will stroke your cock until you cum into your hand. You will rub that precious and sticky sweet offering on all those surfaces that sting. Then you will wait 15 minutes for that flush of orgasm to fade a bit and finish the other half of the spankings.
I do wonder... which will be more intense, sweeter, pleasureable? It is in all of this, that I will be pleased. This is not a task designed simply to allow you to cum, but rather to allow you to offer me all of your submission. The pain to be allowed to orgasm, but then as well the pain offered for nothing more than my pleasure.
Mistress
When you reply to this here you will offer a number. If the number pleases me that will be number of spankings you will take for me. If I don't think it is enough to really push you to that point of all you can take... I will double it.
When I am satisfyed with the number of spankings my boy will offer to me, endure for me you will strip and edge, stroking your pretty cock. When that edge is reached you will self administer half of those spankings to your ass and your inner thighs. You may use anything you want to but I want them to all sting... each and every one. First half finished you will stroke your cock until you cum into your hand. You will rub that precious and sticky sweet offering on all those surfaces that sting. Then you will wait 15 minutes for that flush of orgasm to fade a bit and finish the other half of the spankings.
I do wonder... which will be more intense, sweeter, pleasureable? It is in all of this, that I will be pleased. This is not a task designed simply to allow you to cum, but rather to allow you to offer me all of your submission. The pain to be allowed to orgasm, but then as well the pain offered for nothing more than my pleasure.
Mistress
hot boy
Now I am home, I realise how hot and bothered I really am. Mistress' boy is all charged... even when he was allowed to cum after his spanking. That spanking is probably the way in which I got so excited, however. I can't get enough of it.
Anyway, when Mistress asked me if I had done my questionnaire for the new site already, I said that I was about to do that. So she gave me the instruction to redo the questionnaire kneeling, with my collar on while stroking my cock. It was quite an interesting thing to experience because the task needed some concentration and that did not go very well together with an erection. But I managed to post it anyhow.
Afterwards I was allowed to cum. I took the same spoon I had used that morning and spanked my ass while stroking my cock. I almost came instantly there... shooting all over the place. It was such a good cum. It is now clear to me that these spankings are doing something for me really.
Thank you Mistress.
Anyway, when Mistress asked me if I had done my questionnaire for the new site already, I said that I was about to do that. So she gave me the instruction to redo the questionnaire kneeling, with my collar on while stroking my cock. It was quite an interesting thing to experience because the task needed some concentration and that did not go very well together with an erection. But I managed to post it anyhow.
Afterwards I was allowed to cum. I took the same spoon I had used that morning and spanked my ass while stroking my cock. I almost came instantly there... shooting all over the place. It was such a good cum. It is now clear to me that these spankings are doing something for me really.
Thank you Mistress.
Sunday, August 3, 2008
What a spanking
My Mistress has been so lovely by giving me a birthday spanking at my return home.. I missed her so much and it does feel good to talk te her again and to be under her control in a more direct way. Begging her to be allowed to orgasm when on vacation works quite nice for both of us... it keeps me hot and bothered for her, just as she likes it. But I do prefer the feeling of submissiveness in the way that Miss Honey can post a task at essentially every moment of the day for me to carry out. Is that not the control I seek? Is that not what every boy should need, a Mistress to attend to his needs, to be able to beg his Mistress to be allowed to cum?
These birthday spankings were just wonderful. I kneeled in the living room this morning. Naked and collared with a large wooden spoon. I had to take 72 spankings and applied them equally on my inner thighs and bottom. I must say, and this happens with every spanking I take, that the first dozen or two are not that good... but after a while I really get going. I really wonder where I could end up with a spanking like that. It is scaring me a bit and it is good that I have Miss Honey to make sure I keep it safe and sane. However, there is so much to explore for me in this spankings. It gets me hot, hotter, hottest when the spanks get harder and the numbers gets higher. I am still horny from the wonderful feeling of this spanking, especially in my bottom... and I even was allowed to cum afterwards.
Right after the spankings I took two pictures of the result. I like the wooden spoon, because it hits quite hard at the centre and delivers an effective blow that bruises the skin quite nicely.
