Saturday, September 20, 2008
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
A Naughty List for My boy...
- You must be bound in some way.
- You must have something in your mouth.
- You must endure some pain for me.
- Your red panties must be used in some way.
- You must not touch your cock with your hand.
- You must slide something in and out of your ass as some point.
- You must write one word on your body.
- You must take 3 pictures that you will include in your report to please me.
Mistress Honey
Monday, September 8, 2008
Pleasing Mistress Sher
Mistress Sher is from my country and is actually a submissive to an American Master who she sees about six weeks in a year. So we both are subs, and we both are in long distance relationships with our Dominants in the States.
There is one different though, and that is that Mistress Sher, or sher for her Master, is slowly gaining experience as a Domme. Her Master wants her to do this. And there is the fit between us... she wants to Domme, i want to sub. And we both are in the same country.
Miss Honey has explicitely given her consent to this adventure, on the basis that I am reporting all experiences back on this blog. And this Sunday Miss Honey had given me a task to submit to another Domme to be allowed to get an orgasm. I choose Mistress Sher to be the one, and she agreed to dominate me. On cam.
Ow.. i was nervous. But Mistress Sher was so nice, and we talked quite a bit about all sorts of things, just day-to-day talk that made me feel more at ease. She is a sub, and in that way she knows how to get between your ears... by teasing a bit and letting you anticipate... But after i told her that i was very nervous, she helped me a lot and she scaled things down for me... because it was my first time with her.
She demanded that i should be on the edge, so I masturbated some time after lunch before we started. I asked her whether she wanted me to be naked, and she agreed. So there I was before her. Naked... collared with the collar of my Miss Honey, serving her. And it was good.
Mistress Sher made me stroke my cock and squeeze my balls for her. I actually never squeeze my balls for Miss Honey... it's something that I am not used to that much, and it can hurt some... it's definately not a favorite of mine. But i did what i was told to do. And the stroking of my cock was so nice... it was really hard for Mistress Sher's viewing pleasure. Mistress Sher ordered me to turn around, so she could get a good look of my ass also... she later said that she would love to spank that ass.
She made me put clothespins on my nipples... my poor nipples that had suffered quite some for Miss Honey only three days earlier. But that would not have been an excuse. I placed that so they were not hurting badly, but Mistress Sher made me pull and twist them quite a bit. She had required me to light a candle before we had started, and she made me pour some wax... over the clamped nipples. Now that was a bad thing... my poor clothespins were full of wax ;) Of course my nipples generously accomodated the heated painful pleasure.
Mistress Sher made me stroke my cock, and twist my clothespins, and stroke my cock, until she said that I could cum... I told her that i rather would get the order to cum. This is because i am used to my denial now so much, that I am hardly able to cum on my own free will... although, when Mistress Sher told me to 'cum now... and cum quick for me' i did only need one other stern warning to shoot my cum all over my stomach. Only after i orgasmed, I was allowed to take of the pins from my nipples... it did hurt, but not too bad.. I like it :) I licked my fingers clean, and Mistress Sher told me that she was really pleased with my performance for her. She even gave me a little view of her as a reward for being such a good boy ... a good boy for Miss Honey and for her. Mistress Sher send me off to clean myself, but only after a nice and submissive position before cam so she could see my cock in it's post orgasmic state...
Saturday, September 6, 2008
teasingly delicious
When I came to her in the evening the nice thing, as always with Miss Honey, is that we talked a bit about all sorts of things, before she took control over me in a nice and firm manner...
Miss Honey: acker darling... I want you put those nasty clamps on your nipples... the glove on your hand... I want you to close your eyes... rub your body... from your face... down your chest... your stomack... your thighs... I want you to touch all of you until I buzz you...
Miss Honey: all of you... except your cock and balls to start, and keep your eyes closed
Now, this is what I had been waiting for... longing for, my Mistress taking total control over me and my pleasure. I absolutely love the firm clamps on my nipples. And Mistress had a nice idea with them:
acker: i have put the clamps on Mistress
Miss Honey: sexy my darling...
