Your gift was so precious. Not only have the rules become touchable for me through the writing, but it made my submission to you more meaningfull. I have realised that words of submission are empty until they are lived through.. I kneeled, and my knees hurt. I wrote, and my hands hurt. I kneeled, and I realised I belong to you. I wrote, and I felt my submission to you.
The idea of this task made me very excited in the beginning. I must admit, getting an order by you this way is a huge turn on for me. I thought that writing the rules two times was not that bad.. it was harder then I thought however.. Because I knew that you wanted me to take my time.. and I was in no hurry because I did not want to spill the task.. I took my time and splitted the writing in two.
Yesteday I wanted to complete the first page. I did this right before bed, but as you may have imagined was way too relaxed about this. When I was kneeling there, naked.. the whole bare truth of this task came down on my shoulders. Not only were the rules and rituals quite a list.. writing on the floor while kneeling is not the best option one would choose for comfort. Once every two rules or so, I had to stretch and kneel down again. The funny thing is, that my left hand started to cramp because I was putting pressure on it while writing, and it was not so much my right hand that hurt.
Yesterday evening already, I realised that my submission was becoming so much more meaningfull by this act.. by this writing. I felt like stopping this once, twice, I don't know how many times... but I always kept my goal in mind.. pleasing you Miss Honey and receiving that orgasm from you. This kept me going through the end. I went to sleep being a little bit dizzy (maybe because of the kneeling, but it was quite a meditation also.. I like that).
Today I chatted with you on IM again and I promised to write the second and final page. Hearing from you that you treasured my submission so much like this, gave me wings. I disrobed (entirely.. even my watch had to go) and I began writing again. This time I could replicate the first page and did not have to look on my computer screen everytime. Kneeling did still hurt, but it was acceptible.. maybe also because I was disturbed a few times (had to get into my cloathes real quick) and had a break this way. Interesting to let you know: during most of the time today, I had pulled my foreskin back and I dribbled a little bit on the floor between my feet twice.. just to show that I liked it alot.
When I was ready with the last rule today, I nearly felt sort of sorry.. I realised I enjoyed it.. the whole process. I made my pictures and posted them on this blog (took awile to get this right, I still have to practice a bit with all the functionalities. When it was all on, I crossed the papers over eachother. I then realised I had to redo the sign 'Miss Honey's boy' on my chest (left, near the heart) because it had fainted a bit. I did this (makes my cock swollen allready, looking at your sign of ownership) and then kneeled down.
I took my time to masturbate and I orgasmed sooner than I had thought I would.. positive I think. I was thinking about you all the time, and being so lucky to cum not without any reason, but because of you.. with a purpose.. pleasing you. This made me cum, spill it all over the papers.

I have folded them neatly.. hope it will dry a bit and that the smell of fresh cum will go when I have to take it with me everywhere.. it lies next to me now.. while I am laying on my bed typing this report, feeling that very relaxed feeling only true submission brings... submission to you Miss Honey.
Thank you.
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You gave to me the gift of your submission. You gave me your pain as you knelt there, hands, knees, back... ached. Your cock got hard at just my orders. Your body was naked for me for hours.
I love that at first you thought this was going to be easy. But as you began you understood that it wouldn't be. And you understood that the meaning behind all of it was much more significant than just writing.
As you struggled through the writing, considered stopping, but kept going because you knew you were pleasing me. And please me you did... with every word.
When you finished and had the orgasm I allowed I smiled for my boy. This is a very special orgasm for us. It signs those pages in a way you and I understand is all submission all of you and all you have to offer and I have to take. I treasure this gift. And I will treasure each that comes after this.
I am so very pleased with you and love all that you gave me and endured for me. A beautiful beginning.
Honey
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