My boy Begging by Email

My sweet naughty boy is on vacation with no computer access. But he does have a phone that sends and recieves emails... so if he wants to play with his little cock he will have to beg me that way. Here is the first of the begs (which he knew before it was sent I would be posting), and only two days into vacation. Such a hot and horny boy, good thing I love that about him.

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Hi Mistress, your slut has arrived safe and sound. I hope all is well with you. Please know that you are in my thouhts and heart. My last cum has been sm great that I feel relaxed about that. I think that a begging letter will be inevitable however... Your slut is so easily aroused... Give marie a kiss and two for you.. Your feet maybe? Xxoo your boy

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my sweet boy,

I am so happy you are all safe and sound and I love that you are thinking of me my dear boy. I gave marie your kiss, she misses you too. I look forward to your first begging email...mmmm... I do like it when you beg for all that you want to do to please me. Do be a very good boy for me. I know you will make me proud always.

Honey

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Mistress, thank you so much for your lovely reply to my mail. I jumped when i read it.. And my little cock jumped too for you. Now your boy cannot hold it much longer Miss.. I feel so hot and horny right here. Your slutboy begs his Mistress to be allowed to spill his cum in the toilet by humping his cock between the lid and the seat of the bowl. Of course your boy will be a good one
by cleaning the bowl first. Is your slut allowed to do this for you, please? I am all hard and ready here for you. X

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Yes... you may. Be very naughty for me darling. I am posting this to my boy's blog so he will remember how he loves to beg me.

Mistress

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Oh thank you so much Mistress. My orgasm was very good today. It was quite difficult to achieve but all so lovely when it hit me. I am very grateful to you for it. Hope everything is good over there. X your boy

In red and ready

Miss Honey always tries to please her submissives by letting them explore what they want and seek, and guiding the exploration makes this special for her also. Of course she has all kinds of kinky things that bring her pleasure..., for example a boy like me in sexy panties.

As soon as I admitted that the idea of wearing panties excited me, there was no way back. Mistress is so excellent in taking your hand and using her authority (yes... she is the boss) to give you the experience we both seek. So the orders were given, and I thought for one moment about what I had gotten myself into... buying woman's panties in a shop while saying to the assistant "These are for my Honey"...

But I did. I wanted the panties to be red, I don't know why. Maybe because the color matched my skin the moment I bought the panties. I felt my heart pounding, my adrenaline rushing, I wanted to run away from the shop... but I did not. I told the assistent that it was for my Honey... and she just smiled and asked if it was the right size. I responded that I thought it was and I was free to go.

Succeeding in this part of the task was so good to me. Standing there outside of the shop I could have screamed at the top of my lungs. Now I had the panties my Mistress would deserve to wear, and I could only wish to wear for her. When I went home I unpacked the panties and laid them down on my bed. The fabric felt so delecate and they looked so small, I thought they would never fit.

When Miss Honey came online in the early morning for her, I went straight to her by offering myself to her as I always have to do when I start a conversation. I told her that I was in my white underwear and collar on my bed and that I had bought the panties for her. She did the wonderful thing of ordering me to beg for what was about to come. And I did...

My Mistress then allowed me to get naked and put the panties on. I was so ready, my cock was hard, my blood was rushing through my body... yes I wanted this... my Mistress knew what I wanted. When I got the panties on, they felt so good. I never felt something like that before. They fitted perfectly, except for my cock and balls that came out at the front.

I made took a picture for Miss Honey. And she liked it... :) I was so glad then.



I kept stroking my cock through the fabric. Thinking that it might succeed this time, I offered Miss Honey to see me finishing the task for her on cam. And it was such a pleasure for both of us to get it working... what an experience I had then.

acker (23-7-2008 17:05:35): you just tell me what to do Mistress...
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:06:14): pull them down in the front now... pull your pretty little cock out
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:06:54): that looks very sexy... that red silk on you
acker (23-7-2008 17:07:15): thank you... it feels sexy also and slutty Mistress....
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:07:35): naughty boy...
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:07:50): stroke it for me
acker (23-7-2008 17:07:51): yes.. your naughty boy..
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:08:17): you may use lube if you want
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:08:26): or lotion
acker (23-7-2008 17:08:58): thank you.. but I don't usually use lube only sometimes....
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:09:03): ok
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:09:26): there is my sexy boy...
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:09:31): love you collared for me
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:09:39): cock in your hand
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:10:01): panties on...
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:10:33): I want you to cum for me... when you are ready
acker (23-7-2008 17:11:00): yes Mistress... thank you for your generosity...
acker (23-7-2008 17:12:02): may take awhile still...
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:12:13): take all the time you need...
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:12:37): I like watching
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:13:51): so sexy... so naughty
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:14:32): my slutty boy toy... just wish I was there to hear you moan... beg
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:14:59): put you over my knee... spank you before I let you cum...
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:15:29): fuck that pretty ass while you wear those panties you bought for me
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:16:11): bind you up... use my boy... for my pleasure

Here the orgasm happened

Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:17:15): mmmmm
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:17:21): that is my boy
acker (23-7-2008 17:17:36): thank you Mistress...
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:17:43): thank you
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:17:54): you were exquisitely sexy
acker (23-7-2008 17:18:08): thanx really
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:18:18): you ok?
acker (23-7-2008 17:18:30): yes... just a bit messy here
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:18:36): yes... that happens
acker (23-7-2008 17:18:39):
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:18:42): go clean up
acker (23-7-2008 17:18:51): yes... thank you
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:19:50): oh... and you will wear those panties for me.... for the rest of the day
acker (23-7-2008 17:20:19): yes Mistress.... I will
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:20:28): good boy

Miss Honey's words brought me to an orgasm. For her. It was another kind of pleasure. I was much more concentrated on what I did for her, than I was on my own orgasm. It still was good but my orgasm was of lesser importance than my Mistress watching me far away behind her computer. The task was perfect for my second orgasm on cam for Miss Honey (the first one was not a great succes because Miss Honey could not see it happen).