Miss Honey: looks beautiful with your collar
acker: thank you Mistress, i can attach it to the collar Mistress
Miss Honey: does the hook reach your collar?
acker: yes
Miss Honey: make it do so
So there I was, with my hard clamps hooked on my collar, stretching my nipples upwards, while stroking myself with my eyes closed, all over my body, my chest, my thighs, my hips, my shoulders, with a soft cotton glove... it felt wonderful. And Miss Honey made me do this for quite some time. Four minutes to be precise (got this from the chat log). I imagined it was Mistress' experienced hand going over my body... and it felt great. Of course Mistress' real hand would have felt so good, that I would have had an accident... so I'm glad it wasn't her after all, sort of...
I totally gave myself while stroking there... of course I was thinking thoughts like "When does She wants me to stop?" and "What will She do next?", actually one of my favorite thoughts... and I was in for a lot of 'next' this time by Mistress' oders.
The wonderful thing about this is that I was ordered to keep my eyes closed until she 'buzzed' me back to life. And this made me really focused with my sensations, something that I liked a lot. It felt so submissive that she had control over me by deciding how long anything should take, without me having the slightest say in it. Once the four minutes were up, Mistress asked me:
Miss Honey: now... how do you feel
acker: very nice.. and relaxed Mistress
acker: with a little painful nipples (the clamps really clamp them to white...)
Miss Honey: they ok?
acker: yes.. i don't know how long they are on now
Miss Honey: just a few minutes
acker: they can better be on and off
Should I have said this? 'They can better be on and off..." be careful what you wish for next time, acker...
Miss Honey: take them off now... just leave it attached there to your collar
And that was what I gratefully did, taking the pain that comes from removing the clamps. Yes it hurt... but later it was going to hurt even more... on and off... on and off... at my Mistress' whim. Oh joy!
Miss Honey: now... put the glove back on... close your eyes... and touch only your cock and balls
acker: yes Mistress
Miss Honey: until I buzz you... or you reach edge
acker: yes Mistress
Miss Honey: good boy
Yes, I do love to be a good boy for Miss Honey... naked, collared, exposed for her pleasure. And I got what I had asked for, because she made me stop...
Miss Honey: put the clamps back on
Miss Honey: and go again
acker: yes Mistress
Miss Honey: use both hands on your cock and balls
Oh yes, I loved it. Stroking my cock to erection. Minutes of joy, until Mistress could read too much pleasure in my eyes. She made me stop, off went the clamps... she asked me whether I still wanted to cum for Her. Oh yes, was the inevitable asnwer.
Miss Honey: well let us do be very straight forward... close your eyes... hold your breath... only open your eyes when you have to breath and then you will stop rubbing your cock... so I can see... I will buzz you if you open your eyes when you can start again.
I was to hold my breath as long as I was stroking. When I was breathing, it was hands off... and Miss Honey decided when to start again. It was pretty tough and I doubt whether I could have cum from this game alone, especially after being denied so long. But the self inflicted breathplay (safe, because you will always start breathing again automatically when needed) was nice... for sure!
The clamps went on and off... and they tenderised my nipples nicely. At the end Mistress made me watch myself on my cam screen and orgasm for her. She demanded an orgasm!
Miss Honey: open your eyes... watch yourself now
Miss Honey: clamps back on...
acker: yes Mistress
Miss Honey: oh... I love that
Miss Honey: mmmm
acker: and now Mistress?
Miss Honey: and now... cum darling
Miss Honey: watching like I am
Even then, it was hard to cum fast. I was so horny, but getting over the edge, especially performing for my Mistress took some time. Luckily, Miss Honey helped me a bit... saying nice words into my 'ear' ...
Miss Honey: mmmmmmmm... so love how sexy and naughty you are
And that made me cum... all over my tummy and fingers, and I licked them clean for Mistress.
