Monday, July 28, 2008

My boy Begging by Email

My sweet naughty boy is on vacation with no computer access. But he does have a phone that sends and recieves emails... so if he wants to play with his little cock he will have to beg me that way. Here is the first of the begs (which he knew before it was sent I would be posting), and only two days into vacation. Such a hot and horny boy, good thing I love that about him.

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Hi Mistress, your slut has arrived safe and sound. I hope all is well with you. Please know that you are in my thouhts and heart. My last cum has been sm great that I feel relaxed about that. I think that a begging letter will be inevitable however... Your slut is so easily aroused... Give marie a kiss and two for you.. Your feet maybe? Xxoo your boy

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my sweet boy,

I am so happy you are all safe and sound and I love that you are thinking of me my dear boy. I gave marie your kiss, she misses you too. I look forward to your first begging email...mmmm... I do like it when you beg for all that you want to do to please me. Do be a very good boy for me. I know you will make me proud always.

Honey

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Mistress, thank you so much for your lovely reply to my mail. I jumped when i read it.. And my little cock jumped too for you. Now your boy cannot hold it much longer Miss.. I feel so hot and horny right here. Your slutboy begs his Mistress to be allowed to spill his cum in the toilet by humping his cock between the lid and the seat of the bowl. Of course your boy will be a good one
by cleaning the bowl first. Is your slut allowed to do this for you, please? I am all hard and ready here for you. X

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Yes... you may. Be very naughty for me darling. I am posting this to my boy's blog so he will remember how he loves to beg me.

Mistress

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Oh thank you so much Mistress. My orgasm was very good today. It was quite difficult to achieve but all so lovely when it hit me. I am very grateful to you for it. Hope everything is good over there. X your boy

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

In red and ready

Miss Honey always tries to please her submissives by letting them explore what they want and seek, and guiding the exploration makes this special for her also. Of course she has all kinds of kinky things that bring her pleasure..., for example a boy like me in sexy panties.

As soon as I admitted that the idea of wearing panties excited me, there was no way back. Mistress is so excellent in taking your hand and using her authority (yes... she is the boss) to give you the experience we both seek. So the orders were given, and I thought for one moment about what I had gotten myself into... buying woman's panties in a shop while saying to the assistant "These are for my Honey"...

But I did. I wanted the panties to be red, I don't know why. Maybe because the color matched my skin the moment I bought the panties. I felt my heart pounding, my adrenaline rushing, I wanted to run away from the shop... but I did not. I told the assistent that it was for my Honey... and she just smiled and asked if it was the right size. I responded that I thought it was and I was free to go.

Succeeding in this part of the task was so good to me. Standing there outside of the shop I could have screamed at the top of my lungs. Now I had the panties my Mistress would deserve to wear, and I could only wish to wear for her. When I went home I unpacked the panties and laid them down on my bed. The fabric felt so delecate and they looked so small, I thought they would never fit.

When Miss Honey came online in the early morning for her, I went straight to her by offering myself to her as I always have to do when I start a conversation. I told her that I was in my white underwear and collar on my bed and that I had bought the panties for her. She did the wonderful thing of ordering me to beg for what was about to come. And I did...

My Mistress then allowed me to get naked and put the panties on. I was so ready, my cock was hard, my blood was rushing through my body... yes I wanted this... my Mistress knew what I wanted. When I got the panties on, they felt so good. I never felt something like that before. They fitted perfectly, except for my cock and balls that came out at the front.

I made took a picture for Miss Honey. And she liked it... :) I was so glad then.



I kept stroking my cock through the fabric. Thinking that it might succeed this time, I offered Miss Honey to see me finishing the task for her on cam. And it was such a pleasure for both of us to get it working... what an experience I had then.

acker (23-7-2008 17:05:35): you just tell me what to do Mistress...
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:06:14): pull them down in the front now... pull your pretty little cock out
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:06:54): that looks very sexy... that red silk on you
acker (23-7-2008 17:07:15): thank you... it feels sexy also and slutty Mistress....
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:07:35): naughty boy...
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:07:50): stroke it for me
acker (23-7-2008 17:07:51): yes.. your naughty boy..
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:08:17): you may use lube if you want
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:08:26): or lotion
acker (23-7-2008 17:08:58): thank you.. but I don't usually use lube only sometimes....
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:09:03): ok
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:09:26): there is my sexy boy...
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:09:31): love you collared for me
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:09:39): cock in your hand
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:10:01): panties on...
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:10:33): I want you to cum for me... when you are ready
acker (23-7-2008 17:11:00): yes Mistress... thank you for your generosity...
acker (23-7-2008 17:12:02): may take awhile still...
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:12:13): take all the time you need...
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:12:37): I like watching
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:13:51): so sexy... so naughty
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:14:32): my slutty boy toy... just wish I was there to hear you moan... beg
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:14:59): put you over my knee... spank you before I let you cum...
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:15:29): fuck that pretty ass while you wear those panties you bought for me
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:16:11): bind you up... use my boy... for my pleasure