It was a very good experience. Yes, I did like to wear the panties all day. And I did so much like performing for my Mistress.

Thank you Miss Honey. I know you liked it and I treasure that so much.

Panties

I keep telling my Mistress that I wear panties, but I actually mean normal boy's underwear. Miss Honey really likes men in sexy panties, true girls panties. And she has allowed me to buy a pair for her.

When I have chosen a nice pair of panties, I will tell when I pay for them "These are for my Honey" so I would know what I mean but it would look perfectly normal to others.

Home I will strip, put on the panties and rub myself to erection through them. A picture of that should be send to Miss Honey and then I am allowed to cum with the panties on.

This pet is very grateful for the task.

Miss Honey's cumslut

The days since Miss Honey took control over my orgasms are different than before. My orgasms are different than before. I have always took my pleasure when I wanted to, like I wanted to. But this has changed.

Besides that this is such a deep mutual experience, it also has made very clear to me how important it is to share in the pleasure that one can give and recieve. I am truly grateful that I am allowed to be Miss Honey's cumslut, to cum for her as she wishes, like she wishes.

Although I have the possibility to cum whenever I need, unless otherwise ordered by my Mistress, I have felt that urge not a moment since I was taken by Miss Honey. She keeps me perfectly satisfied, perfectly horny and aroused at the same time. Ready to serve her anytime.

I have been through some tasks that looked easy at first, but I came to know that this slut has still ways to go and to expand his limits. And I am more than willing to go further on that journey. Only hoping that it can be not as just a cumslut, but as Miss Honey's cumslut.

The final hours

On Sunday I had to finish my last two tasks. I had planned to do one task a day, but you can imagine that this plan was not working. Why? Mainly because my setback with the last task that I had to finish on Saturday... I was so thankful that Marie helped me with this so I kept going on this one and that I did not skip it right away.

So the last two tasks were due on one day. I started with the one hour masturbating and edging. This was a hard task for me, especially because I thought I could never make it. I tried to start it a few times during the week but I just never succeeded more than ten minutes before the urge to orgasm overwhelmed me and I just stopped right away to avoid worse...

So I started this one, naked, kneeling on the floor, collared, and with yesterdays panties in my mouth to muffle anything that would come out of it. Just to be sure... And I started. After five minutes, that seemed to be as long as fifteen minutes, I was already breathing hard, sweating, at the edge... and I had to hold back seriously. I thought I could never make it.

At these difficult times I looked outside out of the window and to the blue skye, the clouds and a tree standing there. And that made it possible to think about something else and to envision that I did this for Miss Honey... and I overcame all those edges.. And Miss Honey came online luckily after a while. And she was so kind to help me with the task, getting back on me once in a while.

Time flew, like it always does when I talk with my Mistress. So when only five minutes were left, I tried to make it more special and to get the pressure up. I did. In the last minute I could simply not hold it any longer... I desparately tried, but failed. Just when my Mistress asked me the most sexy question... to make the edging even better.

I told Mistress right away. She was displeased, for sure.. But she understood that I tried my best and that it was not a deliberate orgasm that I wanted to happen. So the only consequence was that I had to stand in the corner counting to 60, which I did. And I was so grateful about this because I know that she could have easily decided otherwise.

Dear Mistress, thank you.

The second task that I did this day was also the last one of my 5 ordeals. I had to use verious implements to give myself one smack per minute as hard as I could. I used three different implements, two flat ones (one being a wooden spoon) and a short cane... I split the 60 swats in three and I gave myself 20 with each.



The first 20 were given on my inner thighs with the white spatula. They were hurting for sure... especially (like all the swats) because they had plenty of time to sink in. This really made me think about the reason of my submission. But I mostly enjoyed it. I did this because I enjoy it and because Miss Honey enjoys it. And that it is this mutual enjoyment that makes us both happy. That is D/s for me (lots more, I guess...).

The second series I used the spoon (it hurts more because it does not have a flat surface, so all the force is concentrated) and the third series was with the cane on my ass. I so like this little stick... It does not really hurt me when I swing it the right force, but it just feels sooo good. Especially when it sinks in like it did. Wow.

Of course I count all swats and after one minute I asked for another, as if my Mistress was there. When I was finished, there sure were some nice marks, especially from the cane.



Later on I came very powerful with a picture of Miss Honeys feet on my screen in front of me. I even licked some of the cum from my belly. Thank you Mistress!

speechless and blind

Part 1
Yesterday I have been gagged and blindfolded for my Mistress. And I have failed to reach the one hour target since I have only been able to stay like this for 38 minutes. As a consequence, I have not found myself ready for an orgasm. So no full hour, and no orgasm.