Mistress, I so much enjoyed this time together. It really made me feel in your hands. Thank you so much.
Sunday, August 31, 2008
A precious cum
It is amazing that until Mistress took control of me more then two months agon, I usually came at least on time a day... since then I only have cum with her permission. She really controls me through that way, and the effects have been quite obvious. I do like it, to have Her control me like this, and luckily She likes it too...
The fact is, that I am Miss Honey's boy now... hot, bothered, ready to cum anytime she wants me to. And horny at an instand.
Thursday I came... after giving myself 67 strokes with an elactic band (it did hurt)... one for every day Mistress and I have been together. And I smeared all the thick sticky cum over the marks and licked my hands clean afterwards.
Thank you Mistress
Sunday, August 24, 2008
A task for Master T (at the Org)
Yesterday I had the honour and the privilege to perform your lovely task How Many Times Will You Cum for you. Thank you very much for allowing me this pleasure.
As soon as you permitted my performance on Tuesday, I asked Miss Honey to roll the dice with me… this part of the task can be so much fun already to do together with your boyfriend, girlfriend, wife, husband, or Dominant… It was lots of fun… and anticipation for me. You may imagine me… having to kneel on the floor in front of my bed, while Miss Honey rolled the die… one time, two time, three times… Resulting in such interesting numbers, as you have said quite correctly. Miss Honey asked me what the roll was for, and then she rolled. I am glad you had Miss Honey roll for you. It was the right thing to do as a submissive, after all through pleasing me you are also pleasing her.
Here follows Master T's reply:
| The first roll was for the number of orgasms I was obliged to have during the task… five. Five!? I panicked for a moment… what if faith made me do this in one hour with six edges in between… that would be knight on impossible…! Fortunately, I was kindly remembered that it was in the trying that I would please you. This made me feel better, and I thank you for the number of five orgasms now Master T. It was the right number, I would have not deserved less. |
| The second roll was for the number of edges I had to do before each orgasm, what turned out to be two… not bad, I thought… not as bad as it could have been. And one edge would have been too easy I think. But still I was worried about the time span. |
| The third roll would bring clarity to the question. And Miss Honey rolled a six… what a luck she had… and I with her. Really, I would not think that a guy could orgasm, including the edges, five or six times in an hour. Well, at least it would be a new world record. |
| I had my own record to make, although I think I have cum multiple times in a short time span on more occasions. This time would be special though, because all the edges in between and the circumstances. I would not do it for my own pleasure, or because I wanted to do it… I would perform this for you, Master T. |
| The next day, on Wednesday, I had a meeting in the morning. Quite business like, so my mind was totally off topic then. But when I headed home, I was thinking about what I would do for you soon enough. And it made my cock twitch. I got to the work at seven minutes past four in the afternoon. I was so horny all the time, that it took my no hard work really to achieve my first two edges and my orgasm. The orgasm was huge, but not overwhelming. I was able to think clear. Strange how this can become more a sort of an achievement rather than pure pleasure driven. Cum spurted out, which I saved in a small glass, like all the other cum I produced that day. |
| The second series, edges and orgasm, was achieved over one hour later. I must say now, that after the first orgasm I was really in a long orgasmic bliss that made me feel sleepy. After the second orgasm, that feeling subdued.. and after the last one it was totally gone. I was able to go downstairs and socialise again, watching some television… and nothing showed… so it seems that the more I orgasm, the better I can take it. I got used to it in some way. |
| The second orgasm was also achieved using nipple clamps. I really like my cloth hanger clamps. They don’t hurt as much, but they press very hard and the result is ‘impressive’ – not leave them on too long… but it was fun wearing them for you this time. |
| The third orgasm was achieved after chatting with Miss Honey and Miss D, my Mistress and another TM here at the Org. They got me a bit out of schedule, and I had to catch up with the task afterwards. However, Miss D made me watch some sissy porn clips and I edged during one of them. That was my first edge for the third orgasm. The second one was achieved by using a vibrating egg with my hand, but that was not really effective. So I just used my hand only. The orgasm went well again, but produced considerable less cum then the first ones. |
| The fourth and the fifth orgasm were harder to get at. They had to happen within the last hour that was given to me. So it was just performing… performing is the right word. The fourth was durable, using porn, that I had at hand at all orgasms actually, but it produced no cum any longer… just a little dribble. And the fifth orgasm was a hell of a job. The edges were hard… to get at them, and then to stop… knowing you could possibly not reach that point again… I thought about just cumming, but I hold it for you… for the task. I worked myself to a sweaty, panting mess. But I succeeded, it was just an orgasm, not cumming any longer. |
| I orgasmed five times for you, Master T, with two edges in between every orgasm. And I know for sure, that wouldn’t it be for the time limit and the limit of beatings my poor cock could take, I could have cum even more times. It was hard work, but worth every cum of it. |
Acker , I look forward to other journeys we may par take in in the future.
