Saturday, November 29, 2008

New Week

You did not plan well last week when I gave so generous an offer. So now, you will have to plan for a few more things.

You will between now and next Saturday at midnight...

Wear your plug for 12 hours (does not have be consecutive).

Write 120 lines. You decide what the line is. Please me.

Endure for me 120 hard smacks.

Edge 12 times, no more... no less.

Enjoy two orgasms, no more... no less.

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For the end of this week it is good to sum all things up that I have done for my Mistress.

I have had a plug in me for more than 13 hours, due to the fact that Mistress ordered me to have a plug in me writing the last 15 lines. If her boy was that good, she rewarded him with another orgasm.

I wrote 120 lines 'This boy is a slut and needs to take care of his Mistress' pleasure' part of the lines were written with a plug in my ass, and part of the lines were written with clamps on my nipples attached to the pen with an elastic cord so that it tugged while the naughty words were written (the pictures just did not seem to get bright enough to show either the lines nor the clamps... which is a pity).





I endured 120 smacks.. ok, maybe they were not the hardest I could dish out to myself but I liked the spanking a lot and for those who remember my earlier tasks with spanking know that I can take quite something on my ass.. and like it too, wanting more... oh... so naughty.

The edges were used a lot during the first halve of the week. It seems that restriciton on my pleasure just adds to my frustration, which is probably good...

Oh... and my first orgasm was wasted on an accident with an edge on Monday, but I did orgasm most wonderfully two more times as I was allowed.

Saturday, November 22, 2008

Next Week

For the next week... from the time you read this until midnight next Saturday you will orgasm 12 times (because it is midnight right now when I woke to write this). You can do so all in one day or spread out evenly, or any combination. At least three of those orgasm must be with a toy in my boy's cute ass and the toy must have been in your pretty ass for at least an hour before you are allowed to cum. This will require a bit of planning in your busy life. But for this first week of trying this, I like that you will have to really decide how to accomplish what I have required.

Also you will go out in your garden now and find a young and supple branch to use for the week and after each orgasm you will mark your inner thigh in two ways. First by laying down a welt with that branch while you are on your knees, you will make it hurt, do not break the skin. You will stay there kneeling until you are ready to get up, a minute or 30 or any amount that you find significant it makes no difference, it is just a time to be there for me. Then you will cover the welt in permanent marker. By the end of the week you will have 12 lines there on your inner thigh. You will seek me out if possible to share any of these orgasms as I do love my horny boy.

After each orgasm you will post a comment here as soon as possible so I can see how well my boy is doing. Just answer as if I said Tell Me... you know what I like to know. There will be 12 comments here attached to this from you my boy by next Saturday evening, no excuses.

Make me proud darling.

Monday, November 17, 2008

She smiles, and tortures when She smiles



With still less than a week left in my 14 times cumming lesson (yes, it has been harder than expected to cum everyday on demand - sometimes i need to cum more, sometimes i need to cum less... but this is not about my need...) Mistress and her boy had an appointment together to play a bit, to share with her one of the orgasms that belong to her.

But of course, this boy was overly eager. And he spilled his seed of pleasure before the lady smiled. So when Mistress showed up, i had to dissapoint her with my failure of preserving my pleasure for her, and her alone. She was dissapointed, not angry. But the appointment stood, and i had to perform anyway.

So i did. In front of her. Naked. Collarded. Clamped. Bound cock and balls at her whim. And she showed me her smile, one of the most beautiful smiles in the world. She smiled, and tortured when she smiled. Yes... it was important for me to know, to see that she enjoys herself so immensely at my expense. Well, she never does that. We both enjoy ourselves, and I am always good... in good pleasure... in good pain. She always takes care of me, always asks whether i do well.

That does not mean that i, as her boy do not want to feel the pain, dislike to be tested what i can take. And she gives it to me, when i have to put the clamps on, and off, and on, and off, and on, and off. When she askes me to fill my ass with a plug. When i am ordered to slap my hard cock, my inner thighs while kneeling. Yes, i can feel the pain. But it never goes beyond what feels good. And it is possible to process it well.

