Thursday, January 8, 2009
From begging to pleading
In six edges... or will it take more?
Mistress ordered me to have six edges. I begged her for an orgasm, but she would not let me have it until the six edges have been performed... and I may beg again... that would become pleading... desperate...
All edges should be performed in panties, with my ass filled with a plug, one extra filled, one should be kneeling, one in the corner, one not in my room, one blindfolded, and one as i like...
And i should listen twice to my begging after every edge...
That should make me beg for real....
Mistress ordered me to have six edges. I begged her for an orgasm, but she would not let me have it until the six edges have been performed... and I may beg again... that would become pleading... desperate...
All edges should be performed in panties, with my ass filled with a plug, one extra filled, one should be kneeling, one in the corner, one not in my room, one blindfolded, and one as i like...
And i should listen twice to my begging after every edge...
That should make me beg for real....
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Denied and girly
Dear Mistress,
Since Christmas this boy has not been allowed to cum anymore, and he hopes that it will happen again soon. You are very kind to give me orgasms when they appear to be necessary, but deep inside i like the denial i'm in right now. It is a hard choice for me, between pleasure and denial and this choice confuses me sometimes. Because in my denial there is a profound pleasure too. The pleasure of service and the pleasure of edging for you, like you ordered me last night in the corner, with my red panties on. Girly panties.
That is another confusing aspact of me. I admit that being told that I would be a wonderful sissy girl turns me on. I do think however, that it is wrong in a way. It does feel me with extacy though when you made me lay in my bed in panties and rub myself through them, thinking about what I could be made into. Yes... it excites me, but would I really enjoy it?
I thank you for the denial, and the loving care and help Mistress. You are the most understanding and loving woman a slutty bou like me could ever whish for.
Since Christmas this boy has not been allowed to cum anymore, and he hopes that it will happen again soon. You are very kind to give me orgasms when they appear to be necessary, but deep inside i like the denial i'm in right now. It is a hard choice for me, between pleasure and denial and this choice confuses me sometimes. Because in my denial there is a profound pleasure too. The pleasure of service and the pleasure of edging for you, like you ordered me last night in the corner, with my red panties on. Girly panties.
That is another confusing aspact of me. I admit that being told that I would be a wonderful sissy girl turns me on. I do think however, that it is wrong in a way. It does feel me with extacy though when you made me lay in my bed in panties and rub myself through them, thinking about what I could be made into. Yes... it excites me, but would I really enjoy it?
I thank you for the denial, and the loving care and help Mistress. You are the most understanding and loving woman a slutty bou like me could ever whish for.
Saturday, January 3, 2009
Thursday, December 18, 2008
When Mistress is away...
... this slutty boy won't disobey. That is of course what should have been. But he messed up again. He misinterpreted the rules for this week, and on top of that he has been lazy in keeping up with the tasks here on this blog. But he did manage to keep up with doing his tasks.
Mistress, the most wonderful experience was after edging awhile having a hot shower and four icecubes... and all went into my poor ass... My body and especially my ass was confused. It did not know how to react. And it dribbled ice cold water. My ass just opened up. That was all it could think of, the poor hole. But the water dribbled out between my legs as in mingled with the hot water. And it felt so naughty it made my cock twitch.
For the rest I done my work with wearing my plug for three hours, which is not a really big deal nowedays although I now know that i need to be careful walking to the car with a plug in. My ass is a bit looser after a couple of hours wearing a plug and it just comes out while walking. I needed to take the plug out in the car and drive to the gas station with a plug near the poke. Of course I had licked it clean first. It was only a little dirty and I like the idea of cleaning my used ass toys, unless they are really dirty.
I did edge a lot as you asked, also outside again in the garden once. I could not find the ease to do it in the car because I just read an article in the news that a man was arrested and confinded for this recently.
All combined I think I did a good job with all the tasks and that I have been able to cope with them all along. But I failed the tracking here, and I misinterpreted the task though Mistress. I hope you may find a good way for me to make up for this.