Master T.
Sharing for Miss Honey
On Saturday, I was in the supermarket for some shopping. There was a lady there, a pretty one also, who was trying to reach for a product in the shelves. Not only did I reached for her, and gave it to her. I also let her continue her walk through the shop by waking way for her. She really looked a bit strange, but thanked me with a wonderful smile as she continued shopping.
I felt really pleased by doing this, because it was something small and not a sexual thing (Miss Honey and I talked about exploring submission without a sexual drive, and I think it is good to practice that a bit). Well at the other hand, there was certainly tension between her and me while I did these things for her without her asking. And I felt something extra special when doing this.
2. For Marie
Marie and I had to do a spanking together for Miss Honey, so I thought I could just ask her to give me a task. And she was willing to do this. So on Saturday evening we did our session for spanking together, although we moved to my submission to her pretty fast. Marie's task was quite something. I was even a bit intimidated by all she thought of...
"You will take those red panties and you will lay them out in a bowl, lining it like a trash bag does a trash can, with the crotch down in the bowl. You will cum there, in the bowl, on the crotch of those sexy panties and then you are going to beg me to allow you to lick your cum, but you will leave a little trace of cum there, and then, if you have pleased me, and i am sure you will, you will wear those panties all night while you sleep, and remember this moment in the morning when you wake....that you pleased me to please Miss Honey, and to learn more about being shared."
It was not all:
"I will also watch you write on yourself. You will write, "I am a Red Panty Cum Slut" on your body."
And:
"Then, before you sleep, you will say this 20 times : "I cum for my Mistress only....but I please others to learn and grow...tonight I pleased Miss Marie by eating my cum out of my panty bowl like a good slut." Then when you wake you will say this 20 times tomorrow morning: "I am a panty slut, I eat my cum to be a good slut...last night I ate my cum for Miss Marie to please my Miss Honey...because I want to learn and grow." Then you will take a picture to post, that shows you in your red panties, and also with your body writing."
And this all is exactly what I did. I felt a bit intimidated by Marie, but she was sweet and took good care of me... complimented me, so that was good. And she is such a wonderful Dominant. So when I came, in my panties in that bowl... my panty bowl as Miss Marie called it... I asked Miss Marie what she wanted to hear. The worst thing was that I had to wait for her until she orgasmd herself... I was seeing her, naked on her bed... and I had to wait very patiently for her to reach her orgasm... kneeling there on the floor. I really did not care that much about her having that orgasm... I just wanted to get permission to lick my cum from the pantie. However, I waited patiently because I was serving her as a sub now.
Acker (8/23/2008 7:09:05 PM): Miss Marie, may this naughty cum slut please lick his Mistress' precious cum from his soiled red panties?
Marie (8/23/2008 7:11:58 PM): so what is it you want to do for me again?
Acker (8/23/2008 7:12:22 PM): please Miss Marie, may this cum slut lick the cum from his sexy red panties
Marie (8/23/2008 7:12:32 PM): and why do you want to do that acker?