I tried hard, but maybe not hard enough. The gag was killing me since all that saliva was drooling down and back into my throat without me being able to handle that well enough. It was sexy to do, and it feeled very with all the spit dripping down on my cock.



I kneeled there on the floor in pure submission and I thought about Miss Honey and how grateful I was to be able to do this for her. But then I just coughed up and I had to remove my gag. I tried it again later on, but only succeeded for some more minutes.

I think that I do not particulary like gags.. well at some point I do, but not for such a long period of time. As a result I decided that the orgasm was not allowed because the full hour was not achieved. I hope my Mistress agrees with me... otherwise I will face her judgement.

The picture is another one from yesterday, to make up for the failure today to take any.

Part 2
Marie helped me to overcome the difficulties to take this task to an end. Her reply made me able to recognise what I was doing it for, for our belovered Miss Honey. And marie also gave me a way out. I may have given myself something unbearable to do at first. But I really did not want to give up. So I made it to the hour... wonderful orgasm!

Helpless

Yesterday I have been in bondage for Miss Honey for a total of one hour... and I did not took it easy on myself. The main bondage was a strap around my legs and my waist that kept me in kneeling position for the entire time. My legs were bound together and my upper legs were bound to my lower legs. That bondage was fastened then again to my waist (or just below my waist) so that it could not slip off my legs. I could sit straight with my upper body, but kneeling was the only thing I could do.

I had also bound my arms in a way that I could slip them on my back easily and back to the front. I think the picture shows nicely how I had them when they were on my back. Of course the rope was very loose and I could easily escape from it. But the idea of bondage is sometimes more powerful than the bondage itself, at least that is what I have discovered. Of course the fact that I was submitting to Miss Honey added to this feeling. I also had my leather collar fastened around my neck with a heavy metal chain on it.

So I was leashed, bound and helpless for about 20 minutes when I decided (after taking some pictures... yes my cam has a time mechanism ;) ) to talk to her on IM. She said how sexy I was offering this to her and we talked some more. She also asked me where the chain was attached to. Since it was not, Mistress ordered me to hold the chain in my mouth.. quite a challenge against drooling.. I offered to cum for her later on while asking permission. But then I was disturbed and had to get out of the bondage and into my clothes... unfortunately.

I hate it when I get disturbed in this play, but it can happen.. and Miss Honey was so nice to me! She totally understood and was very caring.

When I could get back into bondage a few hours later, Miss Honey was still online and allowed me to finish the rest of the hour (there was still half an hour to go). That was so kind, because she easily could have ordered me to do it longer.. and I would have done so. I had put the chain back in my mouth, what not only caused my jaw to hurt a little but also gave a bad taste of iron in my mouth. She said that I only had to take that 5 more minutes.. but I offered her to keep it for the rest of the hour like she had ordered me to.. But I knew that she was caring about me right at that moment as she is always. And that made me so happy in my helplessness...

We talked a little over time, and before I knew time was up. She asked me then if I was ready to cum.. and boy I was. No time needed to recover. Mistress allowed me to take the chain out of my mouth (that can hurt.. not much) and to unbind my arms.. she also checked with me if everything was allright with her slutboy. Yes, she is such a caring and loving dominant and person and keeps a lot of attention to aftercare.

I slipped from my bed to the floor. Bound on my knees. Collared. Chained. Getting hard for Miss Honey while she soothed me with her loving, caring, naughty words. Here is what I like about being in this position, performing for my Mistress.. keeping my posture perfectly straight. Chest out, kneeling, proud for my Mistress. Oh yes.. my face shows that I am horny, my mouth opens a little and produces soft moans.. but I have to keep my posture .. for my Mistress. I did all the time, only once I gave in to the urge to bow because pleasure overwhelmed me.

And I could orgasm... unless I catched my sperm with my had, cupped under my cock. And I obeyed. What else could I have done? Desperate to cum, willing to serve.. but it reduced my orgasm I think.. somehow I tried to keep back hoping that I would have less sperm to lick :)
Stupid boy.. there was plenty of it, thick, white, warm cum. And I licked it all. And oh my... I liked it. The flavor was not as bad as I thought. How come? Well.. I did it for Miss Honey... that's it!

Sitting there...

This morning I was very eager to start my five tasks for Miss Honey. So I took a shower and cleaned myself and a large green bottle... why that? I thought that the idea of sitting on a green bottle (and you know what sitting means here...) would be interesting. I saw it once on the net, although it was a slavegirl sitting on a champaign bottle, slowely fucking it. So I thought I could do Miss Honey a favour by resting my ass on the bottle (the top of it or course...), slowely letting myself to slide down over it ... After all, I had all the time in the world.

So I oiled myself and the bottle up to and I let it slide in... knewing that I had to sit there, on the floor... kneeling for an hour with the top of a bottle in my ass, trying to stay balanced and focused for my Mistress. When everything was ready, I sat on top of the bottle and put it in with all the care needed. I positioned myself kneeling in front of my bed. And I can say that I had to lay my head down to the bed for a few times, especially to the end, when it was hard to hold the position.



There I kneeled for an hour with the bottle inside me, sliding its way into me, opening me up. Of course I have been careful not to push myself down and to keep it not further in than my ass would. At a certain moment I feeled so humiliated, when I looked down and saw that I clearly had not been entirely clean inside and that a tiny bit slipped into the bottle and was now resting in the bottle at the bottom... I had been practically shitted into the bottle, without knowing it, without having control over it... I don't like this at all, but the humiliation counted in experience.