Here the orgasm happened

Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:17:15): mmmmm
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:17:21): that is my boy
acker (23-7-2008 17:17:36): thank you Mistress...
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:17:43): thank you
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:17:54): you were exquisitely sexy
acker (23-7-2008 17:18:08): thanx really
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:18:18): you ok?
acker (23-7-2008 17:18:30): yes... just a bit messy here
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:18:36): yes... that happens
acker (23-7-2008 17:18:39):
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:18:42): go clean up
acker (23-7-2008 17:18:51): yes... thank you
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:19:50): oh... and you will wear those panties for me.... for the rest of the day
acker (23-7-2008 17:20:19): yes Mistress.... I will
Miss Honey (23-7-2008 17:20:28): good boy

Miss Honey's words brought me to an orgasm. For her. It was another kind of pleasure. I was much more concentrated on what I did for her, than I was on my own orgasm. It still was good but my orgasm was of lesser importance than my Mistress watching me far away behind her computer. The task was perfect for my second orgasm on cam for Miss Honey (the first one was not a great succes because Miss Honey could not see it happen).

It was a very good experience. Yes, I did like to wear the panties all day. And I did so much like performing for my Mistress.

Thank you Miss Honey. I know you liked it and I treasure that so much.

Monday, July 21, 2008

Panties

I keep telling my Mistress that I wear panties, but I actually mean normal boy's underwear. Miss Honey really likes men in sexy panties, true girls panties. And she has allowed me to buy a pair for her.

When I have chosen a nice pair of panties, I will tell when I pay for them "These are for my Honey" so I would know what I mean but it would look perfectly normal to others.

Home I will strip, put on the panties and rub myself to erection through them. A picture of that should be send to Miss Honey and then I am allowed to cum with the panties on.

This pet is very grateful for the task.

Miss Honey's cumslut

The days since Miss Honey took control over my orgasms are different than before. My orgasms are different than before. I have always took my pleasure when I wanted to, like I wanted to. But this has changed.

Besides that this is such a deep mutual experience, it also has made very clear to me how important it is to share in the pleasure that one can give and recieve. I am truly grateful that I am allowed to be Miss Honey's cumslut, to cum for her as she wishes, like she wishes.

Although I have the possibility to cum whenever I need, unless otherwise ordered by my Mistress, I have felt that urge not a moment since I was taken by Miss Honey. She keeps me perfectly satisfied, perfectly horny and aroused at the same time. Ready to serve her anytime.

I have been through some tasks that looked easy at first, but I came to know that this slut has still ways to go and to expand his limits. And I am more than willing to go further on that journey. Only hoping that it can be not as just a cumslut, but as Miss Honey's cumslut.

The final hours

On Sunday I had to finish my last two tasks. I had planned to do one task a day, but you can imagine that this plan was not working. Why? Mainly because my setback with the last task that I had to finish on Saturday... I was so thankful that Marie helped me with this so I kept going on this one and that I did not skip it right away.

So the last two tasks were due on one day. I started with the one hour masturbating and edging. This was a hard task for me, especially because I thought I could never make it. I tried to start it a few times during the week but I just never succeeded more than ten minutes before the urge to orgasm overwhelmed me and I just stopped right away to avoid worse...

So I started this one, naked, kneeling on the floor, collared, and with yesterdays panties in my mouth to muffle anything that would come out of it. Just to be sure... And I started. After five minutes, that seemed to be as long as fifteen minutes, I was already breathing hard, sweating, at the edge... and I had to hold back seriously. I thought I could never make it.

At these difficult times I looked outside out of the window and to the blue skye, the clouds and a tree standing there. And that made it possible to think about something else and to envision that I did this for Miss Honey... and I overcame all those edges.. And Miss Honey came online luckily after a while. And she was so kind to help me with the task, getting back on me once in a while.

Time flew, like it always does when I talk with my Mistress. So when only five minutes were left, I tried to make it more special and to get the pressure up. I did. In the last minute I could simply not hold it any longer... I desparately tried, but failed. Just when my Mistress asked me the most sexy question... to make the edging even better.

I told Mistress right away. She was displeased, for sure.. But she understood that I tried my best and that it was not a deliberate orgasm that I wanted to happen. So the only consequence was that I had to stand in the corner counting to 60, which I did. And I was so grateful about this because I know that she could have easily decided otherwise.

Dear Mistress, thank you.

The second task that I did this day was also the last one of my 5 ordeals. I had to use verious implements to give myself one smack per minute as hard as I could. I used three different implements, two flat ones (one being a wooden spoon) and a short cane... I split the 60 swats in three and I gave myself 20 with each.



The first 20 were given on my inner thighs with the white spatula. They were hurting for sure... especially (like all the swats) because they had plenty of time to sink in. This really made me think about the reason of my submission. But I mostly enjoyed it. I did this because I enjoy it and because Miss Honey enjoys it. And that it is this mutual enjoyment that makes us both happy. That is D/s for me (lots more, I guess...).