Acker (8/23/2008 7:13:04 PM): because i want to please my Miss Honey by submitting to you like a good little slut, like a good educated boy
Marie (8/23/2008 7:13:14 PM): you are a good little slut
Acker (8/23/2008 7:13:15 PM): a well educated..
Marie (8/23/2008 7:13:17 PM): that is clear
Acker (8/23/2008 7:13:22 PM): thank you Miss Marie
Marie (8/23/2008 7:13:27 PM): you came like a good slut for your Mistress didn't you
Marie (8/23/2008 7:13:32 PM): how did that feel?
Acker (8/23/2008 7:13:34 PM): yes I did Miss Marie
Acker (8/23/2008 7:13:39 PM): it felt wonderful
Marie (8/23/2008 7:13:41 PM): cumming for your Mistress while I watched you?
Acker (8/23/2008 7:13:51 PM): and very submissive, while you were watching
Marie (8/23/2008 7:13:58 PM): did you moan when you came?
Acker (8/23/2008 7:14:05 PM): no i did not.. Miss Marie
Acker (8/23/2008 7:14:13 PM): sorry.. I rarely moan
Marie (8/23/2008 7:14:22 PM): how much did you cum
Acker (8/23/2008 7:14:25 PM): much...
Marie (8/23/2008 7:14:32 PM): take the panty bowl close and let me see
Acker (8/23/2008 7:14:32 PM): it is now in the bowl
Acker (8/23/2008 7:14:35 PM): soaking the panties
Marie (8/23/2008 7:14:44 PM): i want to see this cum you are so desperately wanting to lick
Marie (8/23/2008 7:14:49 PM): well now that is a lot of cum
Marie (8/23/2008 7:14:55 PM): all over those sexy red panties
Acker (8/23/2008 7:14:58 PM): yes it is marie
Marie (8/23/2008 7:14:59 PM): what a good little cum slut you are
Marie (8/23/2008 7:15:09 PM): do you like to taste your cum?
Acker (8/23/2008 7:15:12 PM): may i please lick it for you Miss Marie?
Acker (8/23/2008 7:15:20 PM): only because it pleases you Miss Marie
Marie (8/23/2008 7:15:42 PM): that is a very nice answer acker...you are a very good boy who loves to lick and eat his cum to please the one he submits to
Marie (8/23/2008 7:15:49 PM): are you submitting to me right now acker?
Acker (8/23/2008 7:15:55 PM): yes i am Miss Marie
Acker (8/23/2008 7:16:10 PM): i am submitting to you, to lick my cum from the panties
Marie (8/23/2008 7:16:17 PM): thank you for that acker...now ask me one more time, be very detailed and i give you your answer
Acker (8/23/2008 7:17:02 PM): Miss Marie, may this slut please lick the cum that Miss Honey gave him from his sexy red panties like the good little slut he is, because he wants to please you
Miss Marie...Marie (8/23/2008 7:17:30 PM): well then, if you put it that way, yes you may do this to please me....lick your cum out of that sexy red panty bowl acker
Marie (8/23/2008 7:17:34 PM): that would please me very much
Acker (8/23/2008 7:17:44 PM): thank you so much Miss Marie
Acker (8/23/2008 7:17:46 PM): thank you
And I then licked the panties. It was not that bad, because most of the cum was absorbed by the material of the panties. Marie watched me licking, and said that it was looking very sexy. So that helped. The wet panties on my skin were worse... Marie watched me putting them on. It was not pleasant at all. An I wrote that words on my chest. Still there... "I Am A Red Panty Cum Slut"
Later that evening we conferenced with Miss Honey. I thanked Marie for the wonderful task, and Miss Honey was very kind of us... I gave one of my 20 mantras to them there and then. That was feeling very submissive. The first two of my twenty morning mantras were in the morning, via IM as an offline message to both Miss Honey and Marie. It was really awkward, getting out of bed, having to do these mantra 18 times, kneeling on the floor in my sticky panties... and making a picture of myself afterwards. So humiliating... but so good... I was ready for another orgasm again.