Mistress, the most wonderful experience was after edging awhile having a hot shower and four icecubes... and all went into my poor ass... My body and especially my ass was confused. It did not know how to react. And it dribbled ice cold water. My ass just opened up. That was all it could think of, the poor hole. But the water dribbled out between my legs as in mingled with the hot water. And it felt so naughty it made my cock twitch.
For the rest I done my work with wearing my plug for three hours, which is not a really big deal nowedays although I now know that i need to be careful walking to the car with a plug in. My ass is a bit looser after a couple of hours wearing a plug and it just comes out while walking. I needed to take the plug out in the car and drive to the gas station with a plug near the poke. Of course I had licked it clean first. It was only a little dirty and I like the idea of cleaning my used ass toys, unless they are really dirty.
I did edge a lot as you asked, also outside again in the garden once. I could not find the ease to do it in the car because I just read an article in the news that a man was arrested and confinded for this recently.
All combined I think I did a good job with all the tasks and that I have been able to cope with them all along. But I failed the tracking here, and I misinterpreted the task though Mistress. I hope you may find a good way for me to make up for this.
Saturday, December 13, 2008
Be careful what you whish for...
You will copy and paste all the items that I asked of you from last week into a word file. Make the font nice and big with blank space inbetween each. Print them out. Cut them so that each is its own little strip of paper. You may get rid of 3 of the strips. Now you will organize the rest into Sunday thru Saturday in any way you like. You will need to think of your schedule and life and plan as best you can here and now as once you are set on a schedule you will be expected to fullfil it. You can use these in any order and in any way as you believe you can do. One on Monday and six on Wednesday... I don't care, but if you put them on a day, you are committing to that.
This Week - Tuesday
Before this day is over you will...
Wear your plug for 3 hours. You must read at least two very dirty stories during this time. Share their links here.
Use four ice cubes in any creative and naughty way you think will please me.
Use your leather collar to strike your cock and balls and inner thighs until you can not take anymore then you may put it onto your neck and kneel and stroke yourself to orgasm for me.
This Week - Wednesday
For Me today you will...
Find five every day objects to rub yourself against until you are hard. No rubbing closer than an hour apart.
Eat something for me dear using no hands while stroking your pretty cock.
And the last thing for today is for you to take a toy and prop it up and give it a lovely blow job while you stroke until you orgasm.
This Week - Thursday
Today before the day is done you will...
Find the edge of orgasm 5 times. One of those times may not be in your bedroom. One of those times may not be in your house.
If you complete all 5 edges you may bind your cock and balls and stroke until you feel the need to orgasm. Untie yourself and cum for me.
This Week - Saturday
Today you will...
Spend time today doing something you love.
When you are ready for bed you will get comfortable, get some lube and stroke yourself until you orgasm. Clean up and sweet dreams my darling.
A devoted week...
This week has been very devoted to my Mistress. The tasks were fun, many, and torturous. But it was so much that I find it hard to come back to all I have done. I don't even remember what I did the first day for my Mistress... it went so fast. If I only could do it again while knowing what was coming, there would have been a much better organised job for my Mistress. All her lovely ideas have just striken me with shock and awe this week.
Well, but then it has been managed, sort of. For the last thing that was needed, here are pictured of the things that went into my ass tonight to make up for yesterday (internet pictures this time):

A latex glove, of course with my own hand in it...

No no... just one of the small ended sides...

And yes... a banana like I have eaten it earlier this week (just love the text on the banana).
Well, but then it has been managed, sort of. For the last thing that was needed, here are pictured of the things that went into my ass tonight to make up for yesterday (internet pictures this time):

A latex glove, of course with my own hand in it...

No no... just one of the small ended sides...

And yes... a banana like I have eaten it earlier this week (just love the text on the banana).
This Week - Day 7
Today you will...
Spend time today doing something you love.
When you are ready for bed you will get comfortable, get some lube and stroke yourself until you orgasm. Clean up and sweet dreams my darling.
Spend time today doing something you love.
When you are ready for bed you will get comfortable, get some lube and stroke yourself until you orgasm. Clean up and sweet dreams my darling.
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