I felt that I slowely engulfed the bottle till the moment that I was fully streched.. and that felt good, especially when I pressed my prostate against the bottle inside.. my cock became hard and dripping. The last ten minutes were the hardest. I was very exited and I nearly could not hold back and hold the position. But I did because I knew I had to make the hour to obey Miss Honey and could not orgasm earlier.. Just before the last minutes I had to stand up, with the bottle in my ass to close the window to make sure nobody could hear my breath and muffled cries of denial.

When time was up, I lifted myself from the bottle and stuck my dildo in my ass... this was all I practically needed... and I came, before even having stroked my cock to an erection. After that I just had to lay down on my bed, collar still on, with my ass open from all the abuse, and I drifted off for a while thinking about Miss Honey and how good my submission felt at these moments.. It was pure passion I felt right there.. and it certainly lasted for about five minutes, maybe longer.. I don't even remember the time I spend there, laying back... it was so good. And afterwards I had a little cleaning to do, beginning with the bottle :(

I think that what I did today was very naughty.. but I hope it will please my Mistress because she now knows how naughty I can get...

1 Hour…

I am allowing you 5 orgasms between now and Sunday, 7/20, at midnight your time… no more… no less. But you will have to do something to earn them and I expect these all to be completed. Once you have done the one hour of what I ask you have 1 additional hour to masturbate and orgasm any way you want. You may incorporate what you did for me into that play or not, your choice. I will expect pictures (if possible and appropriate) and a complete report after each and every orgasm. You only get these five but you must do all five so use them as your life permits and please me with your naughty self.

You will…

Spend one hour with anything you chose filling My slutty boy’s ass. Get creative, get naughty… please me. Be safe and Sane always.

Spend one hour blindfolded and gagged (simultaneously).

Spend one hour masturbating and edging. You will get as close as you can as long as you can. When the hour is up cum for me my boy.

Spend one hour taking 60 smacks as hard as you are able. Yes, one a minute. Get out any and all items that you think would please me to use on My boy’s sweet body. You can take them anywhere you want on your body, but I want a complete report.

Spend one hour bound in anyway you believe will please me. Take care with your circulation, you are there I am here… always be safe.

Mistress Honey

Bound to cum

When Miss Honey logged on this morning, I thought it would be a good idea to give her a present. It seems, however, that she is an expert in returning the present... well we both had fun.

I tied my cock and balls with a small string that I use for that more often (can steel feel the tie a bit...) and I quickly got to Miss Honey with my introduction to her. She has me present myself everytime I want to speak to her. I have to say something like: "Goodmorning Miss Honey, your slut is ready for you with his cock and balls bound and his leather collar on". Quite a submissive thing to do... At first it felt awkward to start a conversation like this. But it does bring me in the right mood now... I have to be submissive if I am in her presence (which does not mean that we do not have friendly conversations... I do like that change sometimes). But let's just say my Mistress keeps authority over me, luckily..

So I was sitting there, with my cock and balls bound... and my collar on. And Mistress and I chatted for a bit about her work day, and how I was... and then she asked me (well.. told) to stroke my cock to erection. Not much needed for that, for sure. It was roch hard, and it started to ache a little, a little more.

And then, out of the blue, she asked me if I wanted to cum. I replied that I would when she would let me. And she did! She guided me towards a big cum, saying "cum for me baby boy"... well that just got me over the edge right away.. For her, right there and then.. Could it be more submissive like I was there?

I felt like being her boy indeed... her playting... a little entertainment for the morning. I like being used for her entertainment, whenever she asks, whenever I can.

acker

For Her only...

Today I have been released from my agonising ordeal that began last wednesday. My Mistress decided, correctly as always, to give me a reminder not to touch myself when she has explicitly spoken against it. Even if this naughty boy can't really help that he touches himself in his sleep, because that is what naughty, slutty boys do, this still needs a correction. Does he wants to touch himself? Well, he will touch himself then for 36 hours.

It was a shock. Miss Honey told me to expect something. Nothing big... but I thought this was. And it has been... Not the time has been the main factor, but the growth that I experienced as a submissive throughout these days. The way Miss Honey gave me this reminder through IM was very meaningful to me. She lectured me, and I had to ask for it... and I could do nothing else than accept the ordeal.

Of course I have asked Miss Honey why I had to go through this, but only a day later, when I did not succeed to get forward and found the touching extremely boring... She answered that it might indeed be boring, but that it was very meaningful to her because me touching my cock would not be meaningful for her... and I did, so my lesson would be that I just should do something not so meaningful to me for Her.

After this, I felt more at ease, more accepting the task. But it still was hard. Both conversations with Miss Honey and marie got me over it and help me to keep going. Also the little treats that Miss Honey allowed me to, like spanking my ass with a leather belt with substracting one minute for every whack... I took 90, or writing her a naughty story with substracting one minute for every ten words.

Oh, she had me onder her command. I did not cum. I did not dare to cum before the time was up. This is amazing, but it is just true that her dominance makes it possible for me to do this. I was teased, I was on the edge several times, but I was denied...

