Friday, August 22, 2008

Sharing my submissive

We have talked quite a bit lately about sharing and you have expressed your desires for me allowing others to share my sweet and naughty boy. So we both are learning and growing. Some of these encounters may result in lovely submission, others you, I or both of us may decide is not right for my boy. But I love that you are willing to explore possiblities and be open to the experiences as they come.

Here is a small task that I want you to do for me in this same vain...

You will submit to 10 women in the next week, from today until next Friday at midnight. You will start a blog entry with your reply to this task and edit it as you encounter and submit to these ten women, each submission offered up in detail with any feelings or thoughts to share.

A few parameters....
  1. Only three can be women you know.
  2. Submission is however you define it at the time. Something as simple as opening a door and lowering your eyes for a stranger, to as significant as having someone who you know telling you on IM to kneel.
  3. No one you submit to may tell you to orgasm.
  4. You may tell the woman you are offering your submission to about this task or not, your choice as circumstance demand.
  5. Your limits are to be respected. You may say no and end any chat, or walk away from any person if you are uncomfortable.

This is an exploration into your thoughts, feelings and actions in regards to your submission. Have fun with it, explore this idea in any way that you think will please me.

Mistress Honey

Saturday, August 16, 2008

tied

My Mistress allowed me to cum yesterday when I would show her my little cock in some bondage... I used a thick cord to tie mysels up, and I made that wonderful picture just for Miss Honey's eyes... something to lighten up her hours at work.

Miss Honey found it to be a very sexy picture, and she gave me the wonderful gift of a cum on my own.... the way I liked it...

So I spend the rest of the evening, more than an hour, naked on my bed, with my collar on, watching porn, and edging for my Mistress... holding back, and with nipple clamps on my nipples... the way I love to cum.

I spilled all in a glass and I swallowed half of it, before floating away in a wonderful dream.

Friday, August 15, 2008

cumming from vacation

In my second week away from my Mistress' care, love, and authority, I have begged her three times... I could beg her all day...

1. The last thing I did before leaving was writing this begging:
"Mistress, may I please undo my feet from those sweaty socks that have been on my feet all day while I travelled? And may I please fastend my collar around my neck and put those socks in my mouth (or as much as will fit in this slutty hole) and chew on them, muffling my moans when I cum for You? May your slut please do this? Smearing all the cum over his tummy and getting to sleep like that... letting the cum dry, only to be washed away in the shower the other morning? Please Mistress... I am your horny little slut. I beg you to give me permission to be a good boy for you."

My Mistress answered:
"That sounds like a delicious idea. Yes, you may certainly do just that, but rather than cum all over your cute little tummy... when you get close, you will cum inside one of your dirty socks and wear that to bed."

And that was what I did... I took one sock the other night and stuffed it in my mouth, making sure that the toes were in front, so I had to taste that... it tasted a bit salty, and I remember a bit of sand in it... and when I came I would have sucked the cum right out of that other sock, if Mistress had ordered that. Instead I had to wear it till the next morning... I left in on my cock, and it was a sticky reminder of Miss Honey's authority next morning.

2. My second begging lead to two orgasms:
"Mistress, may your boy please be naughty for you again by putting clothespins on his little nipples and edge for five minutes before spilling his cum in a glass and drink it all? Please?"

And my Mistress wisely answered, an answer that almost made me orgasm right at the spot:
"Yes, my boy may certainly do this, but you will fill the glass half full with water so that the drinking of that lovely cum will be more significant."

I complied with Her order, as usual... because I just want to feel her dominance over me. I tortured my tender nipples, I kept an edge for five minutes, or at least I tried, and I came wonderfully in a glass with water. My orgasms are getting better all the time, by the way. Mistress really gave me pleasure through service and denial.
The problem with my cum nowadays is, that it is thick, white, high quality boy's cum... and that does not mingle as well with water.. the problem is that, if you drink it, it goes right in, floating in the water so you waste the wonderful taste of the cum...
Therefore Mistress allowed me to try it again the other day with the same task, but with stirring the cum well... the same problem occured, only that I made sure to catch the cum in my mouth while drinking the water, so I could taste the cum anyhow.
Lesson learned: cum with water is only possible after using a kitchen machine or something to mingle this well. At least with this cum I produce now...