My orgasm was huge, especially in its amount of cum. It kept coming out like there was no end to it. Now I am under Mistress' control I safe my cum for these precious moments for her and that shows in the quantity and quality: thick, white cum. I hate to lick it up, especially just after the orgasm. It is at the lowest point of your sexual drive, so it may be seen as the greatest act of submission. And therefor I like it. Of course, I licked it all from the floor... as a good obedient pet for Mistress. I do not like the taste when I lick it, but I do like it how the taste somehow stays in my mouth very faintly for the rest of the day no matter what you do to get rid of it (not that I do, although I check my breath.. lol). It is a lovely creamy taste, just a good reminder and so effective to get boys ready for the next round.
Unfortunately, the picture of my thighs did not show the marks that well... although there is a nice one definately lasting...
Thank you Mistress!
Saturday, August 2, 2008
A Welcome Home
My darling boy is home for a while. And I thought to welcome you with a bit of a birthday spanking.
Two for every year... and three for every day you were gone and I missed you. Such a naughty boy leaving your Mistress. ;) You will split all these lovely smacks equally between you pretty ass and those tender inner thighs. You may use anything you want, but know I want to see at least two pictures here of all the lovely marks.
You will strip naked except for your belt collar and kneel for all of these and will only touch your sweet little cock when the last sting has been felt. And then my dearest boy you will stroke until you cum... onto the floor where you will lick it all up like I love you to do.
I missed you so... missed you kneeling for me, missed my boy's perfect submission. Welcome home darling.
Mistress Honey
Two for every year... and three for every day you were gone and I missed you. Such a naughty boy leaving your Mistress. ;) You will split all these lovely smacks equally between you pretty ass and those tender inner thighs. You may use anything you want, but know I want to see at least two pictures here of all the lovely marks.
You will strip naked except for your belt collar and kneel for all of these and will only touch your sweet little cock when the last sting has been felt. And then my dearest boy you will stroke until you cum... onto the floor where you will lick it all up like I love you to do.
I missed you so... missed you kneeling for me, missed my boy's perfect submission. Welcome home darling.
Mistress Honey
Friday, August 1, 2008
Birthday Begging
Here is the begging my sweet boy did to get his birthday treat...
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My dearest Mistress, today is your boy's birthday Mistress. I beg you to be allowed to cum today for this special occasion. In return I offer you to celebrate this together on Sunday .. The way you wish... I guess there could be more than a birthday spanking.. I would be so happy to do this for you and longing to You. Miss you so.. X
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Happy Birthday my sweetest boy. You cum today for this special occasion. But you will wear a collar (if you didn't bring one from home... improvise). And yes... we will share something fun on Sunday when you are back... love the ideas of birthday spankings... everywhere on that pretty pale skin...
Honey
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Oh Mistress this is such a lovely present that you give to me. I will so much enjoy it. Of course I brought my collar with me ane your boy will wear it while> stroking his naughty cock. I look forward to all i can do for you on Sunday.
Love, Your boy
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mmmmmm.... picturing my sweet boy in his collar on his knees for me. Such a good and naughty boy. Miss you. Honey
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It was yummie indeed Mistress. Such a good cum.. I even licked some of it for you, should have spilled it over my birthday cake perhaps ;) i will be there for you tomorrow again. Your boy cant wait.. XX
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My dearest Mistress, today is your boy's birthday Mistress. I beg you to be allowed to cum today for this special occasion. In return I offer you to celebrate this together on Sunday .. The way you wish... I guess there could be more than a birthday spanking.. I would be so happy to do this for you and longing to You. Miss you so.. X
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Happy Birthday my sweetest boy. You cum today for this special occasion. But you will wear a collar (if you didn't bring one from home... improvise). And yes... we will share something fun on Sunday when you are back... love the ideas of birthday spankings... everywhere on that pretty pale skin...
Honey
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Oh Mistress this is such a lovely present that you give to me. I will so much enjoy it. Of course I brought my collar with me ane your boy will wear it while> stroking his naughty cock. I look forward to all i can do for you on Sunday.
Love, Your boy
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mmmmmm.... picturing my sweet boy in his collar on his knees for me. Such a good and naughty boy. Miss you. Honey
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It was yummie indeed Mistress. Such a good cum.. I even licked some of it for you, should have spilled it over my birthday cake perhaps ;) i will be there for you tomorrow again. Your boy cant wait.. XX
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