Sunday, July 6, 2008

Clean Plates



My Mistress was so kind to give me a fresh task. She is so caring for her submissives and likes to keep them working to please her. Unfortunately, the task that Miss Honey had written for me was to keep me from orgasm until it was finished. And I just had no time to get to it until I returned home after some meetings I had Friday and Saturday. My last orgasm was at wednesday evening over the last task I did for my Mistress. So I knew this whole affair would keep me frustrated for four whole days. Mistress gave me permission to touch my cock, and I still want to thank her for that. At the one hand this made it a little bit more bearable, at the other hand it kept me frustrated all along.

During most of the time before leaving for my meeting I masturbated alot to keep myself hot and horny, as Miss Honey likes her boy to be. I pleaded by Miss Honey on IM that it was so difficult to maintain myself in this situation, especially now I only could do this task on Sunday. But she was very strict and demanded that I would not orgasm, or face the consequences for it. This was something that I was curious about, but I am not risking punishment if I don't have to. Especially since I know that Miss Honey is a loving Mistress, but she can be very inventive also... I truly like her style of domination, under which I feel able to develop myself, learn, and please.

Once I returned home Saturday evening, I got naked, fetched my leather collar around my neck, and masturbated to an edge. I got there really quick. But overall, I don't think that I got as frustrated as I could have been. I encountered Miss Honey on IM and it was a very pleasant, at times teasing conversation about how I felt. I must confess that during some parts of it, I was as hard as I could, ready to please her... But I just had to wait till the next day. Miss Honey knew this was hard for me. It was so kind of her to post a note on my blog.. saying she would be thinking of me. When I read it on Sunday morning I was all up and ready for the day.

I prepared three sandwiches in my bowl. Just buttered ones, nothing special because I thought this would make it more difficult for me to eat them. So I was naked, just out of bed, not showered yet, and not fully awake. Sitting on the floor on my knees in front of a bowl of bread, with a ribbon and a bell around my neck. The sandwiches were not that difficult to eat. Only the crumbles were hard to pick up with my tonque (I thought I was training the skills of my tongue here a bit). My knees hurt a bit, and I realised that this was not the best position to eat in. So I had to sit straight from time to time.. and I thought about why I was doing this... because I love to be humiliated (at least I felt like that) and to please Miss Honey. Sometimes, with one of my hands I would rub my cock (I could not use them to eat, at least I could put them to good use).

After this first round, I was quite satisfied... I had been able to stay focused on the task, have my breakfast the way Miss Honey ordered, and I left a clean plate for her. All the time, the bell was making little noices for my Mistress to know her pet was busy for her.




In the afternoon I had my second meal. In between the two, I had been rubbing myself, and masturbating. So I was dripping when I was naked again, with the ribbon around my neck, seeing a large bowl in front of me with chopped banana and yoghurt for lunch. I can stronly advice not to eat anything like yoghurt when not using your hands. From the first bite, my nose and chin were covered in it. I had to move it all to one side of the bowl, to be able to eat it. It was hard, but at the end I succeeded. Again, rubbing muself once in a while with my hands (mostly neat behind my back) and sitting back up while trying to digest the food.

Was this fun? It was, sort of. Licking it all.. doing my best for my Mistress. Every time I felt the question about why I was engaged in such an activity anyway, I remembered that I was doing it because my Mistress was pleased by her boy behaving like a good pet. And because otherwise I would not be free to orgasm. These two thoughts kept me going.. until there was nearly anything to lick left in the bowl.

It went really quick then. I was looking at the plate for a minute or two... thinking about my duty to lick my cum up after my orgasm. But then I just kneeled over the plate and got all that cum on the plate in just a couple of strokes. I was really ready to explode. The only thing was, that the orgasm was not as powerful as I normally have them. I encountered this more often, that my first orgasm in a while is always very productive, but not that pleasurable.. just sort of a relief. So I sat there in front of that plate with the big pool in it. And I licked it.. it was soo hard. I dislike the taste of my cum. Not that it tastes really bad, but it is the whole act, just after orgasm, that makes it so difficult for me. But I licked it all... although I may have left the last bits because I was to happy to stop. I did not lick the bowl totally clean afterwards, so to say.

I was laying down on my bed afterwards... just drifting away by the feeling I had done this for Miss Honey...

I hope I have pleased my Mistress by this. I certainly feel pleased I have made it.. not orgasm in four days, eating two meals as a pet, crawling around the meal, with my hands on my back, stroking my cock from time to time, getting the pre-cum flowing, and eating my cum afterwards.

I know I can do it, but it is not a natural feeling yet.. to feel humiliated like this, and eating my cum. But would I do it again for my Mistress? Yes Mistress, if that pleases you I would love to give this to you again.

Saturday, July 5, 2008

Sunday is a time for us...

... and so I will be thinking of you my darling pet. With your collar on, that sweet little ribbon and bell and doing exactly what I told you to. I will be so very proud of you as you give me all that you can and try to be the best boy you can for me.

Hugs my sweet pet.

Mistress Honey

Thursday, July 3, 2008

My collar



Dear Mistress,

I know that I have neglected this duty, to pick out three collars for you to choose one from... I am so very sorry for this and I hope you will take my excuses, because I just wanted them to be perfect and I was thinking about them alot.. But I know I should have been faster with this...

I have picked three different collars.

The first one is a silk scarf with a small bell on it, so you could always hear me Mistress... the only problem is that this one shouldn't be used when there are people around.. or should it?

