Black Wednesday

On Wednesday i choose to wear a black set of panties to wear. It was a long day, and the panties ached quite a bit on my poor cock and balls... and they fitted badly in my ass crack. But i loved the feeling of it against my ass and around my waist while walking and sitting and speaking with people (even pretty girls).

That night i went to bed real quick and i thought about getting the picture done that morning before changing in another set of panties, i wrote my Mistress that i missed her and that the photo would be on the blog the other day. Today Mistress was back on her work and she asked me about the photograph. And i failed to tell her i did not take the picture this morning, instead i showed her another photo of my red panties. I lied.

Instantly i knew that i did wrong. Worse, Mistress had to correct me and tell me what i wrote her yesterday about wearing the black panties. And now i was showing her red ones. What followed were agonising moments behind my computer. I knew that Mistress told me that she demands total honesty. And i had been dishonest. Not only in what i told her, bet also in what i did - to her and to myself. I failed.

There are a lot of excuses to be made on what people do, and don't do. For me i have learned that to accept that you made a mistake without coming with lots of excuses - valid or not - is better sometimes. Mistakes cannot easely be explained but with the message 'I screwed up'. And that is precisely what i did.

As a result the trust my Mistress has put in me is risked. Her love is not cherished as much as i should have done. It is not about whether or not i had made the photograph, but whether or not i told her the truth. This relationship is not only about what you do or not, it is about the trust you give eachother. i am deeply sorry, and i hope my Mistress will forgive me.

As a result of my actions i am not allowed to play in any way until she will be back from her valentines cruise on Monday. No panties, nothing. The wonderful task she gave me is terminated. She ordered me to cut the black panties she bought for me and attach them to my biggest dildo and but that in my ass and show all of you here what a pity i have in what i did whit those panties on my filled and sorry ass.

I am sorry Mistress... i really am.

Innocent Tuesday

I just think these white panties look so innocent... now the edging is allright, but i still have one hour dildoed and clamped to go. Really should start with that.

Modest Monday

This Monday the panties were still a bit modest. It was quite comfy actually to wear these although the edging this morning (at least two) was quite hard. I was happy to go to work to get my mind and hands off...

pantied for one week

Next week starting from Monday Mistress wants me to wear panties and post a picture here every day to show how slutty i look.
She also wants me to ride my bigges dildo for one hour total, kneel for one hour total, wear clamps on my nipples for one hour total, edge a minimum of eight times and cum twice on the floor... licking all up like the good slut i am.

Yes, i will. Thank you Mistress.

New panties

Ohhhh... my Mistress send me four pair of pretty little panties all the way from California to Europe. It means so much to me being able to touch something she has touched and feel a connection in this way. I did feel it all the time of course, but getting a package means so much more and it makes it all so 'touchable'.

So the question is now, since I got five pair of panties... should I wear panties all the time?
Some people think I should... and they even tell me that for every day I won't wear panties I should sit on a dildo for an hour and wear nipple clamps... five minutes on... two off...

Well of course, that is a deliciously naughty thought. Very cruel and it would get me in panties in no time. But I will wait with wearing the panties until my Mistress Honey tells me to. I was wearing them this week on Tuesday and it felt so nice an tight. I was even allowed to cum in them... yes I made a picture for my Mistress before I made a mess of myself... here it is...



You see the balls hanging heavely down the small croatch of the panties? See the fabric stretching around the form of the lightly swollen and aroused cock? A small wet spot forming at the very tip of the bulge? Is that moist coming from that clit?
Oh yes it is... very very naughty indeed...

Devotion

Just a powerful image of his devotion... lovely i think.

Honey's Toy

For all who did not know it yet, I'm Honey's Toy. My Mistress marked me on my thighs on Sunday with those words and since then I saw those slowly disappearing words on my inner thighs every time I was on the toilet (yes.. I do sit down when I pee too, always have and I always will). She also made me bit my hand lightly just below my thumb as a reminder that I am hers. And she is right, also in the way of showing me my place. So inventive it makes me smile.

We just played, since I could not produce too much noice by taking 130 smacks that have to be dealth with before I will be allowed to orgasm again. So no cumming for me. Lots of stroking though, that's for sure. And a plug in my ass, what is kind of nice. And later on my largest toy up my ass... just the tip, not even all the way, and that was nearly too much for me. I did not wanted to do it while I was not entirely clean. So Mistress gave me the opportunity to do a blow job instead. But I choose to take it in my ass anyway, but it was sooo big even compared to the plug that had streched me. And I sort of freaked out and choose the blow job anyway. But Mistress calmed me down and made me finish what I choose to endure for her. And she made sure that I was gentle with myself and relaxed and kept breathing. I am sure that a good strapon fucking would have been so develish and it would have made me cum on the spot.

Miss Honey made me put all sorts of clamps on myself. I showed her some of the clamps I collected in my recent years, like paper clamps. She made me put them just above my cock and on my inner thighs. It was really intense and it hurt quite a bit, but Miss Honey made me move the clamps at the right time. So all that remained was red skin. And a very lovely feeling... an afterglow that I enjoyed throughout the rest of the day.

Thank you Mistress.