3. For Sklavin Sasa (germanslave at the Org)
I did not know her until the day before when we briefly chatted on IM. This submissive thought of a really nice task, and pleased my Mistress with it. She got rewarded, I got punished for forgetting half of the wonderful task before I was even finished chatting with her.
Her is what she came up with:
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 12:32:32): here's what I want you to do:
acker (24-8-2008 12:32:36): yes please?
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 12:33:59): strip naked, write "I belong to Miss Honey" on your body, take a picture of you naked, kneeling and sens it to your mistress
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 12:34:06): send
acker (24-8-2008 12:34:23): yes Sklavin Sesa
acker (24-8-2008 12:34:28): i will do this for you
acker (24-8-2008 12:34:34): thank you for the task
It is exactly what I did later on. And Miss Honey was very pleased, and therefore I was pleased too.

Unfortunately, already a few minutes after the task was given... I forgot the position that was required of me. Germanslave thought, and she was right, that I had to ask for punishment from my Mistress for that. And this was exactly what I did. The idea that I had to be punished by my Mistress for a mistake I made in tasking for someone else... although ordered to do so by my Mistress... made me really excited. I kneeled during the conference with Miss Honey and Sklavin Sasa that I convened, looking nervously at the conversation between the two Ladies.
Miss Honey (24-8-2008 15:59:32): so it seems you had a good time with my boy
Miss Honey (24-8-2008 15:59:40): that pleases me
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 15:59:47): he is very well behaved yes thank you Miss Honey
Miss Honey (24-8-2008 16:00:09): thank you for taking time to share with him...
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:00:25): for you always Miss Honey smiles
Miss Honey (24-8-2008 16:00:52): but he did forget one important instruction you gave him
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:01:23): yes he did nods
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:01:24): I told him to report that to you and ask for punishment from his mistress
Miss Honey (24-8-2008 16:02:43): yes... I believe that you dear should have a hand in deciding the length of his punishment... he will kneel in the corner... on rice... naked... for a duration of time... this will be painful and difficult... so you my dear... may decide on the length of time for him in minutes
acker (24-8-2008 16:03:20): thank you so much Mistress
acker (24-8-2008 16:03:23): thank you
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:03:23): smiles
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:04:00): that is a hard decision because I don't know how long he could endure it
Miss Honey (24-8-2008 16:04:06): well talk to him
Miss Honey (24-8-2008 16:04:14): if you like
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:04:25): thank you Miss Honey
Miss Honey (24-8-2008 16:04:30): get a feel for how bad he feels... and how much he might endure
Miss Honey (24-8-2008 16:04:32): here now
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:04:57): smiles
acker (24-8-2008 16:05:01): i am feeling real bad for it...
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:05:18): slutboy how long do you think you could endure it?
acker (24-8-2008 16:05:28): I am so sorry.. you gave me this wonderful task and I just forget an important part
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:05:53): yes you should be sorry smiles
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:06:05): please answer my question dear
acker (24-8-2008 16:06:12): I never endured it before.. Sklavin Sasa, but I think everything up to ten minutes will be possible
acker (24-8-2008 16:06:22): yes of cours.. sorry for not answering
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:06:27):
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:07:03): Miss Honey do you think he could do it longer?
Miss Honey (24-8-2008 16:07:43): I think you might push him a bit... this was a request he made of you and he forgot... perhaps add a minute to that 10
Miss Honey (24-8-2008 16:07:48): if you like
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:08:07): very well
acker (24-8-2008 16:08:31): yes Sklavin Sasa
sklavinsasa (24-8-2008 16:08:31): slutboy I want you to do it 11 min.
acker (24-8-2008 16:08:45): of course I will do this for forgetting your task
acker (24-8-2008 16:08:47): thank you
acker (24-8-2008 16:09:07): I hope this will remind me not to forget anymore
I was ordered later by Miss Honey to kneel at least in two sessions. But I wanted to do this at once so badly, partly because I thought doing it in two times would make it worse. And secondly, because I only wanted to stop at the moment I really could not take it any longer.