The second one is a piece of a leather belt.. it is brown and quite broad. I think it resembles a collar most of the three..

The third one is a piece of chain, a silver chain with a big lock to it.. it could be used just for locking the chain, or for locking the chain to something else..

Please pick your choice Mistress... the collar of my submission that will embody that I belong to you, and to you alone..






Wednesday, July 2, 2008

Eat for Me

So we explored pain a bit today. And we will again as I so very much enjoyed that and I now know you can take more for me.

But this post explores humilation.

You may not orgasm again until this is complete. You will chose something to represent a collar. You have been told to find three things and I have waited long enough. Go and get them and post the picture of them. Chose one and you will wear it for this... for me. You will simply eat two meals on the floor of your room. Your hands may not move the food from the bowl to your mouth. NO HANDS. Eat whatever you want, but do not try and outsmart me by blending something and using a straw or some other clever way to accomplish what I say, without giving me what I want. I want your submission, your humilation, your desire to please. When the second meal is complete you will deserve your dessert. Cum there in the bowl and lick it all up for me.

Such a good boy. I will know you are ready to begin when your collar pictures are posted here.

Questions, concerns... begs for mercy... you know where to find Me.

Honey

Sharing my pain

Dear Miss Honey,

Today I got a most wonderful suprise.. a task to do, and what kind of a task...?
I was worried, that the 46 strokes with the belt would have been too painful. And I was worried that I could not remain hard the whole time as you had ordered. And then I was a little bit worried about sharing with you in a direct way.
But oh... did I love to read your strict and demanding orders this morning. And then... so soothing at the end of your post. Your words are so powerful and meaningful to me. I grow with them, with every sentence you write, with every word you speak. And I grow with every task. I feel there is a bond between us, the bond of my submission to you as I experienced again at this task.

Would I be able to take the pain? There you were for me, on IM... we talked about the task, about my initial doubts on sharing on IM and cam.. I think I will be ready for this sooner, rather than later, and you wisely decided that we would postpone this a little, and that I had to do the task on my own - with you being there to talk me through each step.

One word from you, and I was ready for my belting.. for taking the pain. You could have snapped your fingers to give me an erection.. and then you ordered me to take the pain. I gave 10 strokes.. they were quite nice... then 20, still bearable, then the last 10 before my orgasm, they did hurt but not much.. You were there all the time, asking me how I felt.. making sure I was ready for the next round.

I had my orgasm, and it was great.. by being so focused on my submission to you, it was not that much pleasurable as such.. but the whole experience was. I had to take the last 6 strokes with the belt after my orgasm.. this is the real thing.. You don't have your sexual drive that high anymore, but you have to slap yourself in that post-orgasmic bliss.. It wasn't the pain, but purely mentally..

At the end I worry because I may have given you more, because I was not relaxed enought, I wanted it to happen too fast... But it had resulted in some nice marks and a butt that got that (beginning of a) feeling that is so special about spankings, whippings, beltings... feeling tingly and feeling nicely warm.. all into the butt.

I sweated a lot during this (for what I am used to, and I am not a sweater) and I breathed a lot thanks to your advice... I think I should practice this more often (is that some question to you??) to get used to it more. I loved the submission and sharing to you. Being focused on you partly, made me less focused on the pain and more willing to take what I wanted. Thank you so much...



Tuesday, July 1, 2008

Because it pleases me...

Get the belt, strip naked, stroke yourself to erection and then administer 40 smacks with that belt to the back of your thighs and your buttocks. I expect you do offer the best you can in terms of intensity of these strikes on my boy's skin. I want you to maintain that erection the entire time you are striking yourself, stop and stroke again anytime you need to. You will post a picture with your reply of your backside showing any marks you offer to me. When you have finished with all 40 you will immediately get on your knees and stroke yourself to orgasm. When the orgasm is complete you will give yourself 6 more smacks.

You have done nothing wrong. It is only that I wish for you to endure this for me. Your picture offering me this was as beautiful as anything I have ever seen. It is in this pain and pleasure... the giving and taking, the offering and accepting that I will be pleased. I desire your submission in this pain.

If at anytime while you do this you feel that you can not take anymore you may take a break and when you are ready and centered you may begin again. If I am online you may share with me via IM or cam or any way that you find would help to enhance this for you. Stay safe with your body as I would if I was there with the belt in my hand and you over my lap.

Honey

Pictures of submission

Dear Miss Honey,

When I came home today, I checked my blog straight away.. I had cycled 30 km to an appointment in a village nearby.. so I was kind of sweaty (it's hot around here now). I hoped I had waited a bit before checking, because now I had to take the pictures in de condition I was in.. I hope it doesn't show that much..

I know that you have realised that this is quite a task. I did publish pictures in the past at the Academy, but I've never shared myself in the way I will now.. especially with you. I hope that you will take this into consideration, and I am sure you will. I have taken four pictures to be published here.

Picture number one shows my feet and shakled ankles. This picture symbolises that I am bound for you to do as you please. Only you have the key to my submission.

Picture number two shows my hands, palms up. I see this as a symbol of being open to you, and willing to receive what you are willing to give to me.

Picture number three shows me kneeling, holding a leather belt behind my back for you to use on my displayed ass. It is a symbol of the pain I am willing to take for you at your hand.

Picture number four shows my torso. I think that this part of my body hides my sexuality and I offer it here, leaning back to you to do with as you please.