And today came the day that I was allowed to cum again. I saw Miss Honey on when she was just awake, and I gave myself to her... I invited her to view my webcam... and although the pictures were not, I was floating throughout it. I did everything she had asked from me. I never felt so alive... chained...trembling for her.... getting hard for her.... spank myself for her....and.... cumming for her. All over the story that I wrote for my Mistress..

It was lots of cum... it was lots of joy afterwards. I felt the feelings just rush over me. I had to take sometime off, to relax, feeling all dizzy.

I know Mistress liked it. And I know I did...

Cumming to the End of the 36 Hours

My dearest naughty boy,

We have been chatting online through all of this and I know it has been a struggle for you. I know you considered the 36 hours such a very long time. And were worried about being bored just holding that little cock all that time. But I think we kept you busy with little things that I decided would count towards your time.

So now... it is time to address how my boy will cum once his 36 hours is up as that will be here very soon.

When your 36 hours is up and you are ready to again play for my pleasure put the chain around your neck as you have been chained to me for the last few days in this reminder to do what I say. You will print out the story you wrote for me, that took time off all those hours. And you will get the belt you smacked that pretty ass with that took time off all those hours. Place a towel on the floor, kneel on it.

I want you to read the wonderful story you offered to me, while simply holding that pretty little cock of yours as you have had to do for so long for me. I found this story so very arousing and a wonderful idea of submission. When you have finished reading you will put the story on the floor between your knees and then you will stroke yourself to erection. Now you will give yourself three hard smacks with the belt, one on each ass cheek, and one on your cock (not so hard that lose your erection, just enough to sting.) This is all symbolic of all you offered to in the last few days as you accepted what I had given to you.

Then my sweet boy it is time for you to cum for me. And you will kneeling there for me, chained by your submission to me. Kneeling with that story of submission you offered to me there with you, ass and cock sore from the pain you offered to me. When you cum you will do so on those papers between your knees. When you have finished, take some time, still kneeling to think quietly about all you did for me since we chatted and I gave these 36 hours to you.

When you are ready, you are to stand, remove the chain from your neck. Pick up those cum covered papers and destroy them. Tear them up and flush them away down your toilet... or take the pieces outside and bury them, or take the pieces to an outside trash bin. The point of this is not to destroy your words... those I have still here on my computer. But that now this is done... and you have finished all I asked of you. All is forgiven, all is good again and we will move forward in what we both desire. Your submission to me, my dominance over you and all the lovely pleasure that we will share.

I am so pleased and proud of you my dear sweet boy.

Mistress Honey

36 hours

I have to be reminded of not touching myself, when Miss Honey instructs me not to. I did touch myself three times during the night, while I was not permitted to so.

As a reminder of my Mistress' authority, I have to touch my cock for 36 hours before I will be permitted to cum again. I may substract the time since I last had an orgasm (35 hours, for every hour 2 minutes) so: 70 minutes. Yes my Mistress is very generous, because I have been such a good boy during my latest task for her.

Miss Honey: now... remind me why you are coming to me now
acker: Miss Honey, I am coming to you because I touched my naughty little cock while you have been explicit in your order not to touch my cock in any way...until I had finished your task
acker: and this need to be adressed Mistress
acker: needs
Miss Honey: yes it does
acker: thank you Mistress
acker: I am sure your judgement will be right
Miss Honey: anything you would like me to consider before I decide what to do?
acker: Mistress, only that my intention was to please you, it always has, and it always will be.
Miss Honey: yes... I know that
acker: thank you
Miss Honey: anything else?
acker: no Mistress, that is all.
acker: unless you want me to give a reason Mistress
Miss Honey: a reason why you couldn't do as I said... yes... lets hear that
acker: Mistress, at night I was asleep... and you know how naughty little boy-sluts like me are when they are asleep
acker: they are constatly thinking of one thing only, and that is their slutty cocks Mistress
acker: so it is like a nature to this slut to touch his cock at night
acker: and I touched my cock in the shower Mistress, to get to the edge so I could cum for you, being naughty and hump the wall, thinking of you Mistress
acker: when I would not have done that, I would not have been able to cum for you Mistress.
acker: but I was determined to cum from humping the wall, all I needed was a little help Mistress... to be a good slutty boy for you...
acker: that are two reasons I can give you Miss Honey
Miss Honey: is that all?
acker: yes Mistress, that is all
Miss Honey: nicely stated
acker: thank you so much Mistress
Miss Honey: so... here is what I want from you...
acker: yes Mistress?
Miss Honey: before you are allowed to cum again...
acker: awww... Mistress?
Miss Honey: you will hold your cock for 36 hours...
Miss Honey: keep a log with you
acker: yes Mistress... that is something big...
Miss Honey: during the day counts... if your hand is on your pants
Miss Honey: over your cock
Miss Honey: night counts as well
acker: ah thank you Mistress
Miss Honey: sleeping is fine... but if you count that... you will need to bind your hand to your cock with some soft wrapping
acker: I understand that..
Miss Honey: if you can't keep your hands off when I tell you to..
Miss Honey: maybe holding it for this long before you can cum again will make you think next time
Miss Honey: I would have been fine with the shower... I understand you needed to do that to cum to please me...
Miss Honey: but inbetween
Miss Honey: there in your bed...
acker: it is a very long time Mistress... I am not sure I can take it that long... but I have the will to fullfil this
Miss Honey: no don't like that
acker: yes Mistress... I understand Mistress, I was a naughty boy, very slutty and naughty
acker: and you are right to be strict in your judgement Mistress
acker: thank you for that Mistress

Do I feel unhappy about this task? No I don't, because it pleased my Mistress and I know that any difficulty can always be discussed... I feel safe with her... but I know that the total time of 34 hours and 50 minutes will be very hard. And I feel that it will be possible that I fail. At the other hand I will do my best to find a way to succeed. Not for being allowed to cum, but for pleasing Miss Honey.