Thursday, August 7, 2008

being given away

One of my fantasies is being given away to another Dominant, another Mistress... not only to please my Mistress, but also to show what a slut I am that I can be given to anyone my Mistress would like me to. Of course, Miss Honey as total control over me... and I think in giving me away, although it is only for just a single time, she has even more control over me.

This fantasy is coming true, I guess. Miss Honey has given me for one session of two hours to Miss D. Miss D is a very experienced Domme in educating boys who want to dress like girls, they are called sissy's. I don't desire to be a sissy, but I do like the idea of serving Miss D... she sounds very authoritative and Miss Honey and I think that I may learn and grow by this experience.

For this two hours I will serve Miss D as I would serve my Mistress, she has total control over me. I have to show how good I am as a slut, how well I am educated by Miss Honey. I have to show Miss D that Miss Honey is the best Mistress and I have to make sure that my Mistress is honored by the way I achieve. Miss Honey says otherwise there will be consequences.

I will submit for two hours to Miss D, on a time we both agree on, within the limits we both agree on, and I have to post a full report of the session on my blog for my Mistress to see if I behaved well. I will have a safeword: red. When I say that word, the session will be over, and I won't get punished for it.

I will serve Miss D as a slut, but without being made into a sissy, no scat, nor blood, or permanent demage or changes to my body that will effect how I look after the session. The rest of my limits are based upon my questionnaire, that Miss Honey ordered me to send to Miss D. For the rest, I have to serve Miss D for that two hours as if I would serve Miss Honey.

I am waiting in anticipation on what will be next. Miss D will focus on making me into the slut that I am even more, but for the rest I don't know what will be my faith. I trust Miss D in giving me a good experience. Miss D, may this slut please serve you for his Mistress' pleasure?

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

filled...

When Mistress got to know about my new toys, She inmediately thought of som good way to use them for the first time. She ordered me yesterday evening to use them all, for a total of two hours. Of course she left enough room for interpretation... but I had to keep them in... and one of them was so big... a big brown realistic dildo, bought because I was thrilled by the idea of something like a real cock in my ass... and I took it all... for my Miss Honey in perfect submission.

I wore the three plugs first of all this morning for one hour (I kept one and the same in then for one hour straight). When the time approached that Mistress was comming online, I was getting to the second hour. I had to keep my cock hard for something more that half an hour, because I got no further than that, masturbating in the morning with the plug in. Of course I was naked, and collared. I put a vibrating egg against my plug when it was in and bound my cock with a long cord, so it would swell nicely. And it did.



So with my cock hard, and my plug vibrating away in my ass... I had some agonising minutes to wait until Miss Honey finaly was online... I was hot, literally... could barely hold back... but I did, as always.

Then, Mistress came online and I was thrilled when she accepted my offer to view me on cam. The rest went so smooth and well, and I hope sexy... I took out my third butt plug for my Mistress to see, and then I got to the big dildo. Wow... it was quite intimidating, and Miss Honey made sure in that very special way that I was alright with it going in my ass... and I was, and begged her for it. She, thankfully, allowed me to do it.

It was quite an experience to get this thing in me... it is sooo big it taked your breath away, but not too big that it hurts. I think my ass is just made for this cock. Miss Honey told be to breath and how sexy I looked, and that really helped me. I don't get compliments that often, especially not when having a big cock up my ass and a hard cock for that reason... slutty me.

Mistress told me, and quite right too, that I had to finish it off... she wanted me to cum. I put the cam so that she could see my face and body (my cock and ass just did not fit on the cam...) and I fucked myself and stroked myself and, without being very hard and with just that big dildo in my for a few minutes, I came.... uncontroled... panting, getting half concious, all for Mistress to see. It must have been quite a sight. I licked some of my cum for her to see, as soon as I was alive again (trust me, that took a half a minute).