The second series I used the spoon (it hurts more because it does not have a flat surface, so all the force is concentrated) and the third series was with the cane on my ass. I so like this little stick... It does not really hurt me when I swing it the right force, but it just feels sooo good. Especially when it sinks in like it did. Wow.

Of course I count all swats and after one minute I asked for another, as if my Mistress was there. When I was finished, there sure were some nice marks, especially from the cane.



Later on I came very powerful with a picture of Miss Honeys feet on my screen in front of me. I even licked some of the cum from my belly. Thank you Mistress!

Saturday, July 19, 2008

speechless and blind

Part 1
Yesterday I have been gagged and blindfolded for my Mistress. And I have failed to reach the one hour target since I have only been able to stay like this for 38 minutes. As a consequence, I have not found myself ready for an orgasm. So no full hour, and no orgasm.

I tried hard, but maybe not hard enough. The gag was killing me since all that saliva was drooling down and back into my throat without me being able to handle that well enough. It was sexy to do, and it feeled very with all the spit dripping down on my cock.



I kneeled there on the floor in pure submission and I thought about Miss Honey and how grateful I was to be able to do this for her. But then I just coughed up and I had to remove my gag. I tried it again later on, but only succeeded for some more minutes.

I think that I do not particulary like gags.. well at some point I do, but not for such a long period of time. As a result I decided that the orgasm was not allowed because the full hour was not achieved. I hope my Mistress agrees with me... otherwise I will face her judgement.

The picture is another one from yesterday, to make up for the failure today to take any.

Part 2
Marie helped me to overcome the difficulties to take this task to an end. Her reply made me able to recognise what I was doing it for, for our belovered Miss Honey. And marie also gave me a way out. I may have given myself something unbearable to do at first. But I really did not want to give up. So I made it to the hour... wonderful orgasm!

Friday, July 18, 2008

Helpless



Yesterday I have been in bondage for Miss Honey for a total of one hour... and I did not took it easy on myself. The main bondage was a strap around my legs and my waist that kept me in kneeling position for the entire time. My legs were bound together and my upper legs were bound to my lower legs. That bondage was fastened then again to my waist (or just below my waist) so that it could not slip off my legs. I could sit straight with my upper body, but kneeling was the only thing I could do.

I had also bound my arms in a way that I could slip them on my back easily and back to the front. I think the picture shows nicely how I had them when they were on my back. Of course the rope was very loose and I could easily escape from it. But the idea of bondage is sometimes more powerful than the bondage itself, at least that is what I have discovered. Of course the fact that I was submitting to Miss Honey added to this feeling. I also had my leather collar fastened around my neck with a heavy metal chain on it.

So I was leashed, bound and helpless for about 20 minutes when I decided (after taking some pictures... yes my cam has a time mechanism ;) ) to talk to her on IM. She said how sexy I was offering this to her and we talked some more. She also asked me where the chain was attached to. Since it was not, Mistress ordered me to hold the chain in my mouth.. quite a challenge against drooling.. I offered to cum for her later on while asking permission. But then I was disturbed and had to get out of the bondage and into my clothes... unfortunately.

I hate it when I get disturbed in this play, but it can happen.. and Miss Honey was so nice to me! She totally understood and was very caring.

When I could get back into bondage a few hours later, Miss Honey was still online and allowed me to finish the rest of the hour (there was still half an hour to go). That was so kind, because she easily could have ordered me to do it longer.. and I would have done so. I had put the chain back in my mouth, what not only caused my jaw to hurt a little but also gave a bad taste of iron in my mouth. She said that I only had to take that 5 more minutes.. but I offered her to keep it for the rest of the hour like she had ordered me to.. But I knew that she was caring about me right at that moment as she is always. And that made me so happy in my helplessness...

We talked a little over time, and before I knew time was up. She asked me then if I was ready to cum.. and boy I was. No time needed to recover. Mistress allowed me to take the chain out of my mouth (that can hurt.. not much) and to unbind my arms.. she also checked with me if everything was allright with her slutboy. Yes, she is such a caring and loving dominant and person and keeps a lot of attention to aftercare.

I slipped from my bed to the floor. Bound on my knees. Collared. Chained. Getting hard for Miss Honey while she soothed me with her loving, caring, naughty words. Here is what I like about being in this position, performing for my Mistress.. keeping my posture perfectly straight. Chest out, kneeling, proud for my Mistress. Oh yes.. my face shows that I am horny, my mouth opens a little and produces soft moans.. but I have to keep my posture .. for my Mistress. I did all the time, only once I gave in to the urge to bow because pleasure overwhelmed me.

And I could orgasm... unless I catched my sperm with my had, cupped under my cock. And I obeyed. What else could I have done? Desperate to cum, willing to serve.. but it reduced my orgasm I think.. somehow I tried to keep back hoping that I would have less sperm to lick :)
Stupid boy.. there was plenty of it, thick, white, warm cum. And I licked it all. And oh my... I liked it. The flavor was not as bad as I thought. How come? Well.. I did it for Miss Honey... that's it!