I am grateful that I have come so long already.

Cum to the wall...

When I came home after a long day of work monday, I checked my blog here and found this incredible post by my Mistress that just made my imagination floating. I know that the task stated that I could not read further when I was not ready to do everything that Miss Honey would ask of me... curiosity kills the cat.

So partly because Miss Honey said it would only involve playing with my little cock, and partly because I was just curious... I have read further than the picture of my collar. And then it was that I realised the task... especially playing in the shower... was just not possible... and that I had be disobedient to my Mistress. All sorts of things went through my head, from not telling her, to telling her lies, to telling her the truth... which was what I did. I send Mistress an e-mail telling her that I was so sorry, but that I would leave further consequences in her hands. And then she came back to me right away on IM and asked me questions about it. I ended up being not allowed to touch my cock at all until I finished the task next morning. I was so happy with Miss Honey's judgement. I know she had a terrible busy day at work and that she just was there for me still, and did not make an uninformed decision, but a careful one... that is how great she truly is.

Of course this was hard for me... awake I could refrain myself from touching barely... but I did and I thought that by going to sleep soon, I would not have to worry about it. But, alas, this boy is such a horny little slut, that he is thinking about his hard cock even asleep. I woke up three times, all three times catching myself with one of my hands on my erect penis... I have told my Mistress already, and I am sure she will see that this will be dealth with. I am just so nauhty...

I got out of bed early next morning, heading right for the shower after collecting my collar (and putting it on... awww feeling so good...) and my anal vibrator. I lubed up the vibrator and put it in me. I really love anal play, but the vibration does not so much... at least I think it does not. I put the vibrator on... it is not a big one and it has a box attached to set the speed and hold the batteries. So it is not the most practicle one, but it is a nice one for sure.

For the next minutes I humped my cock agains the cold tiles of the shower. I experienced that humping my cock against a wall is not particulary getting my cock harder... so I had a problem after a while. Then I decided that I would stroke myself to hardness once again, and then hump the wall... I had to repeat this a dozen times, in different positions, with my cock between my stomach and the wall, between one of my legs and the wall, but every now and then I had to stroke it with my hands again... I knew that otherwise I could not orgasm from it.

The last ten minutes of this ordeal were crazy... I stroked myself hard, effectively to an edge and then stopped, humping the wall like an idiot, and stroking again... I was moaning, panting, saying 'oh, Mistress' - pretty new to me, I am not that verbal. My ass was getting nice and loose, so the vibrator was coming out, and I kept pushing it back in... no lube needed anymore.

I remember being so frustrated that I could not cum from humping to the wall, but I was determined that I was not giving up and that, should I cum it should be from the wall. So the consequence was that I kept myself on the edge and tried to hump the wall as hard as possible to cum from it... I can't remember the last time I was as desparate as I was now... at one time I felt like lightening stroke through my head (I remember that still, because it felt like a headache during the rest of the day).

And then it happened... my cock between my belly and the tiles, spurting cum... making soppy noices... I knew I came. But the difference between the feeling before, during and after the orgasm was not that big... It was like the last five to ten minutes had been one big orgasm to me. When I looked down, I was shocked about the amount of cum on my belly and cock and on the tiles.

I took my collar of, the vibrator out, and I took a shower and cleaned myself off. Afterwards I had to lay down for ten minutes or so to digest everything in my head and in my body. It was truly intense. And it was intense for my Mistress, for her alone. I know she was with me all the time, and that she would have helped me and watched me and enjoyed me there.

Because of the pain in my head (that has gone the day after... and has been replace by a pain in the muscles on my stomach... good exercise there in the shower), I thought I could release it by cumming again... and I did... thinking of my actions for Miss Honey earlier on. It released some of the tension I felt, but not all... and it was a cupious amount of cum again.

I realised I have orgasmed three times now in seven days. Mistress keeps me satisfied mentally by her tasks, but this keeps me very horny and naughty, and thinking of my Mistress... therefor it is good like this. I like to do some edges for my Mistress throughout the day, when I find the time. I know she likes this, a hot bothered boy with a hard cock for her to play with. But when my orgasms still were without purpose, I was cumming alot more. So it is also adjusting to that. I know I can do this, especially because of Miss Honey, and I want to...

This two orgasms were wonderful again, and I am horny again thinking of them. Ready for my Mistress...

Now...

If you are reading this you must have time to play with that cute little cock for me, if you don't... stop reading now, and don't come back here until you can do exactly what I say as soon as you finish reading my instructions (if you read below the picture before you are able to play, you will tell me and there will be consequences)....












Get your anal vibrator, get your lube, put on this collar, go into the bathroom, go into the shower. Lube your ass, push the toy inside and turn on the toy. Lube a spot on the shower wall and cum by humping the wall... no hands. Take as long as you need to. When my sweet boy has finished, clean up and come post your report.