It turned out that the kneeling was a breathtaking experience, that gave me pleasure in a painful way. Miss Honey had given me this particular punishment because I had forgotten that I had to kneel for the task the Sklavin had given me. Mistress is quite a genious at giving what a slave deserves...
So I made it all 11 minutes straight. During most of the punishment I tried to focus on the reason why I was given this to endure. But most of the time I just needed all my senses to get me through this predicament... kneeling straight on the tray with rice, arms out, hands behind my head... trembling from the strain, or was it trembling of pleasure. Well, at least the muscles in my legs hurt the other day.
Miss Honey was really pleased with my performance and asked is I was well later that day. I was... but don´t get punished this way too often...

4. At the shops again
When I was shopping I saw a saleslady, a younger girl, who tried to get some shopping baskets moving. I saw this before she even tried to touch them, and knew what she wanted. So I did it in her place. When the baskets were moved, I looked up and she looked at me an giggled with suprise in her face. It was a really nice experience to be able to do this for someone.
5. For notperfect2020
Notperfect2020, a very friendly switch at the Org, gave me a nice little task. She ordered me to kneel for two minutes and reflect on my thoughts about submission. I really liked sharing this submission with her. It again shows that sharing with people you like and trust is very significant. Miss Honey gave me the idea of sharing the kneeling more directly with my temporary Domme, by asking notperfect to time my kneeling. When I asked her to do this, she was so kind to be willing to do this for me.
She asked me to shower, to be fresh and clean, and to kneel naked in basic kneeling position (what reminded me that I really have to learn to kneel in proper positions)... back straight, legs wide, arms resting on my thighs with palms up, head straight, eyes down and closed when the minutes were passing... She said 'go' and gave me the most perfect submission by kneeling for her with my thoughts with the meaning of submission.
These thoughts crossed my mind: Submission for me is getting pleasure out of serving a woman in a way that pleases her, and she knows that it is pleasurable for me also. In essence it goes deeper than pure sexual submission. Submission to a Dominant for me is also a guidance in life to the point that it is a very important focus point, that also guides you. Like a lighthouse guides a ship. There can be more lighthouses, but submission definately is one of them for me... an my Mistress is the one who puts on the light for my ship to sail home safely.
The two minutes were up before I could even blink from the Buzzz! that notperfect gave me. Submitting to her meant so much to me, and it was a pleasurable experience. For both of us it appeared, she said: "you did good.. thankyou for the gift of doing this for me" and so many other kind words I will not cite here because they would make me blush.
Thank you notperfect. You are wonderful.. perfect I would say ;).
6. For Calais
I never talked to Calais before asking her to be allowed to submit to her for this task. Marie suggested Calais as a women who was very nice and had nice ideas for a bit of play (how can I ever thank you for this idea, dear Marie). As soon as I asked Calais to be allowed to do something submissive for her, she was very straightforward. She just asked some time to read Miss Honey's task on my blog and the reports of the sharing I had done until then. Calais inmediately recognised that most women I has served until now, had asked me to kneel in one way or another. She said that she wanted to show me that submission was about more than just kneeling. I accepted to have a session with her on cam, with her on voice. A thing that she made me not nervous about at all... just by the way she talked to me... kindly, friendly, lovingly.
She did tease me through saying that she would be wearing a special outfit just for the occasion. A string, blue blouse, a corset, high heels, and stockings. I nearly fainted just at the idea...

The session took place in the early morning for me, late at night for Calais. She was dressed like a Goddess, and she looked beautiful and sexy, and as soon as she was on voice... yes, her voice was very friendly and sexy too. She would make me hard with that voice later on. Unfortunately, we were disturbed during our session two times by my mum, and once by the internet connection that went down for a sec. But it was such a good experience and time flew... well, because we had fun.