I masturbated for her. Even while i was dry. I needed to cum again, but i could not. Not in her presence. I could not get there. But we both enjoyed. My loose ass spurting the plug out, the same plug that she made me push out and in three times... lubricated by a little lube and a lot of ass juices. And i masturbated again. My face in sweet agony. My cock marked 'HONEY' to reming me of her power, her possesion. And we smiled. Both.

Thursday, November 13, 2008

14 times cumming

Mistress and i have decided that it is good for me to change some of the restrictions on cumming. It was on my request, and therefore i am now in a period of testing. Mistress Honey now tests what happens with me cumming everyday, one time a day, without mercy. I have to cum, even if i don't feel like cumming. Of course, Mistress can give me directions how to cum, and when to cum, and what to do with the cum.

Until now i have been able to cum like a good little slut as required. Normally, i just cum and spill my seed on the bathroom floor, lick some from my fingers, and clean the place afterwards. Mistress has given me two special tasks:

The first task was when i was away for a trip, so i had to do this in the hotel bathroom. Mistress required me to kneel down naked, collared (i took my collar with me... yes, that is slutty) and blindfold myself. Can you imagine how i looked, collarde, blindfolded with my tie, kneeling naked on the white floor of the hotel bathroom, stroging like a mad man. It had been a hard day, and i was really tired. But here there is no mercy. If this boy wants to cum, he should cum everyday for his Mistress' pleasure. So i squeezed the cum out, onto the floor and i did lick my hands clean.
I felt really dizzy afterwards, because of the blindfold. I must say that it made the feeling more intense after awhile, but in the beginning you try to focus still on other things around you. I do like blindfolds.

What i do not like are gags. They make me gag, especially when planted deeply into my slutty mouth as a reminder that it serves my Mistress, Miss Honey. And yesterday She required me to cum with a gag in my mouth. I did, and i took my white underwear as a gag and put it into my mouth. It was hard to concentrate on the cumming while being gagged. But it did remind me of the fact that my Mistress owns my body, my mouth, and that She decides what i should do with it. I spilled my cum (or should i say 'her cum') on my tummy as she requested.. It dribbled out, i soaked my underwear with it and put the underwear back in my mouth. Now, that is the taste of naughtyness for my Mistress.

Thursday, November 6, 2008

Endurance and Patience

Mistress and I have been quite busy lately. No problem really, only testing my endurance quite a bit while I am not allowed to cum so much. This has not really been a problem until Mistress allowed her boy to cum for her once in a nice vanilla way, and again with a dildo in his ass, ice on his nipples and 'slut' written on his ass. Since that cum, other cums have wanted to come out.

I think that it is good to test my endurance and patience in cumming (or not cumming actually). And really, it is not my decision to make wheter i am allowed to cum or not. But i do feel that i need to cum more often. Not only makes cumming my will to serve my Mistress grow even bigger. It also keeps me focused and good mooded in life throughout the day.

Yesterday, i confessed to my Mistress that i feel a deep love for her at times. I know what we share is very special. She is conforting and loving to me, and Mistressy at times. And the most important thing is that she understands my busy schedule and we both give eachother time when we need it. But at times we just need to share our common need to play a bit of naughty ;)

And as her boy, I am still under her control. And that is good. I do need that guidance in life and in bdsm in particular. Like recently with the issue of copying a text from the blog of another Mistress, Miss Honey took care of the problem in quite a good way that at the end made everything better.

That is how She is for me... caring, loving, and steering at times when needed. And this is how I am as her boy, taking that guidance when she sees fit, and accepting her love and giving it back as much as possible. In this way, as her boy I can from time to time accept endurance and patience as a virtue for Her.

Monday, October 27, 2008

a weeklong experiment

Last week this boy endured a week of experimenting for his lovely Mistress. This boy told her that being filled with a nice plug in his little ass makes him less wanting to cum. Miss Honey, of course, wanted to know more of that. And she decided that her slutty boy needed a bit more of this as part of an experiment. So, she told him to take his plug one day, and cum the other day. And that for a whole week long. And he did comply, of course.