Clean Plates

My Mistress was so kind to give me a fresh task. She is so caring for her submissives and likes to keep them working to please her. Unfortunately, the task that Miss Honey had written for me was to keep me from orgasm until it was finished. And I just had no time to get to it until I returned home after some meetings I had Friday and Saturday. My last orgasm was at wednesday evening over the last task I did for my Mistress. So I knew this whole affair would keep me frustrated for four whole days. Mistress gave me permission to touch my cock, and I still want to thank her for that. At the one hand this made it a little bit more bearable, at the other hand it kept me frustrated all along.

During most of the time before leaving for my meeting I masturbated alot to keep myself hot and horny, as Miss Honey likes her boy to be. I pleaded by Miss Honey on IM that it was so difficult to maintain myself in this situation, especially now I only could do this task on Sunday. But she was very strict and demanded that I would not orgasm, or face the consequences for it. This was something that I was curious about, but I am not risking punishment if I don't have to. Especially since I know that Miss Honey is a loving Mistress, but she can be very inventive also... I truly like her style of domination, under which I feel able to develop myself, learn, and please.

Once I returned home Saturday evening, I got naked, fetched my leather collar around my neck, and masturbated to an edge. I got there really quick. But overall, I don't think that I got as frustrated as I could have been. I encountered Miss Honey on IM and it was a very pleasant, at times teasing conversation about how I felt. I must confess that during some parts of it, I was as hard as I could, ready to please her... But I just had to wait till the next day. Miss Honey knew this was hard for me. It was so kind of her to post a note on my blog.. saying she would be thinking of me. When I read it on Sunday morning I was all up and ready for the day.

I prepared three sandwiches in my bowl. Just buttered ones, nothing special because I thought this would make it more difficult for me to eat them. So I was naked, just out of bed, not showered yet, and not fully awake. Sitting on the floor on my knees in front of a bowl of bread, with a ribbon and a bell around my neck. The sandwiches were not that difficult to eat. Only the crumbles were hard to pick up with my tonque (I thought I was training the skills of my tongue here a bit). My knees hurt a bit, and I realised that this was not the best position to eat in. So I had to sit straight from time to time.. and I thought about why I was doing this... because I love to be humiliated (at least I felt like that) and to please Miss Honey. Sometimes, with one of my hands I would rub my cock (I could not use them to eat, at least I could put them to good use).

After this first round, I was quite satisfied... I had been able to stay focused on the task, have my breakfast the way Miss Honey ordered, and I left a clean plate for her. All the time, the bell was making little noices for my Mistress to know her pet was busy for her.




In the afternoon I had my second meal. In between the two, I had been rubbing myself, and masturbating. So I was dripping when I was naked again, with the ribbon around my neck, seeing a large bowl in front of me with chopped banana and yoghurt for lunch. I can stronly advice not to eat anything like yoghurt when not using your hands. From the first bite, my nose and chin were covered in it. I had to move it all to one side of the bowl, to be able to eat it. It was hard, but at the end I succeeded. Again, rubbing muself once in a while with my hands (mostly neat behind my back) and sitting back up while trying to digest the food.

Was this fun? It was, sort of. Licking it all.. doing my best for my Mistress. Every time I felt the question about why I was engaged in such an activity anyway, I remembered that I was doing it because my Mistress was pleased by her boy behaving like a good pet. And because otherwise I would not be free to orgasm. These two thoughts kept me going.. until there was nearly anything to lick left in the bowl.

It went really quick then. I was looking at the plate for a minute or two... thinking about my duty to lick my cum up after my orgasm. But then I just kneeled over the plate and got all that cum on the plate in just a couple of strokes. I was really ready to explode. The only thing was, that the orgasm was not as powerful as I normally have them. I encountered this more often, that my first orgasm in a while is always very productive, but not that pleasurable.. just sort of a relief. So I sat there in front of that plate with the big pool in it. And I licked it.. it was soo hard. I dislike the taste of my cum. Not that it tastes really bad, but it is the whole act, just after orgasm, that makes it so difficult for me. But I licked it all... although I may have left the last bits because I was to happy to stop. I did not lick the bowl totally clean afterwards, so to say.

I was laying down on my bed afterwards... just drifting away by the feeling I had done this for Miss Honey...

I hope I have pleased my Mistress by this. I certainly feel pleased I have made it.. not orgasm in four days, eating two meals as a pet, crawling around the meal, with my hands on my back, stroking my cock from time to time, getting the pre-cum flowing, and eating my cum afterwards.

I know I can do it, but it is not a natural feeling yet.. to feel humiliated like this, and eating my cum. But would I do it again for my Mistress? Yes Mistress, if that pleases you I would love to give this to you again.

Sunday is a time for us...

... and so I will be thinking of you my darling pet. With your collar on, that sweet little ribbon and bell and doing exactly what I told you to. I will be so very proud of you as you give me all that you can and try to be the best boy you can for me.

Hugs my sweet pet.

Mistress Honey

My collar

Dear Mistress,

I know that I have neglected this duty, to pick out three collars for you to choose one from... I am so very sorry for this and I hope you will take my excuses, because I just wanted them to be perfect and I was thinking about them alot.. But I know I should have been faster with this...

I have picked three different collars.

The first one is a silk scarf with a small bell on it, so you could always hear me Mistress... the only problem is that this one shouldn't be used when there are people around.. or should it?