Calais told me to get some items that were needed for the session: clothespins, wooden spoon, candle, a large wooden stick (i used a fishing net on a stick...), some rope, and a blindfold. We started as soon as I had all items together. She switched on her cam, and I saw her in all her glory. And she could see me also. She spoke to me over voice, and I chatted back to her. It worked out quite well actually.
Calais later told me that she took it a little easy on me, to make sure I did not have an unpermitted orgasm. Well... at least it was intense what she asked me. I had to put clothespins on my nipples, and my balls (one on each nipple, and two on my balls). She then ordered me to bind my ankles to the wooden stick of the fishnet, so that my legs were spread. I lay down on the bed and calais required me to blindfold myself and just lay back there. She spoke sweet words to me.. about submitting, being so vulnerable, laying there in front of a total stranger.. With the blindfold on there, just laying there, my head swung... it was like being drunk. All this made my cock twitch.. grow.. become hard.. and I am sure that she must have seen that, because she asked me to get the candle.
Calais wanted me to pull of the clothespins (it was dug into one of my nipples, so I had to take it of that one carefully - all pins had been on for 15 minutes) and pour wax all over the nipples. I did, and it was nice, painful, hot to do it on cam for calais. We talked, and I poured wax from time to time, and before I knew it my whole torso was covered in wax. I think it looks just fabulous... the dark red wax on my white skin. And it was quite a pleasure to do.

The fun was, that Calais made me remove the wax by hitting myself with a wooden spoon... this order really suprised me, because I totally forgot about the spoon by then. This suprise element has also been a good part of my submission to calais. She did not only make me pour more wax over me than I had poured ever before.. she also took be by suprise through this spoon. Later, calais allowed me to scrape it all of me. I must confess that there has been wax all over the place for a few days.
Time flew... and calais really showed me how wonderful submission can be, and how fun. She had authority, but not in the sense that she bossed me around. She was more like a friend actually, laughing, and joking, but at the same time getting me to do naughty things. I would do this again any day, any time. Thank you Calais!
7. Miss D
I have had some nice chats with Miss D, although because of all kind of reasons we have not been able to have a session together. I offered her the possibility of some submission for her, but she required me to do it without further question. I insisted that it would be within my boundaries, and it seemed it was. Miss D made very clear that I had been scared about nothing really. She just required a picture of a hard cock in panties... kneeling... after an edge. Nothing serious, just fun. And she respected my limits. I learned that submission is also trusting a woman in her judgement that she will do things only withing my limits to her.
The picture is quite nice actually.

8. Clean plates
The evening after the session with Calais, I had a barbecue, and this occasion gave me the opportunity to help the lady of the house (I did not know her, it was the wife of an ex-manager of me) to take the drity plates away to the kitchen for her every time she was getting up to do this. She really enjoyed it, and some of my friends joked about me being so helpful and butler-like. It was a little humiliating, but it was nice to do.. to know that I helped this lady and that it gave a smile on her face everytime I took the plates away from her to the kitchen.
I just wanted to be a good boy for her.
9 and 10. Holding doors while bowing
It does not happen often anymore that a boy like me holds the door of a shop for a lady. This time I did, althoug I do it more often, for a lady and her daughter. Nice women actually.. both. I could not see them very well however, because I kept my eyes to the ground in a bow of my head for them to pass. They felt somehow strange about the situation, that was very clear. And I was so glad that I was on my way out, while they went in so that I could walk away very quickly without showing my blushing face.
As soon as I do things like this in public, I nearly faint from the burning blush and beating heart. And I really dislike anything public actually. But this time it just happened, and I could do nothing to prevent myself from acting like this as the task required to do so for Miss Honey. So yes I liked it, no I would not do this again any time soon. Maybe the bow of the head made it a bit too much at the same time.