Mistress asked me if I was allright, and told me that She could fill me with this dildo every day if she wanted to. And that is true, although I think I should give my ass a rest now... as long as my Mistress allows it to rest.

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

something new...



Miss Honey: mmmmm.... before my boy can cum again... you will have these inside of you... for a total of 2 hours... and you will be hard at least half that time... you can accomplish this however you want... but you must use all of them
acker: also the big one Mistress?
acker: I will do it Mistress... but just asking
Miss Honey: yes, you will... and read my instructions clearly.
acker: yes Mistress... you mean that the total for all four is 2 hours
acker: and my slutty cock should be hard for one full hour
Miss Honey: yes... only two hours of having them inside you... split it up any way you like my dear... do it all at once or spread it out over a couple days
acker: ah yes I understand Mistress
acker: I think I will be very capable of doing that.. Miss Honey
acker: at least this is why I bought them...
Miss Honey: I think you will too... and I do so love the idea of my boy's pretty bottom filled for me

a good number for my Mistress



Miss Honey knows she has to keep her naughty boy nicely occupied from time to time. Since his birthdayspankings obviously kept him wanting even more, that had to be dealt with right away. So Mistress made a very special task just for her slutty boy... he was going to give himself a spanking yet again... he had to decide on how many spanks he could take by himself... and .... he had to take half of it after his orgasm.

Now that would submission to his Mistress... and it was!

I decided that 25o would be something I could achieve, 125 before cumming, and 125 after I had orgasmed... just for my Mistress.

During this task I was naked of course, with only a collar around my tender neck... as my Mistress likes her slut to be. I laid down on my bed... on a towel, because I knew I had to get naugthy with my cum. I kneeled there on the towel, and masturbated to an edge... well that was achieved in just a split second. I was horny as hell.

I used five implements for the spankings and I gave myself 25 spankings with eacht and every implement on my thighs and as, trying deliver it equally on ass and thighs. I used a plastic spetula, a leather belt, a wooden spoon, my hand(s), and a small cane... and I made sure that all were stinging.

Of course the different implements stung differently... the cane delivering the most sharp pain with the smalles effort... my hands stung more than I felt my thighs and ass sting as I hit myself, but that was a nice experience of the pain a Dominant can recieve when spanking her sub.

125 was achieved... I was red... it did sting... and I did wonder how I could take another round of these delilishly good implements... I knew I would take it for my Mistress Miss Honey...

I then had to cum for my Mistress... I so much like to cum and kneel up on my knees... it is very hard not to move when you get to that orgasm and I think it is a very powerful submission when a sub sits on his knees in front of his Mistress, but he has to keep his posture while masturbating to an orgasm... the moans and the face tell all... but the body has to stay tense and straight...
I also added a little something new for Mistress... I bought a set of three butt plugs and a dildo (a real imitation of a cock... don't know why I bought it now I had it in my hands...) and I put one of the plugs in... it was tight to get it in, but it felt great.

My orgasm was so good, I even moaned... I am not that noisy usually when taking either pleasure or pain. But I was now. I came all in my hand, looked at it with a certain hesitance ... feeling a little less submissive for a dozen of seconds... but I took the cum and smeared it all over my thighs and ass...

I was laying there... as a slut... warm ass, tingling thighs, smeared with cum, collar on... and I just drifted away there... in perfect submission.

I really had to make myself get up again for my second round... and I all took it for Miss Honey. Yes this was real submission, yes it was more stingy than before, but it was still a pleasure.

I thinkt that if I had to take more, I would have had to stop sooner or later. Especially my thighs hurt... tingling... feeling very sensative, as they still do. I know my ass can take more, as I once bruised it badly with the cane and the belt... that bruises took some week or two to dissapear. I can keep hitting myself back there, so it is good to set a limit on that also.

I don't feel now that I want to be spanked more... today. My thighs would need a rest for some time for sure. Even touching stings. But I feel this was such a good experience, of submission to Miss Honey, of pleasure, sluttyness, and good pain.



Thank you Mistress... any time again (but not on my thighs for now please... Mistress). Afterwars I talked to Miss Honey a bit, I had to pee, and I could still cum... I am such a horny boy.