The second one is a piece of a leather belt.. it is brown and quite broad. I think it resembles a collar most of the three..

The third one is a piece of chain, a silver chain with a big lock to it.. it could be used just for locking the chain, or for locking the chain to something else..

Please pick your choice Mistress... the collar of my submission that will embody that I belong to you, and to you alone..

Eat for Me

So we explored pain a bit today. And we will again as I so very much enjoyed that and I now know you can take more for me.

But this post explores humilation.

You may not orgasm again until this is complete. You will chose something to represent a collar. You have been told to find three things and I have waited long enough. Go and get them and post the picture of them. Chose one and you will wear it for this... for me. You will simply eat two meals on the floor of your room. Your hands may not move the food from the bowl to your mouth. NO HANDS. Eat whatever you want, but do not try and outsmart me by blending something and using a straw or some other clever way to accomplish what I say, without giving me what I want. I want your submission, your humilation, your desire to please. When the second meal is complete you will deserve your dessert. Cum there in the bowl and lick it all up for me.

Such a good boy. I will know you are ready to begin when your collar pictures are posted here.

Questions, concerns... begs for mercy... you know where to find Me.

Honey

Sharing my pain

Dear Miss Honey,

Today I got a most wonderful suprise.. a task to do, and what kind of a task...?
I was worried, that the 46 strokes with the belt would have been too painful. And I was worried that I could not remain hard the whole time as you had ordered. And then I was a little bit worried about sharing with you in a direct way.
But oh... did I love to read your strict and demanding orders this morning. And then... so soothing at the end of your post. Your words are so powerful and meaningful to me. I grow with them, with every sentence you write, with every word you speak. And I grow with every task. I feel there is a bond between us, the bond of my submission to you as I experienced again at this task.

Would I be able to take the pain? There you were for me, on IM... we talked about the task, about my initial doubts on sharing on IM and cam.. I think I will be ready for this sooner, rather than later, and you wisely decided that we would postpone this a little, and that I had to do the task on my own - with you being there to talk me through each step.

One word from you, and I was ready for my belting.. for taking the pain. You could have snapped your fingers to give me an erection.. and then you ordered me to take the pain. I gave 10 strokes.. they were quite nice... then 20, still bearable, then the last 10 before my orgasm, they did hurt but not much.. You were there all the time, asking me how I felt.. making sure I was ready for the next round.

I had my orgasm, and it was great.. by being so focused on my submission to you, it was not that much pleasurable as such.. but the whole experience was. I had to take the last 6 strokes with the belt after my orgasm.. this is the real thing.. You don't have your sexual drive that high anymore, but you have to slap yourself in that post-orgasmic bliss.. It wasn't the pain, but purely mentally..

At the end I worry because I may have given you more, because I was not relaxed enought, I wanted it to happen too fast... But it had resulted in some nice marks and a butt that got that (beginning of a) feeling that is so special about spankings, whippings, beltings... feeling tingly and feeling nicely warm.. all into the butt.

I sweated a lot during this (for what I am used to, and I am not a sweater) and I breathed a lot thanks to your advice... I think I should practice this more often (is that some question to you??) to get used to it more. I loved the submission and sharing to you. Being focused on you partly, made me less focused on the pain and more willing to take what I wanted. Thank you so much...

Because it pleases me...

Get the belt, strip naked, stroke yourself to erection and then administer 40 smacks with that belt to the back of your thighs and your buttocks. I expect you do offer the best you can in terms of intensity of these strikes on my boy's skin. I want you to maintain that erection the entire time you are striking yourself, stop and stroke again anytime you need to. You will post a picture with your reply of your backside showing any marks you offer to me. When you have finished with all 40 you will immediately get on your knees and stroke yourself to orgasm. When the orgasm is complete you will give yourself 6 more smacks.

You have done nothing wrong. It is only that I wish for you to endure this for me. Your picture offering me this was as beautiful as anything I have ever seen. It is in this pain and pleasure... the giving and taking, the offering and accepting that I will be pleased. I desire your submission in this pain.

If at anytime while you do this you feel that you can not take anymore you may take a break and when you are ready and centered you may begin again. If I am online you may share with me via IM or cam or any way that you find would help to enhance this for you. Stay safe with your body as I would if I was there with the belt in my hand and you over my lap.

Honey

Pictures of submission

Dear Miss Honey,

When I came home today, I checked my blog straight away.. I had cycled 30 km to an appointment in a village nearby.. so I was kind of sweaty (it's hot around here now). I hoped I had waited a bit before checking, because now I had to take the pictures in de condition I was in.. I hope it doesn't show that much..

I know that you have realised that this is quite a task. I did publish pictures in the past at the Academy, but I've never shared myself in the way I will now.. especially with you. I hope that you will take this into consideration, and I am sure you will. I have taken four pictures to be published here.

Picture number one shows my feet and shakled ankles. This picture symbolises that I am bound for you to do as you please. Only you have the key to my submission.

Picture number two shows my hands, palms up. I see this as a symbol of being open to you, and willing to receive what you are willing to give to me.

Picture number three shows me kneeling, holding a leather belt behind my back for you to use on my displayed ass. It is a symbol of the pain I am willing to take for you at your hand.

Picture number four shows my torso. I think that this part of my body hides my sexuality and I offer it here, leaning back to you to do with as you please.