I must say that i succeeded in the first place to follow this schedule although i had a busy week. Only on one day i did not have the opportunity to have my plug in me. But Mistress gave me the possibility to redo it the other day. All days that i was wearing my plug, i had it in my ass for at least three hours. When it is in me more than the three hours i start to have some small cramps.. no pain, just the feeling i need to go... well you know. Not that i actually have to, but my body is saying i should stop by then. When time is up, the plug is only coated in a little bit of my ass juices and sometimes a little bit more, but i am now used to putting the plug in when i had a bodely movement and in that way keeping it all nice and clean. No need for enema's or something like that, and that is a real step foreward for me because i felt dirty without them before when trying anything anal. The juices are not dirty, just natural.

And now the results. Yes, when filled with a nice thick plug i do feel less need to cum afterwars. It makes me feel good, safe and secure with a plug inside. And when it is removed, i feel satisfied beyond an orgasm. Of course the orgasms are good too, so i enjoyed them very very much. And i need them on a regular basis. But with my ass filled, i know i can keep from the urge to orgasm longer. Other subs may feel this differently. And i know, that anal stimulation makes me hotter and more willing to cum during play. But just being filled gives me a peaceful feeling of joy. And i would like to thank my Mistress for this wonderful experiment.

Yesterday, after wearing the plug for more than four hours she ordered me to cum. My ass still red from the punishment i took, and the evil clamps on my nipples again. It was so good. Thank you Miss Honey.

Sunday, October 26, 2008

a humbling apology



Last week I reposted a story written by Mistress Milliscent without her approval or permission. Although I knew I should have asked her permission I did not. For that I am truly sorry, and both she and Miss Honey were quite right to correct my wrongdoings. As a student I have had outstanding education in the arts of citing and the dark sides of plagiarism. I should have known better than to just copy and paste any text that I like to my blog, although this text was absolutely wonderful.

Mistress Milliscent was so kind to point to my wrongdoing, and even give me the opportunity to correct my mistake by offering her an apology on her blog immediately and removing her story from my blog. She was way too kind to forgive me that easy. I am very thankful to her and her kind remarks afterwards, remarks that this bad boy did not deserve because of his behaviour.

Miss Honey gave me the opportunity to correct this failure by writing this apology. She has me naked, collared, filled with a but plug and pegged with clothespins on my poor suffering nipples, writing this text for my weblog. Afterwards I have to spank my sorry ass with one spank for every ten words of this apology.

Mistress Milliscent, you have taught me a lesson that I never ever should take someone’s intellectual property again without their explicit permission. Permission that you would have graciously given if I would even have asked you for it. I did not. And that is a mistake I could never repay you. Therefore I am grateful to have been given this opportunity to offer you again my apologies. It has been absolutely wrong of this slutty boy to copy any of your texts, and this boy should be punished for it as he is now. But even this, does this boy know, is not enough to make up for it. He just can’t ever repay you for this and he will be indebted with you forever.

This boy wants to thank Mistress Milliscent too for being so kind to accept his initial apologies on her blog, and by giving him the opportunity to be a better boy in the future. He will, and if he is liking one of her posts so much in the future, he will have the decency to tell her so first, and ask her for permission to post a link or parts of the text on his blog. He will never do either of that without her explicit permission.

In his defence, this boy only wants to state that he felt a deep recognition by the post that Mistress Milliscent made on her blog titled ‘The Masturbatrix’ about keeping men in denial and make them wank at the instructions of a woman. Yes they should be in denial, and they should be made to wank only at the instructions of a woman. As this slut is in denial and only allowed to cum at the instructions of his Mistress, Miss Honey. Quite rights so that he is kept in this state. Of course this is a pathetic defence, if any, and it should be no argument at all for any of the wrongdoings that this boy has done.

This boy will now bend over, take the clothespins off and replace them with the most heavy clamps that he can torture his nipples with so that it would really hurt, and spank his filled ass with a leather belt and post a picture of the damage for his Mistress’ and any one elses approval.